My name is Kim HyunA, 20 years old and a literature major. And I am in love with a guy who doesn't even know that I am madly in love with him.     Everything happened unexpectedly. It was like a whirlwind of happenings that it didn't even give me time to let everything sink in to me. It was a rollercoaster ride of emotions for me, and I am sure to all of us. It's just, woah, what happened? Let me start my story and let's go to day one. (Not the day I knew I love him. Kekeke. That's like three years ago?)   ============   "Yah. Noona. You look out of it again. Are you okay?" I heard Sehun, my dongsaeng, cousin to be exact , asked me. We were currently sitting on one of the quadrangle benches around the university grounds. When I turned to look at him, he was eyeing me up with a frown on his forehead.   "Huh? Nothing. I'm fine. What were you saying earlier?"    "Right. Like you can fool us noona. You're thinking about him again. It's written all over your face." Jongin, Sehun's best friend said using his usual as a matter of fact tone, motioning at my face.   I just rolled my eyes in answer and faced the open book right in front of me. Okay. These two boys really know me too well. They can easily tell if its him I'm thinking about or something else. But usually, its about him. I am aware they don't actually like the idea and I couldn't blame them. They do think that its actually stupid. Nope. Scratch that. All of my friends who knows about my little fascination thinks of the same. That it seems insane and really stupid.   "Aigoo noona. I really don't know what to say anymore." It was Sehun who even shook his head in disapproval.    "She's just gonna say that she's in love and we should let her be since it's her choice to be like that." I gave the two boys a half hearted glare, only earning shrugs from them.   "You said it yourself noona. Almost a hundred of times already." Sehun said, nodding. Even Jongin did nod, shrugging his shoulders again.   I just let out a sigh and kept quiet, focusing my eyes on the book right in front of me. I should be reviewing instead of thinking about him. If only I could stop myself from doing so, it would be lot easier for me. I wouldn't be like this, having messed up thoughts.   "Daeun wants to go and see a movie later. And she's asking for you and Krystal to join us." Daeun is Sehun's girlfriend and Krystal is Kai's. These two boys are lucky, having a steady relationship unlike me. To even think that they can act like three year old boys sometimes.   "Yeah. Sure. I'm sure baby Jung won't mind. What about you noona? Do you wanna join us?" I shook my head as I looked at them.    "I'm fine. I'll be doing something later anyway."   "You sure? It's gonna be mine and Jongin's treat later." Sehun added, obviously trying to persuade me. I answered with a nod that I am sure and gathered my stuff.   "I'll go ahead of you two. I still need to drop by the dean's office to get something."    "Is it about your scholarship noona?" The two were prying for an answer again. I am currently fixing papers for an overseas exchange student program. Eventually, our college picked me up for it.   "I am not going to tell~" I sing song-ed, making them groan.   "You're so unfair noona. We might just wake up one day and then you're already somewhere across the globe." Sehun was pouting already and I just chuckled.   No one knows, except my mom, about the details of this scholarship.    "You'll soon find out, arajji?" I said, ruffling his hair and then Jongin's. There were protests