I'm Back

So guys I'm back.......and college is going great...just alot more studying then I had planed...I have test everyday of every week no kidding I can show you the offical calendar of my class....but other then that I'm loving massage.....then last week some crap came up... I'm about to share some really personal stuff of if you don't want to read any of it its fine so, and you have something to say feel to....

OK so my dad 5 years ago (when I was in 9th grade) he called me bunch of things and said I was a piece s*it and that no will love me then .....The next year he got arrested for making, selling, and doing meth....well he is out now and is trying to talking to me...what should I do..so it's starting to stress me out..

OK I'm done with my that part...then last week I started having pain in my lower back and it went farther then that....it started going down my leg making it hurt to walk then it went to my foot and it caused my other leg to go numb....I went to hostpital and found I have Sicatica..and Soclisos....for those that don't know Sicatica is the main nerve and the tica part of the word can either mean pinch of the nerve or something pressing on my nerve...and guess what my stupid spine has curved over the course of my life and is now pushing on my nerve....and let me say this its really painful...because I can't even sit on my but....and I just wanna cry but I need to figure something out about it

Anyways I plan on updating today....I'm so sorry it took me sooo long to adjust and everything ......LOVE YOU ALLL THANK YOU FOR STAYING SUBSCRIBED..