"I really thought she is as sweet as her face! I can't believe it Sunny, now I know how fake she is!" I feel like throwing all the things around me out of disappointment

"didn't you just misunderstood the situation? I think she's nice, I heard she donated lots of money at the orphanage." I scoff

"You know Sun I got fooled too, but what I saw yesterday is enough to say that she's nothing but a real jerk! I'm sure those donations are just for media play, for her good image" lots of celebrities do that, I'm sure Kim Taeyeon is one of them

"she's too pretty to be a jerk anyway" I forgot that Sunny has a girl crush on Taeyeon. I pinch the bridge of my nose.

"I'm more worried about the kids especially Woo Bin, they really love Taeyeon they thought she's really as sweet as she looks like.huh! that !" I can only curse her in my thoughts

"okay okay Tiff, cool down..by the way, have you seen her already? the girl who helps you on your hospital bills?" the anger in my heart flashed away, just the thought of this girl kindness makes me smile

"I haven't, I hope she doesn't think that I am not thankful or I'll run away from my debts. I should have seen her yesterday, this is all Kim Taeyeon the jerk's fault!" and just the thought of that jerk makes me angry in an instant

"what is exactly your plan Taengoo? we've been here for almost 3 hours now..3 freaking hours!" Our car parked in front of the orphanage waiting for Tiffany's arrival

"let's wait a little more, I need to talk to her and explain myself" yes, I'm doing this for her forgiveness

"heol! is this really you Taengoo? She really means this much to you uh?" I nod, still sneaking at the window car, patiently

"why don't we just visit her in the hospital and then tell her it's you who help her father" I face her with a serious face.

"right! we should go to the hospital, maybe she needs help right now..but no, we won't tell her it's me who paid for their bills" she furrowed brows

"but why? just tell her and end your cat and mouse chasing thing" I shook my head

"I don't want her to force herself to like me just because I paid for her father bills. I want her to like me purely because I deserve her. I want her to see me as a person to lean on and not a disgusting jerk" this is seriously coming from my heart and I see unbelievable reaction from Sooyoung

"you're insane Taengoo" shaking her head slowly

"yes I am" looking at nowhere

This past few days might be unrealistic for Sooyoung as she able to witness all the emotions coming out from me. Deep admiration, jealousy, frustrations, patience, anger, love..Every move I take is like far from the Kim Taeyeon she knows, far from the cold-hearted vampire. And now we're here at the hospital, again, for the nth time, we're looking for Tiffany. I hate what I'm doing. I never do this to anyone before, but this is what my stupid heart tells me to do. Like an idiot running looking for her, searching every corner, I bump into a figure, we both fell, quite hard. She scratch her head and frowns the moment we locked gaze. It's Tiffany, again, our meeting is a disaster.

"I'm sorry" I offer my hand to get her up, but not surprisingly, she rejected.

"Is everyday will be unfortunate to me?" like talking to herself. She then tried to walk away but I bravely held her arm. I feel the electricity is fighting against my grip.

"look, Miss..let me explain myself. Yesterday is all a misunderstanding" with my most sincere face.

"I'm sorry Miss, but do I know you?" pushing my hand away forcefully. Why is she doing this to me?

"can you at least listen to me first?" I feel like crying I can't take it anymore. She came closer to me.

"Miss Kim, the nation's first sweetheart. Don't worry about little people like me, I won't tell anyone that you have a disgusting attitude behind your pretty face. I won't disappoint your fans knowing that they really thought you are as sweet as your image." she whispered, and it sends me shiver all over my body. She again walks away, and I again held her arm, this time quite tighter.

"please, I'm really sorry" I couldn't find words to defend myself

"leave me alone, just forget that we met! I'll just forget that I witnessed how you used your money to manipulate people around you. I'll just forget how you step over little people, how disgusting your true color. I'll just forget that you even existed!" every word from her is like a knife stabbing hardly on my heart.

I closed my eyes, pressed my lips, and before she can take another step away again..

"is this how you treat the person who help your father out from danger?" she stopped and turned around now facing me with confused face

"what do you mean?" I see confusion and anger in her face

"You're mocking me and my money without knowing that it saves your father's life." now giving her my cold gaze. If i can't get you gently then i'll get you with force

"what?what did you just said?!" she couldn't believe what she just heard

Then Sooyoung who just entered the war zone looked at us with confusion. I'm sure it confirms everything to Tiffany.

"Yes Ms. Hwang, I, Kim Taeyeon, the jerk who step over little people, and who has a disgusting attitude is the one who paid for your father's hospital bills" trying hard to give her my cold-hearted smirk. This is not what I want to show her, but she forced me to do this.

"it's you??how come??why did you help me then?" she still couldn't believe it. I want to say I helped her because I care for her, but I shouldn't tell this to her, not now.

"It's not a help Ms. Hwang, you're not a charity and there's no media here to play with. It's a debt, you owe me millions of won and I came here to get my money back" She frowns and I give her an evil smile

"but..." she suddenly lowered her voice, close to whispering

"I don't have the money yet" lowering her head

"I can't hear you Ms. Hwang" though I clearly heard her. She looked up again on me with full of pride

"Look Ms. Kim, it's not that I'll run away from my debts. I don't have money yet but I sure will pay you" instead of annoyance I even feel that I'm falling for her even more. What is this angel doing to me.

"but when? for how long you'll be able to settle the millions of wons you owe me?I need it,.right now" still on my cold mask

"but i told you I don't have the money yet. I'll work for it first" her eyes are now in the middle of anger and tears. I don't want to say this but she still looks adorable.

"then work for me" If this means I can be with you all the time then call me a jerk

"work for you?" with widen eyes "no way!" you chose to be hard then I'll give you the ultimatum

"fine, if you don't want to work for me, then give me my money back, now..If you can't, then I don't have a choice but to sue you. And to add with that, your father's medical assistance will be going to stop right now. I hope you know any person who can support your father's hospital bills and medicines" this silenced her

"think about it Ms. Hwang..I'll give you a whole day to assess everything" keeping her silence I came closer to her like what she did to me a while ago, I give her my card then whispers..

"I hope you choose the right decision" I walk passed on her, leaving her who is still in lowered head. I tried hard not to look at her but failed. I sneak a quick glance and saw a tear which is in the verge of falling, with her fists in ball. I never wanted to be the reason of your tears Tiffany. I'm a real jerk that's for sure.

[a/n] what will be Tiffany's decision? i know lots of you already know the answer..and can Tae stand still on his act of being cold to Tiff? well..next chapter will be uploaded real quick.. Thank you for the new subscribers 😍

And have you guys watched TTS dubsmash on IG? their "I don't give a " was so effin' badass!! can't believe baby Seo will join her unnies, Tiff's eyesmile at the end gosh!! and Tae's ' I don't..give a..!!' was soooooo effin' hot of her! my gay crush for Tae is getting deeper lol 😜