Cause I'm secretly a romantic. 

 

He thinks it’s finally over. The worst of the heartbreak has past and he can finally move on. He’s with Junhwe now who is so sweet that it almost makes him sick. But then he sees them together and its like his heart has shattered all over again.

  He begins to think how those smiles were once his, how those arms were wrapped around him, how those legs would tangle in the darkest hour of night. It was all his.   He’s well aware that he’s selfish. He has known for a while now. He wants him back after throwing him away. He knows how selfish it is to try and demand him back when he’s the one who had let go.   It’s the worst when Bobby comes to him and talks about how distant he is. And he knows. He’s well aware that he no longer sleeps in Bobby’s room. They no longer sneak out in the dead of the night to find moments to themselves. He no longer asks the other for help writing lyrics. He doesn’t need help when he’s pouring his soul onto the paper. So its no surprise when Bobby tells him that maybe breaking up is best. That maybe they weren’t meant to be. He nods and doesn’t feel anything when he watched him walk away. Instead, his heart is at ease yet still clenching over the missing part of him.   He knows its wrong when he pulls him away from the others, wrist tightly in his grasp as he drags him away. He doesn’t quite remember what happened. He walked into the studio to see Junhwe hug him ge