6 months later

Sarah Pov

It's been six months since everything that happened in Japan. Sajangnim gave approval for me and Taeyang to be in a secret relationship, Taeyang and Jiyong collaborated and came out with Good Boy, I went with them to MAMA 2014 since I could speak Cantonese and became their translator as well. I also got closer to Mino, Bobby and B.I since I worked closely with Tablo hyung to handle Epik High's comeback as well as his and Haru's departure on The Return of Superman. I was behind the scenes during the episode that Taeyang went on. It warmed my heart to see how cute he was with Haru and it made me wonder what he would be like as a father.

He would probably keep a shotgun around if our future daughter turn out to be as cute as Haru. Speaking of him, I have not actually seen him in awhile. I've been traveling with Epik High on their tours and also with Winner throughout their fan meetings. I also made my way back to Malaysia for a short break too. Taeyang couldn't join me cause he was busy touring. I was due to join him in Hong Kong but then Jiyong announced his engagement to Kiko and I had to go back to Seoul and also to Tokyo to handle the social media fiasco that happened with that announcement.

As time went on, Taeyang and me spoke less and less. Sometimes it is just a quick Line message but most days, we barely even get to talk. I resort to his SNS to keep up to date with him. That was how bad things had gotten, it's only been six months. I never thought that things would become this way. This was even worse than when me and Jiyong had drifted apart. At least I knew the reason was Kiko but with Taeyang, I do not know what happened. Just when had hit the fan, things got even worse.

Me and Taeyang's dates in Malaysia after Big Bang performed in Singapore got leaked out to the press. Someone was eagle eyed enough to see that it was us despite our wigs and dressed down outfits. Most fans were supportive but there were netizens who accused me of sleeping with Taeyang to get my job. Things just went even further south when paparazzis who do not like YG Entertainment (they have nothing against me but this was huge scandal that they could take advantage of) revealed that I used to date Jiyong and that he cheated on me with Kiko.

I knew six months ago that when I go back to Seoul, things would go south one day and it really did. You may ask, in the midst of all these happenings, where was Taeyang? Certainly no where to be seen with me. Even when sajangnim asked me where Taeyang was, I could only say that I have not actually really spoken to him in more than a month. I felt so bad that Jiyong and Kiko got swept up in the midst of all these. Jiyong and Kiko were understanding enough and released a statement on their own that revealed what was reported was the truth however I had gotten my job through an offer by sajangnim himself after I met Big Bang in Tokyo.

For me, I kept very quiet and even contemplated on going over to Europe for a little bit because no one knows me well there so I could lay low but I did not want to leave without telling Taeyang at least. Even if we seemed all drifted apart, I owe it to him to not disappear on him anymore. I went over to his house expecting it to be empty like always but yet I heard sounds and as I used my copy of the key to open his door, I heard what I thought was moans. I couldn't believe it when I open his bedroom door only to find him straddling Kwon Yuri!

I ran out of his room only to have him chasing after me and grabbing my arm. I just said "Don't! Don't you dare touch me! I thought you knew better than this. I thought that you would fight for us but I guess that I chose the wrong person at the end of the day. Be thankful that Seunghyun kept to his word. I do not want to speak to you anymore at this point in time. We already have so much issues, don't drag Yuri into it. Jiyong and Kiko were just forced to make a statement on behalf of us! Taeyang, you were my sun and protector but now you are just my storm. Don't even try to look for me, let me have that last bit of respect for you." I twisted my arm out of his grasp and walked out of his home.

I called CL to pick me up as I was too distress to even drive. CL wanted to come with a machete to chop off Taeyang's . I just told her that it's not worth it. She came to pick me up and brought me over to 2NE1's dorm. YG Family is really family, when I opened the door, I saw Jiyong, Kiko and even Seunghyun looking like they wanted to rip Taeyang apart. I just told CL that I'm sorry but I will go back home on my own as I'm not ready to deal with everything just yet. I mouthed to Seunghyun to not follow me at all.

I walked out only to get a message from a Dispatch paparazzi who I was close to revealing that Dispatch is about to reveal pictures of Yuri leaving's Taeyang house and asked if everything was alright. I texted him back asking him to run a statement saying that Taeyang and me have broke up about 2 months ago due to us drifting apart after being busy with work. Even if Taeyang cheated on me, I will not drag another person into this mess. Yuri didn't deserve it, I know it takes two hands to clap but yet Taeyang should have known better.

I texted CL and Sajangnim that I was going to London and for them to keep quiet and only let Jiyong or Seunghyun know if they ask. I know that Daesung or Seungri will get soft hearted with Taeyang to reveal where I was. This time, I just threw everything into a suitcase and just went to the airport without any tickets but just bought any next available flight to London, I was going to get crooked there just as Jiyong's song described. Next stop, London!

Sayurimei, like I said, I still have my twists! Hope you won't kill me, there is a part two of this :P Comments would be appreciated! Happy new year!