Its so hard to face this world alone.

Its so hard to face this all by myself.

Its so hard to say goodbye.

I am staring at him again. Taking my time remembering every detail of his skin. Every spot I would miss for the world. Every single thing I love about him.

His nose. His cute nose that I would always peck every time he pout. One kiss away and I'll be rewarded by a smile.

His eyes. Those beautiful orbs. I would miss those eyes staring back at me. Staring so lovingly at me like I was the most handsome guy on his world. Those eyes who always mesmerized me.

His lips. Those luscious lips I always kissed. Those sweet sinful mouth is the only favorite delicacies of mine. Mine. He's mine.

My tears started falling from my eyes. I can't do this. I really can't.

He smiled weakly at me. He reach for my hands and wipe away my tears as he smiled lovingly at me.

"Let go now. Say goodbye."My shoulder shook as I sob on his palm. I can't do this.

"I can't. I . . . I can't Jae . . . don't leave me please . . ."

"You . . know the . . .