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Queer Feelings
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The first time you saw her. 
You think she's beautiful. 
And as if luck is on your side, naging seatmate pa kayo. 
But the thing is, she's not talking to you or kahit kanino man. 
So ikaw, hindi ka nalang rin nag salita. 
Thinking na first meeting palang naman to e. 
Days passed pero ganon parin, hindi parin sya nakikipag usap sayo and kahit sa iba. 
She's not making friends, pansin mo yun. 
Makikipagusap lang sya, pag sobrang kailangan na talaga.
Like group activities or pag partner kayo sa activities.
So nung one time na break nyo, same schedule kayo since block section naman yung section nyo e. 
You followed her and nung nakita mo syang umupo sa isang table, walang kasama lumapit ka sakanya and you smiled at her. 
Asking if you can join her sa lunch. 
Nag nod lang sya and nag smile ng konti sayo. 
And that's when you thought that she's really beautiful, and she might need a friend.

As time goes by, naging close na kayo. 
Yung tipong halos hindi na nga kayo mapaghiwalay e. 
Naging close rin sya sa mga kaibigan mo, and not long after part narin sya ng circle of friends mo. 

Habang tumatagal mo syang nakakasama mas nakikilala mo sya lalo. 
Yung mga naririning mo about sakanya dati sobrang walang katotohanan yun. 
Kesyo daw, she's a kaya wala syang friends. 
Ang totoo e she's just shy. 
Nahihiya sya na sya ang unang mag approach dahil ayaw nyang masabihan sya ng  feeling close of something. 
She said na aware naman daw sya sa mga sinasabi nga iba about sakanya.
And she can't do anything about it, so she just stayed silent nalang.
You felt sympathy sakanya.
So you promised to yourself na you were be always by her side no matter what. 

Nung una naman talaga nagagandahan mo lang sya. 
Gusto mo lang syang kaibiganin. 
Pero unti unti mong nararamdaman na may iba ka ng nararamdaman sakanya. 
Your touch lingers. 
Yung mga tingin mo sakanya, iba narin it has the looks of longing and at the same time admiring her. 
You always make sure na okay sya. 
Pero mahirap sayo kasi nga kaibigan mo sya. 
And you don't even know if she feels the same. 
Kasi sa totoo lang, clingy naman talaga sya once na confortable sya sa isang tao. 
Kahit sa mga kaibigan nyo, she links arm with them din naman pero syempre kadalasan sayo.

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Urnzone
Gays ehem yeh gays, pengeng love life hahahaha

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its_aaarrriii
34 streak #1
Asan ka na po
notjoohyunn
#2
Chapter 39: Kung sa Seulrene moments willing to wait kami, pati rin sayo author-nim :>
notjoohyunn
#3
Chapter 27: Ex niya ata
flying_dubu69 #4
Chapter 40: otornimmmm pakigalaw ang baso kung buhay ka pa

charizzzzz
autornim kaseeee, pabitin-_-.
yoonhyunseo
#5
Chapter 2: Where are youuuu otorrr?
gomtokki_23
#6
Chapter 5: medyo sobra naman si Seulgi dito. tsk
Ivie12
#7
Chapter 40: Next Chapter po plessss 😁😁😁
agentayase_thehunter
#8
Chapter 28: That 'Akala mo ikaw lang , pero hindi pala' daaaaaaamn. Shet ang hirap pag nagmahal sa may unfinished business pa.