We stayed like that for 1 month, We're very very close, a day wouldn't be complete without me seeing her, We always eat together after class, we walked together at the park, share one tree without arguing, sometimes she fell asleep on my shoulder while leaning our body against the tree, that feeling was priceless I don't want it to end but Tomorrow Minho will arrive, I don't know what will happen now.

it's our last night together... together as... I don't know, we're not a couple or anything. I don't know what kind of relationship I have with her. but one things sure it is a more than friends relationship.

=_________'s POV=

Our last night together.  We stand outside our house for awhile. It's like We're both aware that tomorrow Minho will be here, I don't want to hurt Minho, but... I am inlove with Donghae. What should I do?

"Donghae oppa..." Donghae touches my mouth stopping me from talking then he removed it while his face gotten closer and closer. He kissed me, I suddenly felt a tear fall from my cheeks, I thought it was my tears, I opened my eyes while Donghae kissing me, I saw his eyes... his eyes with tears continuously falling. As we stopped Donghae looked on the ground while his left hand covering his eyes.

"Donghae ah~ I love you" I said

"Go inside now, it's getting cold..."

"Donghae ah..."

"Minho's my friend and he's your boyfriend."

My tears are falling non stop, it's really hard to talk I feel like collapsing because of sadness. I think He doesn't love me...

"I'll call Minho, I tell him that I don't love him, Don't worry I wouldn't tell anything about us."

"______ ah no, please."

"Don't worry, I will never ask you to love me back, I just don't want to hurt myself as well as Minho. I'll never ask you to love me Donghae." I run inside the house leaving Donghae.

=Donghae POV=

"Donghae ah~ I love you" she said. She LOVE ME? My heart is jumping crazily. I felt happiness but at the same time my mind keeps on reminding me that Minho's my friend.

"Go inside now, it's getting cold..."

"Donghae ah..."

"Minho's my friend and he's your boyfriend."

her tears are falling continuously, I want to wipe it for her but I can't, I can't do it to my best friend's girlfriend... I can't! Why the hell I can't do it?!?

"I'll call Minho, I tell him that I don't love him, Don't worry I wouldn't tell anything about us." she said while crying.

"______ ah no, please."

"Don't worry, I will never ask you to love me back, I just don't want to hurt myself as well as Minho. I'll never ask you to love me Donghae." she went inside her house leaving me outside.

"_________ ah~ I am so weak right?, why is it so hard to love you?!"