Your heart always knows the truth. It's the mind that likes to play tricks on you. I should know the truth since long ago. The one I love is him. It's always him. My life revolves around him. I fall for him since long ago yet I mistaken it as something else. The reason I stay away from him years ago is to cleared my feeling for him. He who always protect me like a sister, as time passed I became greedy and started hating my own feeling. I can't fall for my best friend. I hated him for being kind to me, protecting me, letting me to grow this feeling for him. I replaced him with other people yet he still come back to me. I hurt him many times yet he still forgive me. I tried my hardest to run from this feeling yet it still growing. I longed for his presence, his smile, his voice. I never thought he will leave me. I run, run, run faster. I don't want to loose him, not again. I search him everywhere. I don't have time, I need to see him. 

"Wait! Don't go!" I scream once I spotted him. Thanks to his hair I can spotted him easily.

"Youngji? What are you doing here? How about Jak-"

I kiss him. I don't need words to express my feeling. I know he's freezing for a moment before he hugged and kissed me back. 

"Can you not go?" I ask him once we broke our kiss. He cares my hair.

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