KRYSTAL’S POV:

Having Amber at home all day is different, I wish we could spend more time like this together but not like this I don’t want to see him sick. But even though he is,  he still manages to make me laugh, this dork. I’ve never imagine him to be such a baby when he’s sick but he’s a good boy though he follows every order I ask him to. I’ve regret those times that I’ve been in denial took me a long time though, I wish we spent our time together more often, well things were so different back then I’m glad that all those walls between us were already broken.  But I still feel the same warmth as I felt whenever he’s around, that feeling of safety whenever he’s beside me. I love you Am, I whispered to his chest, he’d fallen asleep as we watched and cuddled on the couch. I really wasn’t sleeping at all how could I, after what hearing his story of the drowning skinny boy, I can’t believe it, I really don’t believe in fate but somehow even though how messed up our situation was when we met, I think it’s fate that really tied us together and I have to be thankful, cause it brought me so much happiness.

Hearing his heart beat keeps me awake I tried to close my eyes but couldn’t  because the way he wrapped me in his arms, sigh.  I’m really controlling myself not to do stupid things if you know what I mean. I didn’t know that I had an effect on him like this, does his heart beats fast whenever I’m this close to him? I really wanted to laugh out loud when I felt him stiffened when I leaned my head on his chest earlier. This stupid guy, he’s still as gentleman as before, but I would love it if he’ll initiate more skin ships with me. I know he’s cautious whenever he touches me, It’s my fault too right? I’ve treated him harshly before. I just hope you won’t get tired of me Am, even when you’re sick you still manage to me laugh, I remembered the scene at the bathroom earlier, you should have seen his reaction, it was hilarious. Just imagining his bare body makes me feel hot, why does he have to be so hot anyway?

I was deep in my thoughts when I felt him stirred a bit, I decided to close my eyes and pretend that I’m asleep just like earlier I don’t want him to think that I was just enjoying this cuddling he could be full of himself at times. “ I could stare at you forever Soojung” it was just  a whisper but what he said send shivers down my spine, I could feel my heart beat beating wildly and he kissed me on my forehead gently. It was just brief and innocent but I really felt his love, and he stared at me, I swear I could feel his eyes on me I just hope he won’t notice that I’m faking it. Aish! Stop this Amber! Oh my he’s leaning closer to me, he kissed me on the cheek I really wanted to smile at that moment but I kept my cool, his face turned so red when I uttered love kissing me this much? He was speechless, he looked away, it was so damn cute I could pull his neck and kiss him nonstop right now, sigh if I do that he’ll tease me to death so I controlled myself not to, damn it Amber what if I lose my self control! It will be all your fault!

Amber was all better now thanks to me, I feel proud when he thanked me for