TIFFANY'S POV

I walked along the park today. As usual, it's boring at home.

I went to the usual spot I stay at when I'm at the park.

The place where I begged Siwon to take me back.

It was a bittersweet memory, yet I wanted to replay it over and over my head.

It will be the first and last time that I talked to him face to face.

A memory like that wouldn't happen again. Ever.

I don't regret that day, even if I had looked too desperate.

I won't regret anything, as long as he is with me.

I may not have the chance to talk to him ever since, but watching him from afar was enough.

A glimpse of him was just like having a glimpse of heaven. Light and fluffy to the senses.

I stay at the corner of the block every morning to see him off.

I played with little kids at the park to see him chat with the people of town.

I cook his breakfast secretly and ask the chef of his favorite diner to give it to him, and keep it as a secret.

I spend my day, following his every move. 

I may sound like a creepy stalker, but that's all I can do to make my last days worth living.

This might be the last time I can set foot at this place again.

My mom called me and told me that she wanted to be with me again.

I don't blame her, since I've been away from her for almost a month now.

And looking at my "life clock" (as I call it), I only have a month more left.

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double update

i owe you guys

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