Staring at nothing, your lips quivers nung maalala mo nanaman yung nangyare the other day.

You felt a familiar pang in your chest.

Tumikhim ka sandili before you purse your lips together trying your very best to stop the tears that are threatening to fall from your eyes.

Ayaw mo ng umiyak kasi nakakapagod na, pero yung akala mo na wala ka ng maiiyak e meron pa pala.

A sob escaped from your lips, followed by another and another hanggang sa hindi mo na mapigilan.

You once again cries your heart out, di mo alam na ganto pala kasakit yung feeling na mararamdaman mo.

Hindi ka muna sumama kila Solar mag lunch, you stayed behind sa room nyo para i-let out yung pain na nararamdaman mo.

Hindi mo makuhang magalit, kasi hindi mo naman alam yung buong pangyayare between her and Soojung.

Kahit nga sila Byul hindi nila alam yung nangyare, so naisip mo you don’t have the right para magalit since hindi mo naman alam yung buong nangyare, yung buong story.

So instead, you kept blaming yourself for expecting too much from Seulgi.

Sana nakinig ka nalang sa sinabi nya na she doesn’t want to talk about that the other day.

Edi sana hindi ka nasasaktan ngayon.

But you need to know, you definitely need to know.

Ang bilis ng oras, parang kanina lang kakapasok mo lang and now it’s time for you to go home.

Kung dati excited ka umuwi e ngayon parang mas gugustuhin mo pa ata mag stay nalang dito sa school.

“Joohyun.” Rinig mong tawag sayo ni Solar.

You flinch at the sudden call of your name, di mo kasi napansin na nakatulala ka nanaman pala.

Solar and Joy gives you worried look.

Umiwas ka ng tingin sakanila, nararamdaman mo nanaman kasi yung luha na gustong lumabas mula sa mga mata mo.

You bit your lower lip before you shook your head.

You let out a force chuckle bago mo sinabing okay ka lang.

Inayos mo yung mga gamit mo at inilagay mo na sa loob ng bag mo.

You turn to look at them and you smiled a bit.

“Tara na.” Kamo bago ka pa lumabas ng room nyo with Solar and Joy following you from behind.

You froze at your spot nung malapit na kayo sa may gate.

You saw her standing outside, Solar and Joy gives you worried look once again.

You took a deep breath bago ka pa ulit lumakad papunta sa may gate.

Nung malapit na kayo sakanya your eyes met for a second but you quickly look away.

“H-hyun.” She softly calls you, then you felt it again.

The pain in your chest, di mo alam na darating pala yung araw na pag tinawag ka nya sa pangalan mo e masasaktan ka.

You gulp the lamp that is forming in your throat making it hard for you to breathe.

“Anong ginagawa mo dito?” You manage to say without looking at her.

“C-can we talk?” You whip your head towards her direction.

You saw her flin