Yunjae Angst

"You know that i would always wait for you." A weak smile left his pale lips as he touch the face of the man he bowed to love for the rest of his life.

He's thankful he can still see him and touch him like this.

He feels great to see the face of his lover so close like this despite of the sadness fill his eyes.

This man in front of him is the man he would never ever forget.

Until to the other side of life, deep in his heart he would always wait for him.

"Promise me one thing Yunho."

"Tell me love what is it?" Jaejoong held his hands tightly and put it above his chest.

"You'll find yourself a partner whenever i leave this world. Have a family on your own and be happy." Yunho stare at him unbelievably trying to process everything Jaejoong had said. Everything is just so painful, everything seems a blur to him. Jaejoong talking about leaving him was too much to handle, his chest constricted inside. He wanted to tell his lover that his request is too impossible. Yunho's eyes filled with sadness as he lean closer to Jae and give him a light peck on his pale lips. He gently shook his head.

"I am sorry love, I can't do that." Yunho softly spoke meeting Jaejoong's hopeful eyes.

"Yunho . . ."

"I would rather be alone for the rest of my life than to spend it to someone that isn't you. I can't do it Jae, I just can't do it." Yunho's shoulder shook as he sob besides Jaejoong.

"Yunho . . . Memories would always remain in your hea