Mouthgasm
Bolts Of Snow-Luhan Point Of View-
I let the sun kiss my skin, although Xiumin was also joining in. it felt good to have his warm lips against my skin, my skin which was warm, no longer cold.
We decided to sit outside on the balcony, my body inviting in the new feeling of wind caressing my skin. Although it is cold, somehow it is comforting.
Xiumin has buried himself into my neck, obviously enjoying my new warmth. But it feels so good to love someone so much it hurts. I don’t know how people survive this. Honestly, I don’t.
I feel his everything around me, like we are one person that could easily be separated. Cut in half…so easily.
“Xiumin what are these dark thoughts I continuously have?” I pull his head from my neck, looking into his eyes. Caring, that’s what I see in those beautiful eyes of his.
“What do you mean by dark thoughts?” He leans back, his eyes drifting out and onto the view that unravels in front of us.
“I feel like you might leave me now, after all, I am just an ordinary human” I take in a deep breath “You have so much potential, but now that I am human, I might just be in the way”
As I let out the breath in a big sigh, Xiumin’s tone seems uneasy “Luhan don’t you dare think that ever! You are the most important thing to me now. The most important thing to me ever! I don’t know what I would do without you”
He bites his lip and looks away “Plus, I can’t use my powers anymore not so recklessly like I was”
“Why not? I mean I know I was all for you quitting but I see things in a different light now, maybe my whole perspective on things has changed, just because I am human”
He scoffs, looking to his feet “Humans are naturally attracted to the strangest of things” He continues with caution, his tone grim “I can’t use my powers, mainly because they are killing me every time I let them free to roam my body”
Part of the human brain must be to forget, because as he said that I remember how I got here, how I now have a heartbeat.
“Xiumin you are a fool for saving me over yourself”
“You were going to lose everything Luhan, become a bunch of metal with n
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