Minseok POV:

Darkness, ot engulfed and destoryed whatever memories I was depseratly clingy to after having passed out again because the hispital "restrained" me with that shot of morphine; although I couldn't feelanything other than the ever growing numbing coldness that has for plauged me grow I cried or least that's what I felt like, I doubted if was expressing it at that moment. Another thing that haunted me was the last thing I saw and heard was Luhan's pained figure reaching to save me I wish he stopped because it meant hope for me, but hope is paralizing. After all, my father who I barely remeber except for some faint scraps left, he promised my mother and me that he'd find a cure and mom had to keep strong for me as my only shield from the world. But it's been pointless I think as I've only gotten worse than any close to being cured. I want to give up and let myself be engulfed in this darkness and stay here even if I never wake up, but Luhan's words snap me out of this.

The more I remember and think about Luhan and everything he's done by my side, I foolishly as that young childish part of me from long ago clings to him as my light. I start to feel light like a feather and can slowly feel a quilt of warmth slowly envelope me as both subconciously & unconsiously I smile. The effects of the morphine which always seemed endless fades away as the salty scent of the ocean hit me as well pulling me to awaken. My eyelids twitch with heaviness as I feel