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People can call me crybaby for this but they don't know how much I love kwangmin .

It's more than anyone else , even Bora Unnie .

If only the whole world would know how much I love kwangmin ......

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YOUR POV:

I've been looking for more jobs and luckily i found some .

And so , I have new schedule .

Monday , Tuesday and Friday , I will be working with Soyou Unnie at the cafe .

Wednesday , I work as a salesgirl at one of the shops at the mall .

Saturday , I tutor people , since I'm quite good in my studies .

I have Thursday and Sunday for free time though !^^

It's Monday . No Uniform Day !!! wheee ~~

*Beep Beep*

I received a message from................Youngmin .

"Come out of your house and go to the park near the ice cream shop faster ! Let's walk to school together ~~^^"

I giggled . Oh , we are okay . Youngmin started talking to me .

He thought that I would not want to talk to him . 

pssh , who is he kidding . who would not want to talk to him ?

I quickly changed and went out , without getting breakfast .

I walked to the park and saw that blonde hair guy there .

"annyeong !~~" I waved at Youngmin .

"Oh annyeong !" he waved back .

"kaja , I don't want to be late for school ." I dragged him .

YOUNGMIN POV:

"kaja , I don't want to be late for school ." she pulled me by my arm .

SHE'S TOUCHING ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG , ~~~ IS TOUCHING ME !!^^^^ OH YEAH , I FEEL LIKE DANCING A HAPPY DANCE RIGHT NOW .

BUT SSSSSSHHHHHHHHHH , LET ME ENJOY THIS MOMENT OF HEAVEN .

YOUR POV:

When we arrived at school , I was hugged by Bora Unnie and Soyou Unnie .

Oh , Bora Unnie and I are okay also . 

I've successfully controlled my feelings and I'm happy for them .

Seeing kwangmin smiling is enough for me .

Though we are all okay with each other, I'm still not close with Kwangmin .

He acts weird towards me . He would stop me from going to places but in the end , he lets go and says it's nothing .

Weird , huh ?

KWANGMIN POV:

Ever since that day when ~~~ avoided me and Bora , I can't help but feel curious .

And now , she's changed . She became more mature and is it just me or did she become prettier ?

I think I like this ~~~ more .

When I found out she's working like almost everyday , I feel hurt .

I don't know why .

I feel the urge to stop her but I just can't spit out the words I've been wanting to tell her .

I feel like I needed to protect her .

But I got Bora now , I can't be feeling like this towards another girl .

I sighed .

BORA POV:

~~~ is okay with me now . And i'm really happy .

But these days , Kwangmin has been weird .

he doesn't pay attention to me that much anymore .

Through my instincts , I can tell that Kwangmin is worried for ~~~ .

Everyone is , she's working for like almost everyday !

Why does she even need to do that ?

She have a lot of money , she's rich .

YOUR POV:

After going home alone from school , I went to my relaxation room and took a rest .

Just then , I started sneezing .

Oh no , I'm not feeling well . But I need to go to work .

i stood up and changed .

I grabbed lots of tissues before going for work .

KWANGMIN POV:

I was with Bora at the cafe as usual .

Soon , ~~~ arrived.....

looking sick .

Bora stood up and went to ~~~ . So did Soyou and me .

"What happened to you ?!" Soyou Unnie started touching her forehead .

"I'm fine , unnie . I can still work ." ~~~ coughed .

She is totally not okay .

"No , you can't work . You need to rest , ~~~ . You are stressing too much ." Bora said .

~~~ shook her head .

"andwae , I need to work ."

Why does she need to work that much anyway ? o.o

She tried walking but stumbled .

Luckily Bora and Soyou grabbed her on time .

I can't take it .

i carried her bridestyle and brought her to the room . 

I laid her down gently and pushed her bangs away from her face .

"Kwangmin...."

She tried to sit up , but i gently pushed her back down .

"You need to rest . Tell me where is your house , I'll send you back home ."

She shook her head .

"andwae , I need to work ."

Before she could sit up , I asked her , 

"why"

She looked away and did not reply me .

"why must you work ?"

"why can't you tell anyone besides jinyoung hyung where you live ?"

and.....

"why did you change?"

I bombarded her with questions that wasn't answered since last time .

She kept quiet still and I just sighed .

"Call jinyoung oppa ."

"huh ?"

"call jinyoung oppa and tell him that I'm here ."

She was still looking away and so , I just followed her order without questioning .

After I called Jinyoung hyung , I sat back down on the chair , beside the bed .

It was silent all the way until Jinyoung hyung burst in the room .

"~~~ ! Are you okayy ?" He touched ~~~'s forehead .

"I'm okayy oppa . I want to go home ." She smiled slightly at him .

"We will be going first Kwangmin , annyeong ! and thank you for taking care of her ." he bowed at me .

I bowed back and look at ~~~ .

Jinyoung hyung went outside first and I wanted to go out too but ~~~ grabbed my hand .

I turned around , shocked .

"number 1 , I need money for some reasons . Number 2 , I trust Jinyoung oppa a lot and nobody can know because it's about my family background . and Number 3 , I loved you . I've always loved you . But you don't realise it . No one does . But you have Bora now , you're happy . Which makes me happy . I want to be myself . I can't go to you everyday , calling you 'sobang' . I have to move on , to get a life ."

With that , she left .

Unknowingly , a tear fell from my eyes .

I touch it and was shocked .

I've never cry since I was young .

To think that I dropped a tear for ~~~ , I loved her . I think I'm growing feelings for her .

The way she always make me smile with her cuteness ,

the way she lighten everyone's mood up , 

the way she was very patient with me ,

the way she changed to a more mature person ,

and lastly ,

the way she made me feel like this .

If only I realised her feelings earlier .............

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I THINK I'M DONE FOR TODAY ! ): SORRY , BUT I'M GETTING SLEEPY . HEHE , I'LL UPDATE TOMORROW ! ^^ ILOVEYOU READERS <3

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