Doojoon POV’s

It’s 2 in the morning and I was awoken by weak pull on my grip. I didn’t even realize that I fell asleep, holding Yoseob’s hand in one tight grip. The dried blood still visible between his finger and so with the dried blood on his lips. I looked up and met his eyes which staring deep into mine as if whispering to me.

“I-I’m s-sorry.. I-I’m r-really s-so-sorry..” In the dark room with only moonlight reflecting from the window, I looked at the glistening dark eyes in front of me, locking it in my memory as ‘I never want to see it again’ file.

“I forgive you, I never blame you for anything that happened Yoseob so don’t blame yourself.” I ran my fingers through his silky hair and it brought me back to the time where I used to caress his hair every single night, but we couldn’t go back to the past, right? No matter how hard we try, what happened in the past stayed in our memory.

“I-I’m sorry.. I-I hurt you.. I-I-/I told you it’s fine, right? So, take some more rest and let it go.” I said as I watched his eyes fluttering close and his breathing slowed down. I wiped down trace of tears on his cheek and leaned to kiss his forehead like I used to. After spent some minutes staring at him, I let his hand go and let it rest beside him while I stood up to grab some water. As I walked down the stairs to the kitchen, I saw something that almost got me tripped down face first. I watched Junhyung sleep on Hyunseung lap with Hyunseung hand rested on his hair. Both of them looked so peaceful with Hyunseung small smile on his face.

“See, it wasn’t that hard to settle down and talk.” I’m glad they succedded and finally have some mind-ease now. I tip-toed my way to the kitchen and took a glass with one jug of water carefully from the refrigerator, try not to wake them up. After gulped down a glass of icy cold water, I went to my drawer and check for my phone which bombarded with Gikwang messages and unanswered calls. I read his messages one by one and replid it with one simple word ‘ok’ before I turned my phone