“YOU WHAT? WU YI FAN!”

Even everyone has their eyes covered up, they could still hear clearly and exactly LuHan’s angry words ringing in their ears. In fact, if it’s not LuHan who shouted angrily first, the others would probably do the same.

Wu Yi Fan has just dropped the bomb on them; stating that he refused to the next treatment and just wanted to be discharged out of the hospital to spend his time with his family and friends before the death calling him.

“This is absurd! What the hell are you thinking about, Kris?” MinSeok scolded at the patient as well.

Kris just showed no response from his brothers’ angry protests. He had expected their big reactions would be. But this time, he wouldn’t back out anymore. He knows himself that he doesn’t have much time longer. Doing the treatment will only waste his time in the hospital in where he can spend it to create more precious moments with his family and brothers.

Although he didn’t want to accept the hard reality in front of him, but there’s nothing he can do either. He has to accept it; maybe this is what God has decided for him. Rather than sulking and refusing, won’t be better to accept it and enjoy the last minutes he can get with happiness?

“Listen guys...” Kris was about to start explaining but being cut off completely by his dongsaeng.

“No hyung, you listen to me.” This time, it was BaekHyun who snapped angrily at his hyung. “I am very scared of losing you hyung. I know the treatment wouldn’t have that many effect on the tumor inside your brain, but if that damn treatment can at least help in extending your life even for one minute more, I will fight for you to do it. I understand what you said about wanting to spend your time with your family and brothers, but hyung... what about us? Have you ever thought about us, our feelings? How can you have the heart of letting us see you slowly being taken away from us without expecting us to do anything about it? How can you, hyung?”

BaekHyun poured out all of his feeling in tears; all the sadness, anger, and fear of losing his brother. ChanYeol immediately embraced the broken down BaekHyun in his arms as he looked at the speechless Kris.

“Baekkie is right, hyung. You may not be scared of the death that coming for you, but we are. We are scared, okay? We are very scared of the death that will claim you from us. We don’t want to lose you, hyung. We’re not ready yet for that. So, please... please hyung... for us, please...”

ChanYeol couldn’t even know what else he could do other than begging his hyung to understand; for his hyung to keep accepting help in extending his life more longer, even if it’s just for another hour or even another minute. 

Kris was really speechless from the outburst of his two closest dongsaengs. His heart was torn in pieces seeing the state sadness of his dongsaengs for him. It wasn’t supposed to be like this. He has prepared himself for the angry outburst from them but not this sadness. Before he could even react, he felt someone tapped on his shoulder. He looked up just to meet with a pair of blue eyes staring back at him.

“I have no idea what your brothers told you, but I can see how much they love you and care for you, Kris. Although we might know each other for only five years, but my feeling for you is not less than them, buddy. You’re my only best friend in this world, and I don’t want to lose you either. For the first time in my life, I admit it, Kris. I admit of scared of losing my best friend forever.” Evan tried to hold himself from his own tears as he continued, “But buddy, whatever decision you make, I will support you. All I want for you is to be happy.”

Kris couldn’t hold himself but feel thankful for his best friend. He didn’t need to say it out his thankful words for Evan to understand.

Kris sighed as he looked at his brothers, “Baekkie, ChanYeollie, come here please.” Both of the dongsaengs walked towards their hyung and threw themselves on their hyung’s embrace. “Please don’t cry, Baek. You know tears is my weakness. Do you want me to leave this world only remembering your ugly face?” Kris tried to lighten up the sadness in the room.

“Hyung, it’s not funny!” BaekHyun scolded his hyung but Kris didn’t miss to see the small smile on his bro