Chunji's POV:

"What a great day for a visit ~" i said to eomma who's driving the car. "Yeah ~" she agreed "its nice & sunny out ~"

"You think he'll be happy to see us?" i asked my mom as i looked out the car window. "More then happy ~" she said. "I bet he'd knew we'd be coming."

"Probably ~" i said. & looked at the tress & bushes as we passed them by.

Once we reached there, we go out the car & my mom opened the truck. I was about to get the basket but she stopped me. "I go it hon." she said, with a smile. "Why wont you go find your father's grave ? I'll catch up." I nodded then went to go & find appa's tombstone.

Yup -- You heard that right..... My dad died, the day after his birthday. He was unfortunately stabbed to death by some stupid drunk guys on the street. Its been 2 years since his death & i miss him everyday. Only L.Joe & Niel know's that my dad died & since then -- i got closer to them. I originally wasnt planning on telling anyone about it -- but they came to my house one day & asked my mom why i was acting alittle strange -- & they ended up knowing.

I didnt bother on telling the others. I didnt want anyone else's pity. I didnt want to seem weak or maybe I'm just that stubborn.

I then found my dads tombstone. I walked over & smiled. "Annyeong appa." i said, then sat in front of it.

"Happy Birthday appa ~" i sighed, "I'm sorry i havent visited in awhile ~" I sighed, "I've been busy with school work ~" I looked up at the sky. watching the clouds go by slowly. I sighed then looked my dad's tombstone & smiled. "So -- appa ~ How have you been doing ? I hope they are treating you well there ~"

My smiled then faded. "I miss you appa ~" i said. I then noticed my eye's began to get watery. But i them back in. "I got in trouble again ~" i chuckled a little. "Same person -- You still remember Heoyun right?"

I looked around to see if my mom was coming but there was no sign of her.

"Eomma's here too --" i assured him. "But she told me to come here first ~"

"Anyways ~" i said, looking back at my fathers tombstone. "Heoyun & I are still the same as ever ~ Always arguing -- bickering ~ But......" i sighed then smiled, "I sometimes catch her looking at me with that pretty smile on her face."

I then noticed what i just said. Did i just say Heoyun has a pretty smile ?

"Chanhee-ahh ~"

I look back to find my mom. I looked back at appa. "Appa ~ I'll be back ~ Let me help eomma real quick."

I quickly went to eomma & helped her carrying the basket. "What are you boys talking about?" she asked, avoiding eye contact. "Just guy stuff." i said, then looked at my mom.

"Eomma ~" i said. She didnt look at me. I sighed, "You've been crying by yourself again ?"

She didnt respond. "You know appa doesnt like it when you cry to yourself." She smiled. "Ara ~ its just....." she said, then sighed. "I cant believe his been gone for almost two years already."

I put on a fake smile. "Eomma ~ Dont cry ~" i said. "Gaja ~ Appa's waiting."

She then looked at me. "You know you remind me so much of your father."

I smiled. "Well i AM your child." i stated.

She laughed. "Gaja ~" she said & we walked over to appa's grave & ate there.

When we ate there -- it felt like he was there. Its been awhile since i had lunch with my family. & i miss it.

Once we were done, we cleaned up & we sat infront of his grave. I stared at his name. Junseon Lee. I looked down. "Yeobo ~" my mom said sadly. "We missed you so much.... Expecially Chanhee-ah ~"

I felt my tears forming on my eyes. But i just let them be. "You know Chanhee hasnt been in much trouble now adays." she assured him. "Dont worry ~ He's still doing good in school."

My mom's voice began to break. "Yeobo ~ I hope they are treating you well there. Its been another year since you left -- but its ohkae..... I know you're watching us."

There was a long silence. The wind then blow. In a way i could tell that it was my dad's way of hugging us. But just like any other hug -- You must part & in the end -- the wind stopped blowing.

"Yeobo -- we'll be going now ~" Eomma said. "Happy Birthday -- & Saranghae ~" My mom stood up but i just sat there.

"Chanhee-ahh...." my mom said. I looked at her. "Give me a few minutes ?" i asked.

She smiled, "Arasseo ~ You know where the car is." She then left. I looked back at my dad's tombstone. "I wish you were here appa..... I need you ~" i said, then looked at the green grass. "I dont know what to do ~" i confessed. "I dont know if i have feelings for her or not & it feels weird not knowing....."

"I've been getting jealous whenever the guys pinch her cheeks or hug her..... Help me ~" I let out a big sigh. "Mianhae appa ~" i said, "I'm sorry i'm making this your problem too ~ I should figure it out myself -- because in the end -- i know -- i have to find the answer myself."

I pouted then looked at my dad's tombstone. I smiled. "I should get going appa ~" i said, "Dont want to keep eomma waiting."

I stood up & dusted myself off. I looked at the tomb once again. "Annyeong appa.... I'll comeback soon... Saranghaeyo -- & i miss you."

I waved at him then walked away. I then got in the car. We drove back home. "You had fun?" my mom asked. I looked at her & nodded.

She smiled, with her eyes on the rode. "Thats good ~ I'm glad we get to see him to day."

I smiled as well. "Yeah me too ~"

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So Heoyun's dad died the day before Chunji's dad's birthday & Chunji's dad died the day after ~ T^T

I hope this is good enough ~ :D

Ignore all grammer or spelling errors ~ If there is any ~ :D

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