WARNING! Prepare your soul!

The lights was turned. Everyone's has returned to their respective house. It was dark and snowing like mad. It felt so empty. Only a light from a current program that fills the square house.

Distracting.

Yes.

She was trying to distract her mind. Switching the channels over, from movies to the slapstick comedy program. But still, she couldn't find the right one. Infact, she was paying no attention at all. Her mind was wandering around. Searching for the reason why her brain keep playing the same scene over and over again. Why does her brain likes her so much?

So your back was really pretty

I finally realized this after seeing you leave

So my heart aches when tears fall

I finally realized this after seeing you cry

After seeing you leave

It's just a game goddammit.

But does she still loves me?

Why this these thing are bothering me? You know, staying in this apartment is a stupid thing. But, it's more stupid if you're going outside in a weather like this. Beside, it's already late. God help me.

*knock**knock*

Who's that?

I walk to the door, reaching the door knob and turn it.

Yuri.

It's too late but I'm sorry

I didn't realize how good you were

I'm such a fool, I'm such a fool

Don't leave me

Although you will leave even if I hold onto you

I'm so pathetic

What she's doing in here?

I stared at her. She just wear a jeans and hoodie. Is she crazy? It was freezing outside!

"Can I come in?"

"Oh yes of course!"

She stepped in. She just stand in front of me.

"Would you like to have a drinks?"

"No. I just want to talk to you."

"Okay..."

"I-I'm sorry"

"Huh?" I can't hear her

"I'm sorry"

"Look, if you're sorry about last week you don't have to, its just a game."

"No. I'm sorry for the whole thing."

"I don't understand what you're trying to say."

"I'm sorry.”

“I'm sorry for what I did to you. I'm sorry for hurting you, leaving you" Then it hitted me. I can't believe of what she just saying.

"What did you mean you're sorry?” she hung her head.

“Why Yuri? Why now?!" I never raised my voice to her until now.

"I just realized that I love you so much. That I can't live without thinking every single second of you in my life." I bit my lip

“I'm so sorry Jinrae. I love you.”

Why did I realize this love now?

Why are tears coming now?

Why didn't I know you?

Love is so foolish

"So you just realized it now, huh? Then, what about every single days that I'm hurting because of you?!"

"The tears that always out every single night?! My energy that I wasted because I always thought why I'm not enough for you?!" I shouted

" WHY YURI WHY?!"

"I'm sorry, if I just can tell you the truth, we wont be broke like this. I love you." she lifted my face.

I chuckled. I shook my head.

I can't believe it.

But she was no strangers. She's the one who made her brain keep playing those same scene. The one who's hurting her. The one who's torched her. Yet, the one who loves her. She may tough outside, but for her, only her, she became powerless. Only her, can hail the vulnerable side. She won't lie.

I rub my face.

I lost.

"But its funny how you make me suffering like this and yet the little heart of mine still missing you." her eyes brighten.

She push me to the wall and kissed me. I stay silent. I'm paralyzed. She's waiti