Chapter 13

Baby steps

A/N: I know, I'm sorry. I don't want to make a scene, I just want to let you know what actually happened, why i delayed the update. actually i already have the plot line but my writing is . big time. I'm finally at a phase where my confidence is gone from writing this story. I feel it wasn't good enough for you guys, I'm sorry I couldn't developed a better story line. I really am. you know, when you finally lose your confidense, your muse did too. I hope I could let this upset and depression feelings gone soon. so here we go, this is the best i could do for now, hope you enjoy. review, votes, subscribes are much appreciated.

- M

Taeyeon’s POV

After taking a short time to brush my hair, I finally take down the comb,

and walking out from my room.

I was greeted by bunch of shoes boxes and luggage spreading everywhere.

I forgot about today,

today is where the girls were back in the dorm.

Tomorrow is our comeback,

It’s like a ritual if all of them would be back,

So manager would take us to places easier,

Without worrying someone was late or maybe not coming because she’s over-sleep.

Off the record, that never happened.

My smile is growing unconsciously while I take my steps to the fridge,

I should cook something big for them today.

And I need to stop by later to do some grocery,

We literally have nothing much to eat,

Only mineral water and some fruits.

That means this morning, I won’t eat anything heavy,

only 2 bananas.

A pout drawn on my lips and got me looking at luggage spots again.

Looking for specifically luggage.

And I escaped a long sigh,

I don’t see sooyeon’s anywhere.

Since from the previous comeback,

she was the only one, who wasn’t back in the dorm.

Even if the members try to persuade her, she doesn’t even bulge.

She said she was sorry and she has to back to home,

Even if it was very late, and we have schedule in the morning.

She always said if she misses krystal, she wanted to be home.

But I knew it if it was about me and her.

She never said it but I knew she did that because of me,

She was trying to make me comfortable with not being in the dorm,

I thought if I’m going to be uncomfortable too if she was in the dorm,

And if in the middle of night we bumped into each other,

I can’t handle the goosebumps, butterflies, and scared at the same time.

But the worst thing is, I’m missing her more,

seeing 7 other members laughing together and didn’t see her feature smile at the same room.

I fallen deeper.

At night I would beaten myself up,

Why did I have to fall in love with her at the first place if we’re finally had to be in that place,

Which one is better, if I try to ignore this feeling a little bit harder even though I wasn’t sure if these feelings would ever go away and we’re at this phase, awkward and uncomfortable, or finally tell her what I feel and confirming if I really like her, and she would rejected me and we’re going at the exact same place,

The thought keeps running in my head until sleep finally has taken me over.

But I thought this time would be different.

We weren’t that awkward next to each other,

Of course we aren’t. I scoffed.

I want to ask her yesterday but I don’t want to pressure her or anything,

Because you know, I don’t know if I’m ready with her answer,

What if she still doesn’t want to live at the same roof with me

what if she wasn’t ready for that step yet, even if we are a couple.

Without I’m aware, I ruffled my hair with the worst case scenario of “jung sooyeon not wanting to be back at dorm because of my existence” inside my head,

Whether we’re in relationship or not.

After I feel my hair went to be a big mess, a sigh escaped my lips,

And I need to get back to my room again,

To fix my messy hair

Jung soo yeon, what did you do to me

When I entered the studio practice,

I leave my worried thought at home,

And staring at members who were standing at center spot,

Looking at the room’s mirrors.

My eyes landed straight to her,

She lets her hair down,

With her baggy pants and her favorite blue shirt,

She still looks fabulous even when she’s on casual mode,

And I always find her more attractive at this state,

Where she looks so comfortable with her clothes,

With sweats starting to drip on her graceful moves,

Flexible and y at the same time,

Her lips slightly parted to catch a breath,

I find my throat dry and

I unconsciously tried to gulped the air,

Jung soo yeon, really, what do you do to me

Even so,

I didn’t get a chance to talk with her,

She was clearly saw me walking in too,

But our choreographers want us to be on our position,  after they scold me a little because being late,

And rehearse until the sun ready to set.

We are totally got this, but they want us to practice one more run,

And another run, and the fifth run we all are ready to fall down.

for one run, we have to do 3 songs.

At the last run, I saw sooyoung sitting down, closing her eyes and massaging her scalp.

Other members were busy talking with our choreographer about their position and moves, and  find my feet walking towards soo and squatting down in front of her, studying her face,

“are you alright?,” I asked.

She just shaking her head a little with her close eyes.

She seems too pale.

“her headache is finally gotten worse, isn’t it?,” the voice that I really want to hear is finally there.

She sounds worried and concerned.

I looked up and find her staring at me and soo,

She squats herself down until we have the same eye level.

I just let my eyes to follow her moves.

From standing up until sitting down beside soo.

She checks soo’s temperature.

“her body is getting warmer.” She said while still looking at soo.

“is she already sick before practiced?,” I asked while took a glance at soo and back to her.

“she is,” and now her face was fully facing soo.

She looks worried, and that makes two of us.

“how are you feeling?,” hyoyeon suddenly asks and sits down between me and sooyeon.

Sooyoung looks at her with a frown,

“I’m totally great, I could dance for another hours and running for miles.”

Instead of getting the raging hyo, we have the pouting hyo plus her puppy eyes.

But that makes her scarier even more.

And we got pale and scared sooyoung,

“please don’t give me that look, fine, I’m in the state where headache was aching not only in my head, But also in my lungs, my legs, basically everywhere,” sooyoung said.

From behind us, we can hear the girls talking too,

“Can we have a break? Like for a week? Or a year?,” soonkyu whines.

“Ya! We have a comeback tomorrow, we’ve been working on with this comeback for God knows how long.” And fany shots her disbelievingly looks if that sentences just come out from lee soonkyu’s mouth.

“I know, I was just joking,” and we have another whining voice from soonkyu.

This is the state where everyone is sensitive. Especially tiffany.

She is always a hard-working, other members too but she wants everything to be perfect.

Everyone is tired, even worse we have a sick member,

And the Day is finally here tomorrow.

I decide to speak up,

 “oppa, can we get home earlier today?,” I asked cookie oppa while he was walking pass us.

He gives me his thinking looks,

“everybody is exhausted, we are this close to flips anything near us,” I said with motioning my thumbs and index fingers which slightly apart.

And he takes a look to every faces of the girls, and walking to our choreographer.

After a few second, we heard our choreographer giving us a command.

“one more run and we’ll call it a day.”

Everybody is getting up from their seat, not so excited but fairly happy to know the practice comes to an end.

“are you going to be alright?,” sooyeon asked sooyoung after take the mineral water from sooyoung.

“no, but I’m looking forward to sleep until the morning greets and delicious foods.” She said as she stands up and grabbing us by hands to get us to walking on our position.

We were spreading to our position, but for a few second,

I catch Sooyeon stare at me deeply and mouthing,

“you look awfully pretty,” and she was grinning knowing she gets what she wants,

An embarrassed me,

But thank God the music started before she could make another moves,

“let’s go!.”

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We finally wrapped the day up with nicely ending,

We even get more compliments than usual, maybe it’s because tomorrow is the day.

Or maybe because we are trying so hard to get it right.

After praying and saying thank you to our choreographers, we were starting to move.

Yoona and seohyun are helping soo for taking care of her stuffs and walk to our van.

Fany and Yuri are on the phone,

“everybody move, move it, move your women!” and there is hyo who was trying to pick a fight with sunny, fany, and yuri.

“yah!, watch your tone, young lady!,”

“ops, hwang mi young is so scary.”

“ya!”

And they left sooyeon and me behind,

I was talking with our manager while they were walking out from practice room,

And sooyeon was packing her belongings,

While talking with our manager, I can’t help but take glances at her,

She seems aware with all the glances, once in awhile she will look at me,

And sending her warmest smile,

Things that make me falling in love with her all over again,

Small gesture, worth meaning,

“tae, even if she was there, you still have to listened about what I said.”

Our manager is getting frustrated, me taking glances at sooyeon became a habit every time he was talking with me,

I just let my small chuckle out, cookie oppa just look at me, unimpressed,

“I know oppa, we are already grown up women, we won’t do anything stupid, again, but even if company was forbid it, can you at least give us your blessing? You know, you are like an older brother to us.”

“of course you have my blessings, but doesn’t mean you have to do it while I’m in the room,”

And I feel a hand covered with sweat circling with mine,

I find clingy sooyeon in my arms,

“do what, oppa?,” she asked while throw her teasing looks,

I can’t breathe.

Every time jung sooyeon around me, I’m easily find it hard to breathe.

Especially when she’s all sweaty and being so close to me.

I was mesmerized with my own world and jung sooyeon’s scents imprinted in my mind,

“she is totally flushed, Jessica, you should know if you wrecked her,” and cookie oppa left us.

I can feel sooyeon looking up at me with her teasing look,

“tae, don’t be embarrassed,” she said with her sweet tone,

And I didn’t respond anything, I was trying so hard to not look at her,

Or I might collapsed in front of sweaty jung sooyeon.

“did I really wrecked you?,”

And when she was ready to hug me,

but I’m strong enough to dodge,

When she went right, I goes left,

Another tried, and another dodge,

She’s now finally stand still in front of me and pouting now,

“why did you dodge my hug?,” her whining voice is so priceless.

I couldn’t say if she is really attractive right now,

Those hair, I just want to and caress her pretty face until we are asleep,

Or even worse, I could take her to my bed any second if she didn’t stop,

I really can’t that,

It’s totally embarrassing.

so I just mumbled,

“because we are all sweaty.”

She seems to catch the phrases,

“so?”

I cleared my throat and mumbled again,

“so I don’t do hug while sweating.”

Uh-oh, Did I just saw her grinning?

 “why did you have to say  sweaty, you could say, we are wet,”

And of course she didn’t mean anything by her words,

Except her teasing tones and seductive eyes,

Damn it taeyeon, control your hormones.

And she tried to tackled me to another hug,

But I manage to dodge from her hug,

Try to hug, running away,

Try another hug, I’m rolling away,

And she admits her defeat while looking at me who was grinning like I’m winning a big competition.

“fine, be that way.”

Her voice sounds like a warning,

But then she takes a little step closer to me,

and I’m doing good to not take any step closer as respons,

or at least I didn’t let groaning voice inside my head turned like a moan,

She lowers her voice, husky tones meet thin eardrum,

“we’ll just see if you’re going to crave for this soon,” she said as she was motioning her fingers crossed her sweaty body, her perfect frame, her smooth s line,

Good God,

I was gulping harder,

My face is burning,

she didn’t know what she did to me, at all.

Or maybe she did, because she was chuckling after watching my reaction,

She was leaving me high and dry,

I saw her walking out from the room, but went back a few seconds later,

Realized if I didn’t move at all, she’s leaning onto the door frame and calling me again with her lower voice,

“are you coming?,”

Oh. My. God.

NOT WITH THAT TONES,

AND WHY DO YOU HAVE TO LEAN AGAINST THE DOOR,

WHAT ARE YOU PLANNING TO ME,

ARE YOU TRYING TO KILL ME,

“ye-yeah…”

My stutter voice didn’t help me at all this time,

I can’t help but thinking to buried myself later when I get home,

And I’m trying so hard to hide my flushed face

I’m walking right behind of her, she was entering the van where hyo and sunkyu at,

“took you long enough,” sunkyu said when I tried to closed the door.

I just let silence answered her,

But the grin on sooyeon’s face make hyo speaks up,

“what did you do to her? She seems so flushed,” hyo said while pointing at my redden face.

DAMN THIS KIM CHODING

“nothing,” sooyeon said. Still grinning.

Hyo throws her glance to me, then to sooyeon, then to me again,

She takes a closer steps to my ear, whispering,

“you seems like ually frustrated.”

AND I CAN’T BELIEVE SHE SAID THAT WITH HER PALM FACE,

I just folded my arms in front of my chest, and let a frown appear on my face,

Jung sooyeon, who was apparently never take her eyes from me since we were at the van,

Let her smile widen,

I just sticking out my tongue as response,

And another merong for hyo who was trying to think for another teasing season,

“hyo, stop teasing her,” sunkyu finally said.

THANK GOD, I FINALLY HAD SOMEONE TO LEAN ON,

“Jessica is already enough of her to handle.”

AAAARRRGGGGHHHHHH

“what do you want to do today?,” sooyeon asked after releasing me who just tackled lee sunkyu for a few seconds,

And I just remembered if I need to stop by grocery store,

“ah now that you mention it, I want to buy something to cook.”

“do you want to cook?,” hyo asked, no teasing tone this time,

“yep, I guess everyone is tired and I want to do something nice.”

“if you want to do something nice, please, just give me the newest Nintendo DS,” sunkyu said.

“you already bought it, besides, i wasn’t nice enough to buy you something like games and lets it planted you an imagination mind.”

“you are a meanie,” sunkyu said again while pouting, but I just brushed it off with my small chuckled,

“well, since you already decide to cook, I’ll help then, just buy the ingredients.”

“yes sir, I’m planning on it, oppa, drops me a few blocks from our dorm, I want to buy something.” And cookie oppa just shout if he got it.

“I’m going out with you,” sunkyu said, the pouty is gone.

“alright.”

And my free hand suddenly catches onto slim fingers, intertwined smoothly,

“I’d like to volunteer,” sooyeon said while looking at our fingers, my thumbs,

“even if you love her so much, doesn’t mean you have to cook along with us, trying to impress her, we know how you cook,” hyo said with her calm voice, like it was nothing.

Not offensive or joking.

And we got pouty jung sooyeon, I just let my small chuckled out, rhyming with sunkyu’s,

“tae, hyo is a meanie.”

“she is, honey, she is,” I said as I cupped her face and letting my smile hanging on my face.

And I watch the store is slowly appear from the corner,

“see you at dorm,” I said to sooyeon, while cookie oppa stopped in front of the store,

She just nods and letting me go with sunkyu.

we were starting from vegetable sessions until meet lovers side.

I’m humming to Never Stop since we entered the shop,

I let sunkyu to choose whatever she wants, like crackers or such,

I just focused on cooking stuffs.

A couple of cute phone case appears at display stand,

There are Tosca and Pink ones, I decide to take them and put it on basket,

Starting to hum another song,

“you seems happier now,” sunkyu said out of nowhere,

I should feel a little bit taken aback or surprised, but I didn’t,

I just naturally feel if she was right,

I feel happier, no,

I am happier.

I am happy.

“I know,” I said while smiling and walking to cashier.

And sunkyu has a smile too on her face.

The thought of jung sooyeon immediately appear when sunkyu mentions the “happy” word.

She is my pure happiness,

Remembering how close I have her in my arms,

Recalling our dates,

How can one not be happy knowing jung sooyeon as their girlfriend?

I can assure the world if I wasn’t the one,

 Even the thought of unrequited love from her made me happy,

Because I got to fall in love with an innocent and bright woman.

How can one not to fall in love with jung sooyeon..

the last beeping sound echoed through the shop,

I take my wallets out and pay the bill.

After making sure all the stuffs we need are already at the plastic bag,

We started to move.

“tae,” sunkyu said between her with her ice cream.

I just replied with humming.

“do you believe if home was where your heart is?.”

I just let the silence consumed us,

“like, no matter how far you go, you will always have great place to begin and ends with.”

And the moment where I gazing into jung sooyeon’s figure at the first day popped up,

It was the day when she was sitting alone at the stairs from our vocal practice,

And I just have this urged to ask her, who she was, what she was doing.

I remember clearly if She has bracelet and her ponytail hair swinging on her backside,

She seems all shy at first but she is very gullible and innocent,

Her pale face doesn’t help her cold stare,

But,

She was so beautiful.

She is beautiful.

Another time I find her petting a cat in the back of company’s building,

She was all fluffy and cute.

I remember if I can’t stop smiling that day because she was playing with the cat and me until the day over.

“do you believe it, taeyeon?,” sunkyu’s voice brings me back to present time.

My smile is making an appearance,

“I think so,” I said looking at sunkyu, she was stopping from her track.

I’m waiting for her a step after her,

Knowing she won’t move anytime sooner, I walked a step back and looked at her, concern,

“what is it?,” I asked.

“I really hope she is yours, taenggu, your home.” She said with her genuine smile, I can’t help but to smile back at her,

“sunny-ah, I hope you’ll find yours soon,” I said.

“let’s moving,” I grabbed her hand and starting to move.

While we arrived at dorm, all the members were busy on their room,

But I can’t find sooyeon anywhere.

After putting the ingredients at bar, I walk to my room and change my clothes.

But then I notice if there is somebody inside my bathroom.

Before I had a chance to knocked, the door is open and it revealed Jessica jung in bathrobe.

Dear God, did you planned on me die early?

Twice in a day.

Jessica jung is perfect, especially with that red bathrobe.

She was clearly didn’t saw me in the room since she has her eyes closed and try to dry her wet hair.

But when her eyes open, she has a big smile on her face,

I’m at all shy mode again now.

I’m adverting my gaze to not looking at her but I can see her stretching her hand, ready to hug me, and I manage to walked out from my room, with my tomato face,

“taeyeon, I’m not all sweaty anymore, you can hug me now,”

NOOOOO, YOU’RE GOING TO KILL ME

And then I need to bumped into hyo who was trying to take the food and ingredients out to fridge.

Hyo was raising her eyebrow, looking at me and sooyeon questioningly.

“seriously guys, don’t shove it on my face, I know how in love you guys are but please Jessie, if you could sense taeyeon’s tomato face, she’s dying not because of your bathrobe, but because what inside there.”

And I’m already tackled her while she was finishing her sentences.

But I can hear sooyeon giggles, while I look at her, her face seems a little red too,

Of course she has to be embarrassed too now.

“aaaww! That hurts,” hyo was flinched when I was trying to tackle her more.

“stop being such a baby,” I said, still on top of her,

“Jessica, do me a favor, change your clothes.”

And I dragged Jessica out from my sight and puts her to yuri’s room.

But then, I found her pink luggage, beside of yuri’s.

Not only one, but three.

I just need to let her hand go from my gasped, yuri was talking with young while we entered the room.

“hi unnies!,” yoona said, grinning.

“ya Jessica, why did you put on bathrobe like that in front of taeyeon, you’re such a devil,” yuri said, smirking.

And just like that, I’m going out from that room. Taking a note to talk about the luggage later.

Not so long after, sooyeon was already sit on bar, looking at me and hyo cooks. She was trying to help but hyo just shushed her and dragging her out. She was actually getting better with cooking, especially the eggs. But it was after the 5th trials. Hyo can’t take it anymore and drag her to living room. A few moment later, she’s already on the bar.

“I want to help,” she whines.

“no, you can sit, company, and watch us, but not touching this area,” hyo said while to cooking area. And she has the deepest pouting of the day.

I feel sorry for her, so I take some fruits and a knives, I bring it in front of her.

I thought she was going to reject it because she didn’t react for a moment, but then she sends me a billion watt smile.

After mouthing, “I love you, thank you,” she took the fruit with her in living room, watching some serials with fany.

30 minutes later, all food is already on boiling state, while waiting for it, I’m starting to get courious, why sooyeon hadn’t back yet, I decide to walk to living room and spotting Jessica jung finishing her last fruit with her serious look, totally focused on her apple, and hyo and fany who were focusing on serials at television.

When I saw sooyeon was putting down the last fruit, I take a step closer from behind her and decide to give her a small peck on her cheek before taking a seat next to her.

“ah you really did a good job to cut them,” I said while looking at fruits.

She’s grinning from ear to ear, a little red on her cheeks,

“I know right!,” she said. I know sweetheart, you took 45 minutes to peeled them.

I just smiled and slightly ruffled her hair.

“so tell me now,” I said.

“tell you what?.”

“what’s up with 3 luggage at your room?,” I asked with my amused eyebrows.

She was just all smiling from her spot,

“why don’t you tell me before?,” I asked. With my softest tones.

She looks at me with her loving looks, like she always did,

“you know, I was trying to tell you this morning when I arrived, but you were at your slumber sleep, I don’t want to wake you up, and then we were practicing all day, you were at grocery store, and you found my luggage at my room,” she said with her bright face.

Cheer-up tones.

“so you are back?,” I said, unintentionally with my rising tones,

She nods with a big smile on her face.

And this time, I put my arms around her without any permits,

Without caring of fany and hyo who were saying to cut it out,

“you are back,” I said, tightening our hugs.

But why is it on her room, not mine?

“why isn’t it in my room?.”

And she just smiling,

“it won’t be fair to sunny, besides, I missed my room,” she said.

She’s right, it wasn’t like we were going to say, ‘sunny can Jessica moves to our room and you can witnessing us being clingy 24/7, every time you are in your bed.’

“she actually missed me more,” and yuri take a seat beside me.

I just let my small chuckle out, sooyeon did too.

And we were embarking to talk about our upcoming schedule.

Few moments later, the food is ready, maknaes were helping me to bring the foods,

The unnies tried to set the table,

And we are starting with praying circle,

Our hope for tomorrow comeback.

After we chatted at whole dining time, maknaes and sooyeon were helping to take care of soo, and the rest of us cleaned up the dishes and dining room. But when I was trying to cleaned up the living room, my phone was ringing. It has blocked number, I casually answered it, nothing commons in mind.

“hello.”

“unnie! How can you do this to me? You let my unnie sleepover at your dorm until the comeback finished? How could I lived here without my unnie?,” and this is the voice that really making me pissed at myself before. I scratching my head, trying to come up with answer.

“umm…I actually just found out about too, soojung-ah.”

“why did you let her? You know I was all alone at her apartment before i found out, what if something happened to me there?,” she asked with her whining voice. If I didn’t know sooyeon better, I would think if this is her.

“you are not alone, hang up now,” and I can hear a woman’s voice from the other line.

“moooooommmm, but I want to threatened her a little,”

Ummmffffff, this kid.

“hello, I’m sorry taeyeon, soojung was being childish.”

And I froze. This is sooyeon’s mom I’m talking with.

“wha-what can I do…Mam?.” And I have to stuttered.

“you don’t have to do anything, she has me, she’s fine,” Mrs Jung’s voice really calm and soft, just like her girls.

“mom, can I have my phone back?,” and soojung’s voice was back.

“have a great comeback, taeyeon,” Mrs. Jung said for the last time before soojung’s really back.

Wow, I just had the moment where I was a scared to death and the death is wishing me good luck.

“you heard my mom, but I’m still mad at you for taking my sister,” soojung said.

I tried to calmed myself down and answer her with my sane self,

“soojung-ah, you are a great little sister, I’m sure you mean a lot to your sister, you don’t have to worry about her though, do you want anything? Perfume or clothes perhaps?,” I asked while recalling the moment when sooyeon was mad because soojung leaves her behind for a holiday. And she just mumbles something at other line, Soo jung is such a cutie pie, just like her sister.

“I’m hanging up, and a perfume would be nice, take care of my sister,”

And I meet with dead line. I just let my amused smile and a small chuckle out. As expected, jungs are totally adorable.

When I’m coming to soo’s room, yoona and sooyeon were sitting and talking about tomorrow.

She throws her smile and stretching her hand to take mine. She plays with my fingers, I asked if soo’s doing any better and thankfully Soo’s fever is finally gotten better, I took a step behind sooyeon, her hair with my free hand,

“I’m going to bed,” I said as I kiss her cheeks again from behind,

“get well soon, soo, you guys, sleep earlier, you can catch up later,” I said while walking out from the room, witnessing shy sooyeon because yoong’s teasing looks.

I said good night to all members who were trying to get their sleep on before the batter.

After doing my night ritual, I’m crawling to my bed.

Sunkyu is already at different world, a little snoring came from her side, but I don’t mind.

My phone buzzed while I’m pulling up my blanket,

It’s from sooyeon.

I can’t sleep, yuri is snoring like a mad woman

I can’t help but to smile,

Sunny does too, but it’s doable

Another reply,

Why don’t you sleep? I thought you were going to sleep earlier

I type and send,

I’m about to get ready to sleep, is yuri really disturbing?

And within seconds another reply is here,

Actually She wasn’t that bad, I just can’t sleep, knowing you are at the other side of this wall, we are so close, but I can’t reach your presence..

I turn my nightstand lamp off, the light of my room just come from my phone, without thinking I send the message,

Come to my room then, sunny is a heavy sleeper.

I’m waiting for her response, but for a few minutes, I didn’t get new message,

Maybe she’s already asleep, I just shook my head with a smile on my face,

She said she couldn’t sleep before,

I let my eyes close and trying to sleep,

But I can feel my door room is opened,

And someone was crawling on my bed, hugging me from behind,

“I thought you were already sleep,” I said, still smiling.

“I told you I couldn’t sleep,” she mumbled into my ears.

I started to move and facing her,

Even though it’s completely dark, but I can see her lips tugging upward,

I caressed her cheekbones drop to her jawline,

But she decides to turn her back to me,

“hug me,” she said under her breathe.

I did what I have to do, I spooned her from behind,

She folds our hand, intertwined our fingers too,

Snuggling closer and let her scent demanding my mind to only think of her,

This is the first time we sleep at the same bed,

Snuggling closer than ever,

But this is the most comfortable thing I’ve ever been for a long time,

Holding her so close, knowing she would be here in the morning,

“sooyeon-ah.”

And I meet with a light breathe,

she’s already asleep,

I’m tightening my hug, kissed her bare shoulder,

smiling against her head,

“welcome home, sooyeon-ah.”

And sleep is finally drifting me off

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Kimbangsong #1
Chapter 23: Aww, what a lovely story, author. It's good to see how their characters developed as the chapter going. Really love Taeyeon here, she grew as someone strong and determined. So lovely. Thanks for this one :)
mzlyod #2
Chapter 19: This lockdown bring me back to my first love...
MJ418309
#3
Still reading this <3
mzlyod #4
Chapter 23: This is my first love
TS922TS #5
Chapter 23: This is by far one of the best Taengsic fluff that I’ve ever read. Oh how I wish things to be turned out like that in reality too :’)
ellimacomet #6
Chapter 23: So Jessica didn't have Taeyeon's last name? Or they agreed to stick with their last names? Just wondering cos of how taeyeon addressed her
JooNa0309 #7
Chapter 23: Waaaahhh.. A very nice story indeed.. Thank you author!
SwoonedbyJess #8
Chapter 23: I love your story! You really show their characters well. Thank you please write more Taengsic ! <3
Justanordinarysone
#9
Chapter 23: Reread it and it's still so funny at the end hahahahhahahahahhahah. This ff is <3. Thank you author for the ff! I really enjoyed it! :DD
KTY0903 #10
Chapter 23: Even read many time, still not bored...^^