“Choi Seungcheol, what are your plans after high school?”

The sound of low whispers and stares stabbing you are obvious, what does Choi Seungcheol plan after college? The captain of basketball team, a scholarship? Study abroad? I gulped the lump on my throat, feeling light sweat rolling down my nape, it’s not hot but my heart is pumping so fast that it’s making me sweat unconsciously, maybe because my plan is not what everyone wants.

“To um…become Yoon Jeonghan’s bodyguard”

There. I said it, suddenly, everyone started laughing. What’s wrong with protecting the singer you adore?  “Okay? Next, Changhyun ssi” the teacher just smiled. I sat down and Doyoon patted my back, “That was funny though, if Jieqiong hears that, she’ll squeeze your balls” he teased me, I just glared and waited for lunch bell. When it was lunch time, Doyoon pulled me out, I rolled my eyes and let him. “What are your plans after high school?” he asked me “Be Jeonghan’s body guard” I shrugged, he slapped my back.

“I’m freaking serious”

“DUDE”

“Fine, maybe apply for basketball scholarship”

“You’re freaking rich and you want scholarship?”

“IN SEOUL DUDE” I shrugged

“I mean, your parents can pay for your school”

I shrugged and stopped walking, turning to him. “Because, my parents will be against me applying as Jeonghan’s body guard” his reaction was epic, as if I just told him I’m from Mars. He raised his arm and pinched my ear. “Idiot, really really, yah are you stupid? He’s just a singer” he chucked as I flinch. No, Yoon Jeonghan is not just a singer.

(Flashback, 2 years ago)

“Seungcheol-ah, I’m going to the salon, go walk around and buy anything with my card, okay?” mom handed me her card, I smiled, I need to buy the latest One Piece manga.

“Alright mom, thanks, call me if you’re done”

I walked to the bookstore and read a bit, I bought the new volume I’ve been waiting for, after reading, I felt my stomach growl, I went to McDonald’s and bought a cheeseburger, I was eating while walking when I saw a small crows gathering, a bunch of girls with sign boards, an idol in Daegu? Really? That’s rare, I walked nearer, bunch of girls screaming and waving their hands, I looked at the platform…what a pretty girl.

“JEONGHAN OPPA I LOVE YOU”

Wait…oppa? He’s a guy?

I almost spitted my burger out, what the -

“Jeonghan oppaaaaaaaaa”

The MR started and he started singing as well, girls were singing along and I stood there frozen, his voice was so beautiful, really beautiful. I didn’t know why, but I found myself buying his album. It was not my style, I prefer like rap songs and he sings the slow type acoustic songs…since that day, I found myself researching about Yoo Jeonghan, even attending to every show he has. The most unforgettable experience was the fansign on his second album.

It was Thursday and I skipped school, it was a fansign in Busan and I travelled all the way to Busan, when I got to the venue, there were like three guys with me and the rest are girls, I was holding a bunny head accessory to give hi