After returning from the funeral, sulli doesn t bother to go back to School.She skips school.she doesn t care anymore. she feels empty. She is in the worst condition.she just went home right away.

lonely.

That is what she feels.This is too sudden that its almost seems unreal.She saw her mom at dining hall. She just stared at wall blankly.Deep inside,she knows her mom feel sad too.kyungsoo is pratically like her son.she treated kyungsoo like its her own son and she loved him more than anyone thought.

Kyungsoo often came to their house .Her mom and kyungsoo will cook together,having some chit-chat,watching drama together and always helping her with the garden.she could hear her mom sobbing and cried while mumbling his name.No wonder she looked so dull and sad this morning.They know all along.while minho,she saw her brother earlier at the funeral and now she is not sure where is he now.she decided to go into her room.she doesnt want to disturb her mother.

Sulli closed the door.she carefully placed the flower on a desk.She took a deep breath ,and opened the letter that kyungsoo puts between the flower.

To my dearest choi jinri

when you are reading this letter ,you probably smiling right it's because today we have a nice date right?I m sorry it took me so long to confess .I promise I won't make you sad and frustated again because I always acted like you older brother.sorry, I won t do it again.I m aware that you have a huge crush on me.sorry again for pretending I m clueless. From now, I will make you happy and be a reliable boyfriend.I will take care of you and love you.I won't ever leave you. I know this is cheesy please don't vomit on this paper haha.But I really like you SullI ah. i love you.This is the beggining of our relationship, so let's do our best! BTW,do you like the flower?it's your favourite~it's indicate pure and innocent suits you well Also the florist said its also means everlasting love i hope our love will be like that too.Is it possible?😊also my gift. Open it! It's not expensive or special but I bought it sincerely. Only for you.Wear it for our next date.Bye.

From: kyungsoo♡

Sulli can feel the lump in from her lungs

without her knowing she holding her breath throughout the time she read the letter

finally exhaling her breath,the letter became crumpled and wet becaause of her tears

sulli doesn t care anymore she cried with all her heart

the world does not being fair with her for taking the one she loved too early ,too sudden and she still not prepared for it