SIWON'S POV

I wonder what was Leeteuk hyung talking about. Last night, he seems to be in deep thought about something.

"Tell me Siwon, if, just if, one day, you'd learn you're about to die, say in about half a year, what will you do?" I was taken aback by Teukie hyung's sudden question.

"Why the sudden question hyung?" I scratched my nape. Honestly, I didn't know how to answer.

"Well, I would probabaly spend the remaining days with the person I love." my answer surprised me. I thought of Tiffany.

"I see. She's doing the same." Teukie hyung whispered.

"What was that?"

"Nothing. I said that was a nice thing to do."

It's been a week and I'm still curious about the question. It was bugging me everyday, as if I had to know what was going on.

It's been a week since I've last seen Tiffany as well. I wonder how she's doing now.

I know I've been harsh on her. I saw how hurt she was, but still.

Who was she to come back in my life after leaving me for a year, and now, asking me to take her back?

Just admit to yourself that you still love her. You know you want her back as well.

I don't know what to do anymore.

END OF SIWON'S POV

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i know it's short.

nothing would come out of my empty head.

grrrrrr