Valentine’s day. Nothing so special really, except for the couples from the entire school that fulfill the areas with some strong lovey-dovey auras they had; And EXCEPT for the misspelled letter I wrote last week, I started to think how improper I am, and it really need to be fixed soon. Moreover since that day, Krystal kept recalling my mistake and she always laughs with full of happiness, how annoying. I fight it back, I said to her that the letter won’t be sent caused by the misspelled and it will be better that way.

But the strange thing is. I felt different every time I saw this Sehun now. I don’t know what’s wrong with me and this thing really loaded my heart.

The day after I wrote the letter, I saw him across of my class and again with a book on his hand. He sat there quietly, I watched him brushing his pencil on the book in soft motion and soon I learned that he’s sketching not studying. I wonder what kind of picture he drew and I kept my eyes on him unconsciously. Unexpectedly he looked up and his eyes met mine, even though my distance was far enough but I immediately turned my body and rushed inside my class. I sat on my seat as I bit my lips, I felt nervous so sudden.

“You’re blushing Jaein” Krystal appeared in front of me. I covered my face with my palms as I denied.

“No I’m not!” I really hate this, my face felt so hot now and I know my denial won’t be trusted. Krystal shrugged, “I saw you rushed from outside” She then peeked out the door and went back in.

“Freezer” She rolled her eyes. Krystal went near me and whispered something.

“You like him, don’t you?”

I covered my entire face and rest my head on the table. “No!” I shouted. I know, it’s all red and better not to show her now or she will tease me more and more, she will never get satisfied of me. I kept denying her tease the whole week but without she knew it, I did a thing that I thought really stupid.

I wrote one letter, a new one to the same person. I was being extra careful on writing his name this time. “Oh Sehun” I murmured as I wrote it at home, I don’t want Krys to see this, really. And the day before Valentine’s, I secretly put it inside the box. On my way back to class, I met Sehun ah no, Freezer again. I don’t know what should I call my feelings that time but I felt some thump on my heart as I walk, I looked down to not meet his eye again as I made my step faster.

Sehun was burying his face on his arm and took a rest while some people from the Student Council came to his classroom and gave the class some information, he didn’t bother to look up until his name was said. Sehun finally looked up and saw a guy holding two sheet of letters and lend it to him. He felt confused and blinked his eyes twice. “For me?” he asked.

“Yeah, and I think this Oh Sehoon means you too” The guy answered. Sehun took the letters and thanked him, he held both on his hand and smirked. “Sehoon huh?” he thought. He slipped the letters on his black sketchbook and went back to sleep while the class was on chaos, waiting for their letters.

Sehun took a bus home. He plugged his earphone as he stared outside. He saw two girls were walking on the street. One of them was blushing when the other was laughing hard. He kept looking them in silence until the bus was starting to move and left the school behind.

He arrived on his apartment, he lived all by his own. It has been four month since he lived there and he’s now getting used of the loneliness. The only person he talked at home was a one day service old maid who helped him with the housework. She had work for his family for years.His parent lived separately,Sehun's father was a wealthy man who owned a big mall in Gangnam, and Sehun was the only son.

Actually, Oh Sehun had changed school for the fourth time.

First, on the primary school he survived the whole years and continued to junior high, he became a bully victim and survived for two years. Of course his rich parent won’t stay still and immediately moved their beloved son to another school.

Second, now he’s on third grade of junior high. Strange things happened and now he became the one who bullies his friend, he decided to put revenge on what he had through on past years. Again, this thing humiliated Sehun’s father and he moved to another high school after being graduated.

Third, No more bullying but he skips school really often. He hate school this much, and he chose not to have any friends anymore. His teacher told Sehun’s lack of responsibility to his parent and for the last time, his father said with a heavy sigh.

“My son, I beg you to do better. It’s not for me! All I did is for your bright future. Realize it Oh Sehun! Now for the last time, I will enroll you to another school and I really beg you to finish it, please make this one your last school” Sehun just nodded, he didn’t do any argument and agreed to his father.

“And also, I have prepared an apartment near your school. I will take the whole facilities you got this time. I finally knew that you must learn things son. Search your own money, I will only pay for your school” His dad stated, he thought this decision will be the best for his son. Of course Sehun’s mom who sat with them that time refused. “Please, this is too hard for him” She said.

“I will do it and prove you” Sehun said bravely, he likes to be dared and this one was strong enough for him to try.  His dad nodded and his mom can’t do anything now, by looking her son’s full-spirited eyes, she agreed.

Now on the third grade, he lived alone as he did some jobs. It’s not as easy as he thought to stay quietly and finish the school as soon as possible.  He didn’t except to receive any love letter.

He threw himself in bed and decided to open the misspelled one first. He read it, a tidy handwriting of a girl and he felt it, the feelings that this girl poured in this sheet of paper. He looked on it word by word as he disbelief, why would anyone send this while he isolated himself at school? He opened the second one and furrowed his eyebrows as he read.

“Sorry for your misspelled name TT_TT”  

That’s it? He thought. He burst a small laugh while he saw this pure letter and he knew what this letter meant for and he found it cute.

“How interesting” he smiled.