Yi Xing POV

“Yi Xing, the doctor said you are allowed to be discharged out of the hospital in two days. Aren’t you happy about that?”

I saw LuHan entered my room excitingly with the news the doctor told me an hour ago. It’s funny though how exciting the older man was, it’s like he’s the one who will be discharged from this hospital, not me.

“I should have discharged two days ago, LuHan.” That’s right. I should have been allowed to go home two days ago, but thanks to the mother hen LuHan, he forced me to do whole body check up to make sure I’m really okay and in healthy condition. I know that my brother is purely worried for me, but lying all day on the bed without doing anything is a torture as well.

“Ow, don’t give me that, please. You know I just want to make sure you’re really okay. I know you won’t take care of yourself once you’re focusing on your work.”

Hearing him saying that, I couldn’t help but melt away all the annoyance I have minute ago. “I know, LuHan. Don’t worry about me, ok? I promise I will take care of myself. You know I hate to make you all worried about me.”

“That’s what brothers are for, Yi Xing. I’m sure you will do the same for us too.”

Of course I will. You all are my brothers, for God’s sake. Even I have to sacrifice my life for you, I will willingly do it. We’ve been through so much. I couldn’t even think what I would become today if not because of my brothers.

LuHan… That’s true that we have special connection with each other, probably because we’ve been always together since our debut time. I have been sharing room with him for the most time. We know each other too well to be said. I know that LuHan still blame himself for that incident that cause my lost of hearing ability, but I don’t regret what I did to protect him. I’m sure he would do the same if I was the one in danger too.

Tao… In my heart he will always be the crybaby that depends on us very much, especially Yi Fan. To be honest, he’s the one that really worries me until today. But seeing how he’s bravely admitted that he will try to let go of the guilt he has been having for these years; it’s really the happiness in my life. Nothing can describe how proud and happy I am to see him walking out of his own dark memories.

Yi Fan… Thinking of that Chinese Canadian, it’s the heaviest weight on my heart. That man has sacrificed too much for me, for us. He’s the type of person who uses his over confident pride to cover his weakness side. Everyone must see him as arrogant and mysterious person, but we know clearly know, it’s just his way to defense himself from his vulnerable state.

“Zhang Yi Xing, you hear me or not?”

LuHan irritating voice sent me out of my own thoughts as I concentrated on the older man. “What? What did you say, LuHan?”

“What’s on your mind? Are you feeling not good anywhere?”

“No, no, I’m fine. Don’t even think of trapping me inside his white room anymore, I’m sick of this place.” I sent warning glare at him, made him laughed freely.

“I’m just kidding, Yi Xing. But seriously, what’s worried you?”

I sighed as I gave in. We can always read each other like a book. I don’t know if it should be considered a blessing or bad luck. “I am worried for Yi Fan lately.”

“Yi Fan?” LuHan looked at me confusedly. I nodded my head as I recalled the few times I caught the Chinese Canadian pale in bad condition.

“I know I’m too handsome for your liking. You can stop staring at me like you wanted to eat me alive, Yi Xing…”

For normal person, the first reaction would be insult the giant blond back, but Yi Xing is not stupid to fall from his trick. That Chinese Canadian definitely trying to avoid the topic it’ll be heading.

“You look pale lately and often getting headache as well. Are you okay, Yi Fan?”

“Says the one who actually on the hospital bed right now…” Kris answered sarcastically as he eyed his brother from the couch. “I’m fine, Yi Xing. Just lack of sleep lately, too many works needed to be done.”