Junhyung POV’s

I'm sorry Yoseob.. I knew it was so hard for you to surpressed all of that memories and I knew you dreamed of it every night. I was going to let you by your own but I’m sorry Yoseob, I couldn’t let you act like this again. It was my fault you turned like this and it was my fault why you hurt yourself physically and mentally. I knew about Yoseob self-harming since I always sneaked into his room at night and saw blood on his nails. I tortured you enough Yoseob and I’m sorry. I know thousand sorry were never enough but now-I want to help you find your real self. I want you to be happy with someone you love, not spent your time playing around with strangers like this.

“Urgh.. S-Stop it.. I-I do-don’t want t-to r-re-remember it.. H-Hyung.. P-Please..” That night I saw Yoseob tears for the first time after 6 years. I used to hate seeing Yoseob tears but right now, there was no things I want to look at beside this.

“I-I h-hurt him bad, r-right?” His voice was hoarse and the words came out as a whisper.

“No you’re not Yoseob. Your mind was in mess that day and it was me who hurt him, I was the one who shot him-not you.”

“B-But i-it was b-because of m-me. I-I forced y-you to d-do t-that.”

“Yes you did, but still-it wasn’t your fault.” Yoseob’s hand tighten on my shirt as he cry louder. I want to hug him, whispering words in his ears but I couldn’t do that. Yes.. Let it out Yoseob, cry it out, scream it out, let all your pains and worries to the air. Let the wind washed away your pains and worries far away.

“It’s not too late Yoseob. It’s never too late.”

“Y-Yes hyung..” Finally, I brought him to my shoulder