It was an ordinary night. I just finished my schedule.  I was about to stepped out the station building. I can feel my phone rang from my right pocket. I swipe the green icon.

"Hello?"

"...." no answer.

"Hello?"

"...." still.

I looked the caller name.

"Taeng what's wrong?"

"...."

"I'll be right there."

"I-I'm on my apartment." she said while sobbing.

"Hang in there." I ended the phone call.

I run to my bike. I often rode my sports bike. I started my bike, put helmet on. Then headed to her house.

"309." I knock the door.

No answer. I knock it again. No answer. Slowly I try to turned the knob. It's not locked. I entered the apartment. I saw her curled up in her dining chair.

"Taeng?"

She looked at me. She runs towards me and hugging me tightly. I let her cry on my shoulder.

"I-I, t-they,"

"I know, It's her right?" I cut her off. She nodded.

I hugged her.

"it's too late jin." I caress her hair.

**

I rolled at my bed. I'm so confuse right now. I want to tell her but what if she doesn't love me. I even don't know if she like me too. But I love her! I spent my life with her. Okay I will tell her. I dialed her number

"Hi, where are you?"

"I'm on the park."

"Wait for me."

I rushed out. Looking for my car keys. Down to the parking basement. And drove my car.

Without anyone knowing

Without even me knowing

I don't know when but you came into my heart

Tears fell yesterday and tears are falling again today

With my head down low, I'm looking at you

"what?" the radio played my song.

I shrugged it off. Damn! Why these car haven't move yet. Just great I'm stuck at the traffic jam. I kept thinking of her. Will she wait me there? Come on, come on. Every seconds feels like an hour.

Love has come without you knowing

Without any reason, you're in my heart

All alone, I repeated these words as I cry

Do you know?

The one word that you draw inside of me

The one word that is always hidden inside of me

I'm looking at you, I'm always by your side

But I can't say the words I love you

As I listen to my voice,  I realized.

"Wow how ironic."

I arrived at the park. I exited my car close the door. I look around, try to searching her. There were just a couples of people. I pulled my hoodie and walk cooly. Where is she? 10 minute passed. I haven't find her yet. Then I saw a girl sitting alone in a bench. Ah! It's her, I smiled. As I take my step, she stand up. She greet someone. Somebody came. A tall guy with a flower in his hand. He gives the flower and she kiss his cheek. My heart stopped. Since when her her brother came to seoul? I keep looking at them. He put his arms on her. They chat and laugh. I feel my heart burning, I clenched my fist. He's not her brother. It's nickhun! He turned his body facing her. They seems so serious. He talked to her. I can't hear what is he saying. She looked surprise. I saw her nodded, she seems so happy.

 Oh no, it can't be. 

Then right there. Right infront of my eyes. They kissed. My jaw drop. I can't believe what I just saw. I'm not ready for this. I closed my mouth wit