Why?

When You Let Go

Jaemin's POV

I just saw him. Why must I bump into him out of the 10 million population here in Seoul? It was too soon to see his face. I am not ready. Not yet. I dragged Haesung out of the cafe leaving my brother and him there. How did my brother know him? How in the world? Why him of all people? Haesung looked at me thinking of a way to respond to the earlier situation

" Jaemin-ah, kwenchanayo?" she said while patting my back

" Ani, Haesung-ah. An kwenchana." I choked out

 

Haesung's POV

I couldn't help my bestfriend here. It was too soon for her to meet him. I can tell. It was so hard for her to take it. If we were still in the cafe, hell will break loose. Her eyes were teary and she was gripping onto my wrist so tight. 

"Jaemin-ah, kwenchanayo?" I asked patting her back

" Ani, Haesung-ah. An kwenchana." she choked out

" I'm so sorry I couldn't help you out earlier. I-I myself was also shocked to see him there. I'm sorry I didn't tell you earlier about him being in the same group with your brother. I should have told you earlier. I'm so sorry Jaemin-ah."

"WHAT?! He is in the same idol group with oppa? This can't be happening. Wae?!" she screamed

" Yah, Jaemin-ah. Not so loud, there are fans here. Let's get you back home." I said pulling her back to her house.

*end of Haesung's POV*

 

Jaemin's POV

 

Haesung dragged me back to the house. Mr Lee opened the door for us and looked at me worriedly.

" Welcome home, agassi....... Kwenchansumnida, agassi?" Mr Lee asked

" Nae kwenchana, Mr Lee. Please don't telll mom and dad about this."

 

I quickly bowed and ran up to my room with Haesung. I landed on my bed and sob even harder.

 

"Jaemin-ah... Stop crying. He's not worth all those tears of yours. You shouldn't be suffering like this when he's out there being all happy with his life. Uljima~~" Haesung comforted me.

"Hae..sung.... Why must...he...appeared *hiccup* infront......of........me.....again? Why is....God so.....cruel....to me? *hiccup*

" Uljima Jaemin-ah. You have to be strong. You must not show him that you're weak. You should just move. hmm? Show him that he should be sorry for hurting you. Nae Jaemin-ah~~?"

 

I just kept quiet. Haesung was right. I shouldn't be vulnarable infront of him. He would be laughing behind my back right now. 4 years in the States trying to heal myself should have made me even stronger. Why am I still so weak seeing him aftger 4 years? I should be strong. I should show him that I have moved on. 

 

" You're right, Haesung-ah. I should not be like this. It took me so long to recover and he can't tear me down again. No! I will show him that I'm stronger now."

" Nae Jaemin-ah! That's the spririt! Show him that you've moved on! You know what, why don't you come by Angel cafe tomorrow at....hmmm... 3pm? I'll introduce you to my childhood friend. Make yourself happy again, eh?" She said with a smile plastered on her face

"Childhood friend? Nugu?" I asked wide eyed. She has a friend that I don't know off?

"Aishhh~~ Don't need to ask so many questions. Just come over ok? He's been meaning to meet you since I blabber alot about you." 

"Bwoh?! HE? A GUY?! YAHHH~~ What did you talked about me? You didn't say anything embarrasing did you Song Haesung?!"

 

She spoke about me to someone? Not just anyone but her childhood friend and more specifically a GUY?!

 

"Aishhh. You think this bestfriend of yours would do something like that to you?! How could you think of me like that? * fake sob* "

" Ehhh..hehehe. Arasso... I trust you. So, I'll see you at 3 tomorrow?"

" Yes! Wear something nice please. You won't regret it." 

" Komawo Haesung-ah.. You've always been there for me. I could never find a friend like you. You're the best!!" I said hugging her like a teddy bear. 

" Aishhh. why so mushhyy~~? Just don't leave me ever again, arasso?"

" Nae Haesung-ah~~"


 Hello there. I did not actually write anything after the chapter so I decided to write now. Anyway, it's a double update!! LOL How is the story going? Is it ok? I'm so new here and I would really appreciate if I recieve a feedback. There may be some grammar mistakes so I appologize. So, now you know who hurt Jaemin so bad. What happened actually? Is for you to find out in the upcomming chappies~~ ^ w ^  

My bias is actually D.O. Isn't he squishy? He is just so adorable! Sorry for blabbering down here. So, here are some exo gifs

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buing buing~~

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OMG this squishy child!!~~ <3 <3 He looks so happy XD

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Kyaaaa~~ Luhan~~~ Super duper cute!! <3

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Ok..enough spamming.... (: I shall write soon <3 byee~~~

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Saili1
#1
Chapter 18: Awh so she feels that it's the last time so she'll move on??? Great story :)
bestie_luv_u #2
Chapter 14: I don't know who to ship anymore.. I really want jaemin and sehun to be together.. I think he deserves a second chance..
But I don't want Kai to be hurt.. They are really cute together.. Argh.. I'm so confused..
lucky9606 #3
Chapter 13: although I feel bad for sehun I want jaemin to end up with Kai
I think they are cuter
ilovestars06 #4
Chapter 10: wahhhh who was that?? its like jaemin and kai had a date hihi and the part where she took a photo with a jongin standee <3 <3 thanks for the update author-nim!! we love you too author-nim <3 <3
ilovestars06 #5
Chapter 9: AUTHOR-NIIIIIIIM!! new reader here hehe :D gosh i really like your fanfic ok not like...........................
........but i LOVE IT! <3 <3 <3 and the gif spam is DAEBAAAKKKK!! *does heart sign like jongin*