Kai Pov ♥ 

I don't know where im going.

I just keep turning and turning round corners, im lost but i can't stop.

Taemin's words are stuck in my head, why can't i get them out!

Kyungsoo dosent love me, he can't....

Nothing makes sense anymore! I love Kyungsoo! I love him so much it hurts, i could scream it to everyone!

The only thing connecting us now is touch, his soft, delicate palm encased within mine. I hear his faint panting and the sound of his footsteps, my heart feeling mangled with feelings.

"Ka-"

I couldn't help myself, he was driving me crazy i just had too. I yanked him infront of me and shoved my lips onto his, closing my eyes immediately. 

The feeling was better than i had ever expected, fireworks were shooting around my body, my mind set ablaze by the thought of his lips. At this point i didn't care if he hated me for this.

But he did the unexpected, his hand tangled in my hair, abruptly pulling me closer. I found our lips moving together, and soon everything but my lips was numb.

Kyungsoo, is kissing me!

Kyungsoo Pov ♥ 

Kai, Kai, Kai!

His arms wrapped around my waist, constricting me like a snake. His lips felt like pillows, soft and comfortable.

Why does this feel so right, it tastes so good.

I find myself gripping onto Kai's body tight, inhaling every inch of his body. Eventually i end up taking advantage of what he gave me, not allowing his lips to leave mine.

When im breathless and unable to move my lips anymore i brake away, both of us are gasping, holding onto eachother.

We seem to sink into eachother, Kai's breath tickling my neck. How long have i felt like this, how long have i been attracted to Kai?

Kyungsoo your ,not gay.

But you just kissed Kai, Repeatedly!

Then the worst thing happened since Taemin, Kai talked.

"Kyungsoo..."

I shake my head, stepping away from him all of a sudden with my hand over my mouth "Kai no...no im sorry i didn't mean to..."

I watch as he smiles, going to hug me, but i step away. I don't want his touch, if i do i might just