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she continued staring and said "i want kwangmin oppa to buy for me like how he did for bora unnie ." 

*someone will ~~~ -ah . Even if that person is not kwangmin , there will still be someone who will do that for you* i thought

If only ~~~ will look at me the way she looks at kwangmin.....

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YOUR POV:

I didn't feel like eating ice cream anymore , after seeing how close bora unnie is with kwangmin oppa . i sighed and just stared at the rest .

Just then , kwangmin oppa and bora unnie sat down . 

"Yaah , what took you guys so long huh ?" jinyoung sunbae teased them .

i saw kwangmin oppa's cheeks turning red . 

"they made for us the wrong flavours so we had to wait" kwangmin oppa replied , looking down in embarrassment .

"You didn't buy one for ~~~?" soyou unnie asked .

i looked up and said "aniyo , i dont want to bother my sobang !" i made a 'no' sign to her .

"you heard her . she's old enough to buy for herself . " kwangmin oppa replied , without looking up . 

i felt like there was a punch in my heart .

"ah , i think i need to go home first . have a lot of homeworks to do !" i said , trying to escape .

"~~~ -ah! can we go to your house ? we've been friends for moore than 2 years but we've never seen your house before ! we can help you with your homework ." bora unnie beamed .

eottokhae ! they can't come my house . there are just some things......they can't know . 

"uh....ANDWAE ! JJINJA ANDWAE !" 

"waeyo ?" soyou unnie pouted .

"err....my house is very messy ! i need to clean it up today . maybe next time ." i said , giving an awkward smile . 

they all pouted and just nodded .

"uhhh ...i shall go now . annyeong ! annyeong sobang !" i said and then made a heart shape to kwangmin .

he ignored me but i just left .

i went back home , and loneliness replaced my happy-self . i sat down on my couch and hug my teddy . i took out a small photo of my brother that i kept in my wallet and tears started to fall .

"oppa , where are you ? i missed you so much ." more tears fell .

the bear that i was hugging right now , was given by my brother when i was 6 and he was 10 . 

he left me , i dont know where he went .

If only oppa was here with me.....

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