I couldn't sleep that night. The thought of maybe the closest friend of mine might get into these situtions already but I may never find out until their debut is confirm? At the same time feel so guilty about not telling it to Sun Shin nor Jongin or maybe idk, I wonder who was asked. I tried my best to brush all these thoughts away from my mind when my phone beep of a new message. 

                  Jongin: "So..... did you?"

The moment I read the message I swear it was reliefing because now at least I know that Jongin is with me. But the thought of what Taemin told was also disturbing me. 

I went out of the room and go to the end of the corridor and called Jongin. 

                Jongin: "hey! what's up?"

                Me: "so are we the coed group Taemin was talking about?"

                Jongin: " Im not even sure. but im just glad that you made it too. even tho its not confirmed and all, but at least we have someone we know. "

                 Me: "yeah, i wonder who else's involved. will sunshin be in too? gosh, to be honest, i was worried but now that i know there's you i feel so excited! the first coed group in SM."

I squeked softly of excitement and we spent the night talking and guessing about who we think that we would choose. Until we heard the security started their duty watch, we both hung up and I managed to go back to my room. Sunshin was sleeping so soundly. I really hope that she's in the team too so that I won't be too lonely or having to meet new people and mingle with them. Something I hate doing the most. But oh well, its life. that's what we have to do. 

The next day we all went on with our own routine. Our dance classes, vocal classes like nothing has happened. Like nothing could have happened. Only me and jongin would share weird eye contact in figuring out who is acting weird and trying to match on how and who would be with us. We all sat together during lunch and no one mentioned anything about it. My stomach is aching of curiousity, i feel like i wanna just shout out and scream to know who exactly would be with us, but i cant. Jongin and I aren