Today is Taeyeon's birthday. She had invited only her closest friends for the event. She decided to celebrate it at home since she didn't want Tiffany to get tired with travelling.

Of course, Siwon was there. After all, he is Leeteuk's bestfriend, and he is their friend too.

TIFFANY'S POV

No one expected that he'd accept the invitation. No one expected Siwon to come.

I couldn't be any happier. Even a glimpse of him was enough.

Even if he doesn't talk to me or look at me at all, it's fine.

He smiled to those who come his way. How I wish he would smile at me too.

I know it's only wishful thinking, but I want him to look at my direction.

I just want to see his face. I wanted to memorize every detail.

I wanted his face to be sketched in my mind and my heart forever.

"Fany-ah, you have to rest now. You know can't stay the whole night." I didn't notice Chullie approach me. I saw Sohee at his side. I smiled at them both and excused myself. I went upstairs to my room.

I can see how happy they are together. I hope they'd last forever.

I stayed at my room. I didn't want to leave the party yet, but Chullie is right, I had to rest.

END OF TIFFANY'S POV

Siwon was quiet the whole night. He didn't talk much unless he was involved in a conversation.

SIWON'S POV

I know Taeyeon invited me here out of courtesy. I am his boyfriend's bestfriend after all.

I know she doesn't blame me for what happened between me and Tiffany. But I know her loyalty is to her bestfriend.

"You didn't do anything. She left you with her reasons. It's up to you to if you wanted to know."

Taeyeon talked to me a while ago and said those words.

I am a man full of pride. And that pride is stopping me from approaching Tiffany and asking for her explaination.

I saw her looking my way a while ago. I don't know why, but there is that sadness in her eyes. As if, she's trying to memorize every part of my face, everything about me. I can feel her eyes boring through my soul.

As if, she doesn't want to forget anything about me.

I didn't have the courage to look at her direction. I just watched her from the corner of my eye.

If I looked at her,  I know I'll be lost. I know I'd fall again.

No, I already did.

END OF SIWON'S POV

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i'm back! it's been a while wasn't it?!

i'm sorry i had updated this late. i didn't expext that from the 1st day of the 2nd sem, we had a lot of activities and stuffs to do.

i finally got the chance to rest and update. kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!

please forgive the lameness of this chapter. my head is blocked with school stuffs.

(i still need them for the days to come.) hahahaha.