I couldn't help but fall asleep, after all his warmth was so irresistible. But i still felt the stabbing pain in my stomach, even when unconscious. Although that wasn't the pain that was bothering me the most...

The unmistakable feeling of loss was imprinted into my chest, i feel so lonely just at the thought of losing him...or am i losing myself? I've been admitting my feelings for him...and now im worrying about losing the man who ruined my life...

Stupid Love.

I've noticed that the more i try and resist the feeling, i fall harder and harder each time...but i think its okay to fall into him, even if he is going to let me go, ill deal with the pain...

That's my decision...

I love him...ill tell him...

Properly

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My eyes flutter open, his glorious face just inches from mine. I let out a smile and his cheek.

If im going to let him brake my heart...i might aswell brake it myself.

I press my lips to his, in a sweet rush of madness. Not caring if he was unconscious or even awake, i continue to kiss him, noticing his grip tighten on my waist as i had moved closer. His other hand silently moves up to my cheek,i feel a warm glow burst inside of my chest.

He is kissing me back!

I couldn't resist...it was so easy to enjoy him...knowing now he is awake i take no time before quickly whispering into his ear, the simple words that could kill either one of us "I love you..." 

Without so much as a breath he answers "I love you too" 

No time to breathe, no time to react he yanks my head and places my lips with his. I found myself confused, dizzy, happy and extremely busy with my lips. 

This all happened so fast...

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It seemed like a long time till he finally stopped harassing my lips with his, even though i can't deny i enjoyed it. We sat in silence on the