DILEMMA
내 서방 손대지마 ! (nae sobang sondaejima ! / dont touch my sobang !)
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It's so hard , avoiding ~~~ .
We just got close and we have to go through this again ? PABOOOOOOO KWANGMIN !
If only everyone understands my feelings......
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YOUR POV:
It was a Saturday morning , and Yunho oppa did not have work .
I changed
and went to Yunho oppa's room to talk to him .
"Oppa !"
"oh ~~~ , come ."
I went and sit on the bed beside him .
He was holding on a book .
"Oppa , what's that ?"
"Oh , remember this ? I used to read this when I was young ."
He showed me the cover page .
It looked familiar .
"Ah , I think I do . You still have it ?!"
"No , I found it on the bookshelf . Appa confiscated it when I didn't do well for the exams . I thought he threw it away so I got mad at him ."
I chuckled .
"But I didn't know he would keep it here ." His voice turned softer .
"Omma and Appa also kept our toys here ."
"I know , I saw them in the other room ."
We turned quiet . Both of us were staring at blank space . It was not an awkward silence though .
"Oppa , where do you think Omma and Appa are right now ?" I hugged my knees .
"I don't know . Sometimes I wonder too if they are wondering about us ."
I nodded in agreement .
'Ah , I almost forgot . Today is Baro's birthday . Let's make a small party !"
"Really ? Omg , i didn't know . Let's go . I'll tell the others and you will plan the party ."
He nodded and then went to his table to plan .
I went to Youngmin and Kwangmin's room and found Youngmin playing with his laptop . Kwangmin was not there .
"Youngmin ! Today is Baro oppa's birthday . We are planning to make a small party here later . Wanna help me make the cake ?"
He nodded enthusiastically and then we went out to tell the rest .
We went to Gongchan and Shinwoo oppa's room .
"~~~ -ah !" I was attacked with a hug by Gongchan oppa .
"Dude , let her survive ." Youngmin pulled me away .
"Anyway oppa , we were planning to make a small party for Baro oppa later !"
"That sounds good . So , what do we need to help with ?" Shinwoo oppa asked .
"You guys just have to keep Baro oppa away for the meantime . Be back before 4 . We will finish preparing by then ."
"But how are we supposed to keep him away ? He hardly goes out ." Gongchan oppa whined .
I laughed , "I don't know , bring him somewhere ! And oppa , I think you are younger than me . Gosh ."
I walked away .
"YAH , I'M STILL YOUR OPPA !" I heard Gongchan oppa shout .
YOUNGMIN POV:
I feel dumb .
I felt jealous when Gongchan hyung hugged ~~~ .
What is wrong with me .
"Come on , we need to buy the ingredients for the cake !" ~~~ dragged me to the kitchen .
OHOH Beautiful moment again ~
We saw Sandeul hyung in the kitchen , trying to make breakfast . Well , that's what I'm seeing .
"Sandeul oppa , what are you doing ?" ~~~ raised an eyebrow .
"err...I don't know....What am I doing ?" He looked at me .
What .
"How am I supposed to know ?"
"Oh ya , I don't know what I'm doing ." He looked back at ~~~ .
She laughed .
"Oppa , you're funny . If you are trying to make breakfast , don't . We are having a small party for Baro oppa later ~ So reserve your stomach for all the delicious food later ."
"YES , MA'AM !" He saluted .
This hyung is funny .
"Oh , and why are you both holding hands ?" Now it's his turn to raise an eyebrow .
~~~ quickly let go and our faces turned red .
"I was just dragging him here . heh . We need to buy the ingredients to make the cake . So oppa , just clean the place while we are away . Shinwoo oppa and Gongchan Oppa are bringing Baro oppa out so if you need help , Yunho oppa is in his room . He's planning the party . OKAY , BYEEEE ~"
She dragged me again .
She looked cute when she's embarrassed .
YOUR POV:
Well that was embarrassing .
"Youngmin , do you know where is Kwangmin and Bora Unnie ?"
I didn't see them since just now . I only know Soyou Unnie and Jinyoung oppa went out to buy stuffs .
"I don't know , probably on a date ."
The word date made my mood went down .
I just nod and went to buy the stuffs for the cake .
"Can you call them about the party later then ?"
He nodded and called .
I signalled to him to on the loud speaker and he did .
"Yobosaeyo ?"
"Kwangmin , where are you ?"
"I'm at the mall with Bora, why ?"
Youngmin looked at me .
I just stared at the phone .
"We are having a party later for Baro hyung . If you want to go , be home before 4 ."
"Party ? What party ?"
"Birthday party ."
"Wait , let me ask Bora ."
We waited and heard Bora's voice in the background .
"But oppa....you promised that you would eat dinner with me at that restaurant today ."
She was whining . I rolled my eyes . This is so not her . I think someone swapped bodies with her .
"Sorry , but I don't think we will be attending ."
"Whatever ." Youngmin hung up .
I could tell that he was pissed too .
"It's okay , we can have fun by ourselves . We don't need their presence ."
I felt satisfied when he said that , I don't know why .
I nodded with a smile .
"Kaja ! We have a cake to do !" This time , he was the one who grabbed my hands .
My heart beats faster .
I stared at him .
Why am I feeling like this .
I've never felt like this before .
Don't tell me I'm falling for Youngmin .
Nonono , maybe I'm just seeing him as Kwangmin .
ugggghh I don't know ! Why is it so hard to Love !
If only someone show me the right path of my heart.......
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