Heoyun's POV:

"whether i still hate you....... or if i love you." he said. My eyes grew wide. Are my ears deceiving me ?? Did i hear that right ?

"M-Mwo ?" i said, but he just smiled, took his bag & walked the other direction. 

I just stood there looking & feeling dumbfounded. I felt my heart beating faster & my cheeks getting warmer. I let out a sigh. I dont now what i feel yet ~~

Jinyoung's POV:

"Excuse me Yuh sunsengnim ~" i said, as i raised my hand. He looked at me. "Ne Jinyoung ?"

"May i use the bathroom?" i asked. He nodded & gave me the pass. 

I was about to go in the bathroom when i heard someone shout. "I'm still debating ~" That sounded like Chunji.....

I looked at the hallway leading to the courtyard. i walked over & saw who was Chunji talking to. I then saw Heoyun stopped walking & looked back. I hid behind a large post, i know i shouldnt be eavesdropping but i somehow got interested in their conversation.

"About?" she asked, faintly. I would go closer -- but there isnt anymore post to block me. 

There was a long silence, then he said the impossible. "whether i still hate you....... or if i love you."

I gasp . I slowly looked away. So i was right........

I can feel my hands form a fist. I dont know why i was getting mad since i already expected this. But still -- didnt they say they'll never be together?

Heoyun's POV:

That night i couldnt stop thinking of Chunji. I was laying on my bed at that time. His words kept replaying in my head. "whether i still hate you....... or if i love you."

I took a pillow & cover my face. "Why is this so -- UGHH ~" I sighed as I sat up, letting the pillow fall on the ground. "I needa drink" i said as i exited my room & went downstairs & grabbed a bottle of banana milk.

"Banana milk makes everything better ~" i said, as i opened the bottle & drank it straight. "ITS NOT WORKING ~!" I said, aloud. 

"Whats not working ?" Sandeul oppa asked out of no where. I jumped a little with my hand on my chest. "Ya ~" i said, "You scared me ~!"

He smiled as i threw the empty bottle away. "Now whats not working ?" he asked again. I pointed at the trash. "Banana milk always solves everything ~"

"Didnt i tell you not to think ? Let your hear do the work."

I pouted, "But its hard ~" i complained. I walked passed him. "Well, love isnt easy you know ?" he said.

I went to the living room then sat down. He sat down next to me. I rested my head on his shoulder. "Help me ~!" i pleaded. He chuckled. "You know i cant right ?"

"Why not ??" i asked. He sighed, "Because i dont know what you feel for them.." I looked at him. "Wanna switch places ??" i asked. He chuckled.

"No thank you --" he said, "You girls has to many problems ~"

I sighed, "I wish i was a guy ~" He sighed as well. "Dont we all ?" he said. I punched his shoulder lightly. "You're already a guy ~"

He looked at me with an 'oh-yeah' expression. He then stood up. "I shall leave you be ~"

I chuckled, "You always leave me be ~" Once we he left i had a conversation with my heart. "Ohkae heart." i said, confidently. "Who is it ?" i asked. "Tell me -- is it Chunji -- Or Jinyoung oppa ??"

I heard no response. "No need to be shy -- you can tell me -- we are the only ones in this room ~" i said, but still -- no response.

I sighed, "Heart -- why are you ignoring me at my time of need ~" i whined. I then realized that i was talking to myself. I stood up. "I feel REALLY stupid right now ~"

I walked upstairs & into my room. I closed my door, then layed helplessly on my bed. "Eotteoke ~" i muffled. I sighed then looked at my dad's photo on my night stand.

"Appa ~" i said. "What should i do ??" I then sat up & stared at the picture. "Tell Chunji's appa i said hi ~" I smiled alittle then layed back down, hopelessly stared at the ceiling.

I couldnt really sleep last night because of the constant thinking ~ I woke up kind of late so i skipped breakfast.

I was walking to my group of friends when i saw Chunji talking to Changjo. My heart then started to beat faster. I just stood there looking at him. I then felt my cheeks turn warm.

"Heoyun-ah ~" i turned around to find Jinyoung oppa standing. "Ohh ~ Oppa ~" i said. He then tilted his head. "Why are you standing here ?" he asked. "Why arent you over there ?"

"Ohh -- i was just --" i said, but he smiled & messed my hair. "I know you were looking at Chunji ~" he said. "No need to make up an excuse."

I pouted, but he smiled. He then put his arm around my shoulder, "Gaja ~"

"Where ?" i asked. "I'll buy you something at the school's cafe ~" he said, "You look hungry. Is your brother even feeding you?" 

I laughed alittle. "just because I'm skinney ~" i said, which caused him to laugh as well. "I'm skinney too ~" he said.

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This chapter gave me a headache ~ T^T

I had multiple writer's block D':

But as long as i updated right ?? I'm sorry if its boring & unappealing ~ T^T

Ignore all grammer & spelling errors ~

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