It is ten hours before the flight. A person knocks on my front door. Seems like it has no chill. I unlock the door. An uninvited guest appeared. She was heavily panting.

"Don't go."

"I have to."

"Why?"

"Because it's my job!"

"No you don't, it's not just about the job!"

"Yes it is."

"No, it's about us, right?"

"Why everything is always about us?!"

Silence.

I just can't return to the old me. It's different now. She is the one who left, why can’t I?

"I need time Yuri."

"I'm sorry Jin, I'm sorry."

"Therefore, we can figure it out our true feelings. Are we still in love? Are you sure that night isn't just our lust who controls us?"

"No, is not! Don't you love me jinrae?! Because I love you and I know it!"

Eyes to eyes, a confused heart between them. Does they still worth for each other?

"Please Jin stay with me, please."

Another tears has fall again. A hand carresed her cheek.

"I'm willing to Yuri, but I can't."

"I have to go. Let the time heal us, let the time heals our heart. If we're meant to be, God shall re-united our hearts, He will show the way to us again. I'll be back."

"And by the time when I come back, if your heart still remain. I shall know where it belongs."

"What about me?" her eyes was glistening.

"If you're willing to, just wait for me Yuri, will you?"

A tear escaped her eyes. Running down her beautiful cheeks. She gives up.

"But comeback as soon as you can."

**

Comeback?

You're willing to wait?

I laughed.

Hell.

She stared at the windows. Starring at the twinkling lights with an broken heart. All of the fame, it's nothing for her. People might be jealous at her. But, she was dreaming to be live an ordinary life. Eat, what you wanted to eat. Go, wherever you wanted to go. Love, whoever you wanted to love.

She was silence for a moment, still looking out through the windows.

Are you tired of waiting?

In the short moments that we live in this world

How sad do we get for each other?

If I look back, we came a long way

 [BREAKING] Kwon Yuri reported to be in a relationship with a baseball player

Why I'm so selfish?

She's not mine. I doesn't own her either. But, I want her. I want her only. No matter how much people I met. She's my only one. I came for you, and this is my welcome gift?

this life.

I smiled bitterly.

Are you happy now?

I walked to the freezer. I took out a bottle. I grab a glass. I pour the liquor to the glass. I gulped it.

Burn.

I let the liquor burn my throat. I chuckled.

I poured the liquid again. Glass by glass, until I realized the bottle is empty. Wow, I can't believe that I've made this far. And then it became worst, memories by memories start appearing.

I Love You.

Let's be forever.

My hand is trembling to hold the glass. I take it to my lips, but it falls. I felt dizziness started to attack my head. I try to stand up. I grab the table edge and make my way to the sofa.