Hopes up too soon

There's nothing worth to live on

The drive to the studio was the living hell for Jungkook.

Taehyung kept on making sneaky remarks, tinting Jungkook's cheeks a flaming red.

'At least he doesn't tell Jimin...' Jungkook thought.

But then he cam to think as to why Taehyung didn't tell Jimin.

'Maybe he didn't hear Jimin's name? But I'm sure his name left my lips more than once...'

Jungkook was really happy that they had dance practice now.

Taehyung wouldn't have a chance to keep on making him uncomfortable then.

Sadly, the break came earlier that he'd hoped for.

"Hobi-hyung~! Say have you ever been in love?"

'I knew it...' Jungkook thought nervously as soon as Taehyung asked Hoseok loud enough for the whole room to hear.

"Why do you ask?"

Taehyung shrugged.

"Just curious." He said, smirking towards Jungkook.

"Maybe a crush but seriously in love? I don't think so..."

"And you Jungkook~?"

'I hate him.'

Jungkook couldn't help the blush that crept up his face.

He was blushing too much these days.

"Yah maknae! You are?" Yoongi asked with a smirk.

Jungkook decided to just keep quiet.

He didn't trust his voice right now.

"So you are? Do I know her?" Hoseok asked excited.

"You do." Taehyung snickered.

"Sikkeureo! (Shut up!)" Jungkook hissed.

He didn't want anyone to know this.

Especially not Jimin.

Sure, Namjoon supported gay rights and all of this stuff but the others?

What if he was thrown out of BTS because of his stupid crush on a fellow band-member?

"Omo (Oh my), V, you know!? Tell me who's trying to steal my baby!" Seokjin squealed.

By now Jungkook's face was bright red.

"I can't..."

Jungkook's lips left a content sigh.

"But I will give you a hint!" Taehyung exclaimed.

Hopes up too soon.

"She's an idol as well and--!"

He made a dramatic pause to which Yoongi rolled his eyes.

"Her name is similar to one of our members!"

"So our maknae has a crush on 15&'s Jimin?" Namjoon asked.

"Nice one." He patted Jungkook's shoulder.

'15&'s Jimin? Why should I-- But wait. That's great! If they believe this I'm safe.'

Still Jungkook decided to deny it.

They wouldn't buy it anyway - even though it was the truth.

"Not true."

"It's okay, she's cute!" Taehyung giggled.

"Still I don't like her..." Jungkook mumbled.

Nobody realized just how quiet Jimin had been the whole time.

In fact, he hadn't said a single word.

His heart was aching and he felt numb.

'He likes someone... He likes a girl... Of course he does...'

Jimin had to fight his tears.

He felt so stupid.

Jungkook had been so close to him that morning he actually started to think that maybe he might stand a chance.

Hopes up too soon - seems like not.

In the end they were all too busy to notice that something was off with Jimin.

Later that day, on their way back home, they were too tired.

It had been quite the eventful day with all the things they'd done.

From dance practice to vocal practice to recording back to dancing and some discussion about the MV shoot.

Naturally they were all more than happy to finally get some sleep.

So everyone excused himself to his room as soon as he stepped inside the dorm.

But all the tiredness Jimin felt wouldn't help.

He still lay sleepless and restless on his bed.

'Jimin... Park Jimin...' He scoffed at the thought.

Jungkook liked Park Jimin but not him.

"Ah, why do I have a girl's name?" He questioned the empty room.

As if it wasn't already enough Jungkook liked a girl but then the girl just needed to have exactly the same name as Jimin.

Great, just double the pain.

If he only knew that Jungkook had no interest in the female Park Jimin.

'But they fit, don't they? Both born 1997... Sure she's a little older... But also both rapper and vocal...'

He sighed loudly.

He didn't like his thoughts at all, yet he couldn't seem to stop thinking and just fall asleep.

A silent know, however, temporally pulled him out of his misery.

Jimin sat up as the door opened and Jungkook stepped inside.

Of course Jimin smiled at the other like nothing was wrong.

Jungkook should have known it was a lie.

By now, he should have known that Jimin always covered his feelings.

But he was obvious to it.

"Jungkookie~ Why didn't you tell me?"

Jimin pouted.

"Don't you trust hyung?"

"Aniyo. (No.) That's not it. It's just not true!"

This time Jungkook pouted.

And, dear lord, Jimin had to take all of his self-control to not just jump the boy.

He looked so cute with his puffed cheeks.

"Then why did V...?" Jimin asked as soon as he'd his emotion back under control.

Jungkook blushed a bright red.

'Ah, again... I blush too much!' He scolded himself.

"H-He might have heard me... in the bathroom..." He whispered quietly.

Immediately Jimin's cheeks flamed up as well.

Unfortunately, his imagination decided to betray him as he pictured Jungkook jacking himself off.

'Oh god, please no.'

His eyes widen as he felt himself growing hard.

"O-Oh..." He finally replied.

To hide his arousal Jimin sat cross-leged at the edge of his bed.

"Anyway, was there anything you wanted?"

Jungkook stayed quiet for a while.

He actually just had wanted to make sure Jimin knew he didn't like Jimin.

Well, he did but...

Not the girl.

'ing same name... Even her last name is like Jimin's...'

"Uh...."

Suddenly remembering that he still had to answer Jungkook decided to just say anything.

"I wanted that at least someone believed me I don't like her." He chuckled awkwardly.

"But you like me, right?" Jimin asked, eye-smile on full display.

Dugeun, dugeun. (Thump, thump.)

Jungkook's heartbeat increased.

"As if." He scoffed and left the room.

"Night." He added before closing the door.

Once outside he clenched the shirt on the left side of his chest.

"You're trying to kill me?"

Can't he even trust his heart?

Meanwhile Jimin smiled sadly.

'As if...' He repeated in his head.

"Don't get your hopes up too soon, Jimin..." He told himself before settling back down to sleep.

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A/N: I made a trailer, it's not that well but.. yeah xD

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-2kFYnJgX8c

And sorry for the tiny chapter image >_<

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CocoaVani #1
Chapter 11: JUNGKOOK YOU LIL
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#2
Chapter 19: AWWWWWWWWW,I'M SUPER SOFT FOR THEM & YAS,FINALLY!
But my god,Namjoon XD
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#3
Chapter 18: MY!
I THOUGHT IT WAS GONNA BE A ANGST ENDING BUT YAY TO HAPPY ENDING FOR JIKOOK!!! <3
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#4
Chapter 17: Yeah right..They are gonna be ed up
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#5
Chapter 16: FOR A SECOND I THOUGHT WRONG
GOSH MY DIRTY MIND!
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#6
Chapter 15: Oh god Jimin..He's hurting again.. ㅠㅠ
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#7
Chapter 14: Ahhhhhhhhhh,OMFG
WHYYYYYYY??
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#8
Chapter 13: HAHAHAH DANG,WHUT DA HECK!
THAT WAS FUNNY XD
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#9
Chapter 12: Man,I almost started flipping if it wasn't a goddamn dream
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#10
Chapter 11: Wait,HOLD THE UP.
WHUT?!!