What. Double update. That's cray. 

 

He thinks it’s finally over. The worst of the heartbreak has past and he can finally move on. He’s with Junhwe now who is so sweet that it almost makes him sick. But then he sees them together and its like his heart has shattered all over again.   He begins to think how those smiles were once his, how those arms were wrapped around him, how those legs would tangle in the darkest hour of night. It was all his.   He’s well aware that he’s selfish. He has known for a while now. He knows that while Junhwe is all smile and caring words all he can focus on is the past. That, although, Junhwe dedicates all his time and energy into this. This relationship. And them, he's just not as invested. Instead, he's selfishly daydreaming of them getting back together. Clinging to the hope that maybe one day he'll want him back.    And Junhwe is a smart kid. He figures it out. He's aware that he'll never be able to return the same feelings to the same degree. So he's thankful when he pulls him aside in the studio and tells him he's free. Junhwe then pours out months of hidden truths that he, himself, would never voice. How there is longing in his eyes. How his voice trembles ever so slightly when he talks to him. How he had seen the signs but blindly pursued him anyway. How he had ignored how he was hurting cause he selfishly wanted him. And then finally they hug. Junhwe whispers how he'll always love him.    Suddenly, he'