Jaemin's POV

Did he just say I'm beautiful? Kim Jongin, what are you doing to me? He was staring back at me, giving me a shy smile. Everyone started teasing him, well, except for Sehun of course. He was staring at Jongin expressionless. Then, he turned to stare at me. I averted my gaze to where Jongin was being teased by the others.

" Yah maknae! You hitting on Jaemin?~~? Chen asked

" You trying to flirt with my dongsaeng now? YAH!" Chanyeol oppa being the overprotective brother warned.

" Yah!! I want a fair game! I want to court Jaeminee too~~" Baekhyun cooed.

" YAH! BACON HOW DARE YOU!!" Chanyeol oppa roared.

" Eoh? My little girl now have 11 boys swooning over her? Wow.... I guess my girl is the real celebrity here huh?" Eomma said from the back while appa giggled 

" Eomma!!" I whined 

 The whole kitchen burst with laughter. Chanyeol was headlocking Baekhyun while Luhan was teasing Jongin and the rest were laughing. Sehun however was just staring at me, burning a whole at the back of my head. I can't stand him staring at me like that. It was already hard enough for me to face him and act like nothing happened. I had to put on a fake smile so that I wouldn't put Chanyeol oppa in an awkward position. Exo left the house at 11pm as they have to attend an early practice in the morning. Chanyeol oppa had to leave too. I helped eomma clean the kitchen while appa was in his study room working on some reports. 

" How do you find your oppa's friends? It's nice to have noise at home. Eomma was really lonely when you left. I miss you so much, my little girl." Eomma said to me and I felt bad

" They are really nice. At least oppa have them to rely on. I'm really happy for him and he looks so happy with what he's doing now. I'm so proud of him. Mianhe, eomma for leaving like that. I have my reasons and I don't really want to talk about it. I thought of you everyday too and I miss you so much. I promise you I won't leave suddenly anymoe. I love you eomma." I said to her

" Aigooo. My little girl. Just remember that no matter what you go through, you're a strong girl. You can handdle it cause whatever God is testing you is because he knows you can take it. You have eomma to support you and also your appa. You will always be my little girl. Remember that. Your brother is also my son. I love the both of you. And also you giant oppa too." eomma said and giggled

" Ne eomma. Saranghaeyo!" I hugged her

Sehun POV

Did I hear wrongly? Kai hyung likes Jaemin too? I- I can't give up on her. No. I cannot. Aishhh. I looked at her and my heart aches whenever I see her gaze upon Kai hyung. I'm really sorry Jaemin. I didn't mean to hurt you. I was wrong! No I was dead wrong. Miyun just happened to be my first love and I couldn't help but felt my hearstrings being strum whenever Miyun was around me. It was wrong of me. I should have tried harder to chase after you, Jaemin. Now that you're back, I won't give up on you. I will get you back even if I have to fight with Kai hyung. I love you

[At the dorm]

"  Sehunnieeee~~ get me some juice from the fridge" Baekhyun hyung asked me 

".............." 

" Yah Sehuniee~~ did you hear me?"

".........."

" Sehuniee~~ Yoohooo!! Earth to Sehun. Are you ok? You look so out of here." Chanyeol hyung said

" Eoh? Uhmmm. I'm tired. I'll be in my room." I said weakly

" What's wrong with out Sehuniee? Is something bothering him? He was really quiet since dinner." I heard Luhan hyung said

I went in my room and lied on the bed. I was frustrated at the whole situation. I need to talk to Jaemin. I need to explain things to her. I need to appologize to her. She won't even look at me today. She keep avoiding my gaze and presence. Aishh. I need to get her back. I won't give up on her. I walked to Chanyeol hyung who was seating in front of the television. I saw his phone which was on the table. I took it and searched for Jaemin's number. I know it's a little low of me but I have to find some way to talk to her. I saved her number in my cell and went in to my room. I sat on the bed and struggle to type on my phone. 

* What am I suppose to say to her? * 

[Sehun and Jaemin's text conversation]

Sehun: "Anyeong Jaemin-ah. Uhmm. Can we meet up?" it didn't take long for her to answer 

Jaemin: "Who is this?"

Sehun: " You'll know when we meet. Let's meet up at Yongsan park by the big bench at 12.15am. Just please come." I knew it was a long shot but I had to take my chances. It took her quite a while but she finally answered.

Jaemin: " Ok."

[End of Sehun and Jaemin's text conversation]

I put on my coat and ran out of my room. This is my chance to talk to Jaemin. I must make it right. 

" Yah Sehun! Where are you going?!" Suho hyung asked

" I'll be back!" I said and left the dorm

I was covering myself up with a cap and a scarf. There may be sasaeng fans lurking around and I must be careful. I walked to Yongsan park and waited at the big bench. I remember when I first bought her here on our date and ate ice-cream here. I remember how she looked like where she wore a button up blouse with a black skirt. She had the most beautiful smile plastered on her face. She was so happy back then until I crusehd that smile. I need to make amends. I need to show her that I changed and that I love her until this very day. While I was deep in thoughts, I saw a figure walking towards my direction. When the figure was clear in vision, I saw her face, Jaemin. She looked at me wide eyes and was about to storm away when I held her wrist.

" Kajima, Jaemin-ah." 

" If I knew it was you, Sehun-shi, I wouldn't have come. What do you want?" She said coldly

" I had to talk to you, Jaemin-ah. Please, hear me out." 

" Hear you out?! HEAR YOU OUT, YOU SAY?! Goddamit Sehun, I found you in bed with another girl! You were my god damn boyfriend for God's sake!" She yelled and I looked down

" That's why I need to explain to y-" I was cut by her

" I DON'T NEED TO HEAR YOUR BLOODY EXPLANATION! YOU HURT ME, SEHUN! DO YOU KNOW THAT?!" 

" Jaemin-ah, please let me explain to you..."

" Please Sehun, just leave me alone. I don't want to hear you out. It's already hard for me to act like nothing happened between us in front of my brother. Just don't."

" No, Jaemin-ah. I won't let you go this time. I lost you once, I won't loose you again!" 

" Sehun, you lost me the minute i found you and her in your room." She said weakly

" Mianhe! I was wrong! It was wrong of me to do that! She was my first love..."

" First love? Now that hurt even more, you know." She was already in tears. !

" Jaemin-ah, I know I was wrong. She was vunarable when she broke up with her boyfriend and I consoled her and it just led to the old feelings. She left me for that bastard and I was hurt. But then I met you and you brought back life to me. Jaemin-ah, I love you then and I love you now. I still love you till this very day. I never stopped loving you. When you left, I knew that I have always love you and I tried to find for you. I left Miyun and I kept waiting for you to come back. Now that you're here....." 

" I don't wanna go back to you, Sehun. I just can't."

" I just want you to know the truth. I didn't mean to hurt youI'm sorry Jaemin-ah... I- I love you Jaemin-ah." I hugged her and sobbed 

She stayed quiet and was also sobbing. She look so broken and vulnarable. I didn't want to let her go. I want to put the pieces together again. I love her. She struggled out of my grasp and ran away. I looked at her figure getting further and vanished. I sat on the ground and sobbed even harder. I'm sorry, Jaemin-ah. I'm really sorry. Please come back to me......

Hello there people!! I'm sorry the update is a little late then expected. I cried while writting this chapter. MY FEELS~~~ How are you? You should really listen to " Miracles of December " while reading this. I hope you like this chapter (: (: Thank you to my lovely new subbies~~ You make me very happy today. Although, I do hope to get some feedback from you guys!~~ We shall have Kai's move on the upcoming chappies (: See you guys soon. Tootles~~

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