It was cold as he passed away.

He screamed in his head and his blood wouldn't stop floating as he swept away more and more.

He woke up.

Sweat covered his forehead.

Again that dream.

Some would call it a nightmare but to him it wasn't.

He hated his life.

There was nothing worth to live on, he wasn't worth to live.

He cut himself.

The knife digging deeper and deeper in his flesh.

The blood float and he cried.

He even screamed in pain but didn't stop nor did anybody else hear or care.

Not even himself cared.

There someone knocked on the door rapidly.

"Jimin! Jimin open this damn door!" Jungkook's voice dragged its way through Jimin's daze.

He snapped out of it letting the knife fall down.

"Ne? (Yes?)" He asked hoping his voice wouldn't crack.

"Jimin open the door!" Jungkook shouted, still dashing on the door.

Jimin kicked the knife under the bed, grabbing some random jacket, putting it on.

He opened the door and forced on a smile.

"Ne? (Yes?)"

Jungkook bit his lip as his eyes teared up.

"Wae Jimin? (Why Jimin?)"

Jimin looked to the side, guilt washing over him.

"I... Don't know what you mean..."

"Do you think I'm stupid!? Jimin I heard you screaming. And the jacked you wear is soaked with blood. Wae? (Why?) Wae Jimin? (Why Jimin?)"

Jungkook repeated his question as he closed the door behind him.

"Look at me and tell me you didn't cut again."

Jimin looked up.

"Naneun... (I...) Nan... (I...) Mianhae...(I'm sorry)" He said starting to cry.

Jungkook striped Jimin out of his jacket.

"Oh god..." He said pressing the jacket against the bleeding cuts.

As the bleeding stopped he took it away, slowly over the wound with his finger.

"Follow me. I need to wash the blood out of your jacket." He said grabbing Jimin's wrist.

"A-Ani! (N-No!) Please not... What if someone sees..." Jimin said looking down.

He needed to hide this from the others.

Jungkook also shouldn't know but he couldn't change the fact the younger found out and had to deal with it.

"Then you shouldn't have done it! Besides you need a bandage."

Jimin kept quiet still not wanting to go out of his room.

Jungkook sighed, taking of his long-sleeved shirt.

"Take of your shirt. Then we change. I'll answer if someone asks why."

Jimin nodded and they switched shirts.

"Tell me Jimin. Why this time?" Jungkook asked while they were walking towards the bathroom.

He had hidden a special washing powder in there for washing out blood.

He tried his best not to cry.

It hurt him just as much as it must hurt Jimin when his beloved hyung cut himself.

"... There was this dream again..." Jimin said silently.

"But then why? In this stupid nightmare you die but why do you have to do anything to make it real?!"

he screamed as silent as it was possible in his upset state.

Jimin clenched his fists.

"Stop pretending that you care! no one cares! Not even I do care! I just don't want to Jungkook! Here is nothing that holds me."

Hearing this was like a punch in the face for Jungkook.

He slowed down.

"I see..." He breathed out shaky and tighten his grip on Jimin's wrist as he pulled him forwards.

"Y-You hurt me Jungkook..." Jimin said.

"I thought no one would care if you were hurt, not even you. So why do you complain?"

"Yo Jimin, Jungkook." A voice came from the right side already behind them.

Jungkook let go of Jimin's wrist and smiled.

"Ne Namjoon-hyung? (Yes Namjoon-hyung?)" He said turning around.

"Where are you guys going? And is this your shirt Jimin is wearing?" The leader asked slightly confused.

"We're just bored and walking around a bit. Oh yeah it is. Jimin was cold and since he's so short my shirt will keep him warm."

Jungkook snickered.

Jimin shot a glare at Jungkook.

That this kid always had to make fun of his size.

Namjoon chuckled.

"Okay then but go to bed on time. We have schedule tomorrow."

With that he left back in his room.

Jimin's eyes widen.

"S-Schedule?"

Jungkook looked at Jimin's shocked face.

"You forgot? Pray that you get something that covers the wounds. And let's hurry to wash this out." He said opening the door to the bathroom.

Jimin watched as Jungkook washed the blood out of jacket.

Was there a tear rolling down Jungkook's cheek?

"Why are you doing this for me Jungkook?" Jimin asked quietly.

'Because I love you, you idiot...' Jungkook thought.

He stopped rubbing over the bloody part of the jacket and turned to Jimin.

"Because I care for you Jimin. You should also start to do this."

As Jimin didn't reply Jungkook turned back to the jacket.

After a few minutes of silence Jimin spoke up again.

"Mianhae... (I'm sorry...)"

Jungkook sighed.

"Mianhae hajima. (Don't be sorry.) It doesn't change the fact you cut. Just don't do it again."

"Ani... That's not what I meant. I'm sorry for saying that you wouldn't care..." Jimin said looking down.

Jungkook smiled softly.

"It's forgotten. If you promise to be your cheerful self again by the start of tomorrow."

Jimin smiled back and nodded.

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