it's just the beginning

shh...still dreaming

 

“Park Chan Yeol! You ! What is the meaning of this??”

 

Chanyeol winced as a newspaper landed in his face, his own 1000-watt smile shining next to Sehun on front page. But the Chanyeol in real life right now is far from being able to smile. With shaky hands, Chanyeol held the newspaper where it was so as not to look at manager-hyung’s dead-emitting, laser-shooting, neck-choking killer eyes.

 

“Hyung-nim, I can explain! I-...”

 

“Explain what, Park Chanyeol? That he’s just a friend? That he’s just conveniently eating lunch with EXO members and stick to EXO Happy Virus like a ing tail? Do I look like I’m buying your , Chanyeol?”

 

Sitting next to him, Baekhyun shivered. Rei bit his fingers. Jiaheng fell asleep. D.O. had his eyes open so wide that one could have thought his retinas was going to fall off. And Chanyeol was scared. Dead scared.

 

“I’m...sorry, hyung. It’s the sesaengs. They just blow things out of-” Chanyeol tried to reason, but was cut off my manager-hyung again.

 

“If you don’t end things with that boy, you’ll be cut from the team and that’s final. No excuses.” He growled, and Chanyeol was already shaking with fear. Five years of training and this is what he gets. Five years of blood and tears, of late nights dancing his off to dubstep, of giving up a seat in college and now his dreams are at risk of being shattered by a couple of pictures with a unfortunate boy. Chanyeol didn’t think it was fair, but the media begged to differ.

 

How long is Chanyeol going to last with his high school sweetheart?

 

How long is EXO going to last?

 

Chanyeol is seen with mysterious boy...

 

Chanyeol and pretty boy eating lunch together...

 

Chanyeol’s going gay for a high school boy...

 

Fangirls are crying...

 

Chanyeol was pulling every single strand of hair on his head off by the time manager hyung stormed out of the room. Not a person said a word. They all sat in silence, at a loss for what to do. Tonight they had already been kicked off Music Bank for “not being appropriate enough” to be on broadcast. What about tomorrow? What about the day after that? Would they get banned from variety shows too? Chanyeol dreaded to think that it wouldn’t be long until SM announced that “EXO Park Chan Yeol will take some time off to focus on his studies” while in fact they just wanted to get rid of him. And before long everyone would forget him, forget Happy Virus and Reaction King and The Voice Park Chan Yeol.

 

Chanyeol was seriously going to cry if that happened.

 

When manager-hyung came back with a petite girl standing next to him, Chanyeol didn’t have to think long to understand what her presence meant.

 

“Chanyeol, meet Sulli.Sulli, Chanyeol. Now you two get along well. The rest of you, get your asses back to the dance studio. You have a comeback stage for ‘Growl’ tomorrow.”

 

Chanyeol stood up as well, but was stopped by manager hyung.

 

“No, Chanyeol. You stay with Sulli.”



 

///





 

“That Shixun boy...Do you honestly think that I won’t hurt him, just because he’s my son?”

 

“What do I have to do...so that you will leave us alone?”

 

“Nothing. You are mine to torture all I want.”




 

///

 

“Sehun ah, sit down. Make yourself comfortable.”

 

“Ne.”

 

Sehun fidgeted in his seat as droplets of water fell from his hair and onto his white shirt. He was still wet from the earlier encounter with his weird- young master, Luhan, and was now stared down by the handsome man who owned this estate. The fact that no lights were really scared the out of him. Master Wu’s chuckles was sending shivers down Sehun’s spine, but he was trying hard not to look frightened.

 

“No need to be scared. I’m not going to bite,” Yifan said as he sat comfortably behind his well-carved table, eyes fixed on the nervous boy before him. Sehun played with the hem of his shirt while taking occasional glimpses at the God-like man who looked even more devine in person.

 

“Does Luhan treat you well?” Yifan suddenly asked, and Sehun couldn’t help but wince at the unpleasant memory.

 

“Yes...Sir.”

 

Yes as in hell no, he thought. Sehun couldn’t even stand the thought of that arrogant, thick-skinned, big-headed jerk with bleached hair and creepy smirk.

 

“Please, call me hyung. I’m not that much older than you.” Yifan smiled. Sehun gulped in anxiety.

 

“Yes...hyung.” He stuttered, and there was that gut feeling bubbling up inside of him again, as if trying to tell him that something wasn’t right.

 

“Don’t hate him, Sehun, my boy, if he ever does anything bad to you. He’s just...It’s hard to warm up to him, but he’s really a good kid at heart. Because...well, because he was deprived as a child, it is really hard for him to trust people.”

 

“...I suppose, yes, Sir. I mean... hyung.”

 

Why is he telling me these things? Sehun diverts his gaze to the grandfather clock behind Yifan. No time to stick around, but he couldn’t just run out of his boss’ office without permission. Junma’s probably not home,so... I should be fine.

 

“His mother left him when he was a child. Stole my 1,000,000,000KRW and kidnapped my children, holding them for ransom. Good thing we saved Luhan. But the other, Luhan’s twin brother...until now I don’t know where he is.” Yifan said monotonously while scrutinizing the young boy for any sort of reaction. But Sehun didn’t seem too fazed about it.

 

“I’m so sorry, Sir. I’m sorry for your lost.” Sehun said, but on the inside he was dying to know more. Is Luhan really as complex as his father made him to be? Or is it jsut anothe sob story that he’s seen now and then on TV, made up for whatever purposes that Sehun would rather not think of. But Wu Yi Fan’s eyes, those eyes speak so much anguish and pain that Sehun was beginning to feel something for the man.

 

“But, why are we talking about that now? Silly me.” Yifan chuckled again. Sehun wanted to leave as the awkward atmosphere was killing him. But Yifan didn’t seem lke he was done with his speech just yet.

 

“Anyways, I called you in here to ask you something. You see, I need an assistant who can work after hours. Mainly to accompany me to some meetings with my business partners, you know, for dinner and stuff. And I think you’re just what I need.”

 

“But..why me?”

 

“You see, Sehun, you’re young and smart. You’re perfect for the job.”

 

Sehun really thought something was wrong. Why would anyone choose him, out of all people. Why him, the dyslexic kid who was deemed too stupid to go to school, the awkward turtle always sitting by himself at lunch or the docile fanboy that everyone laughs at. Why him, specifically?

 

“Sehun-ah. There are hundreds of people out there who would kill for this position. Besides, I will pay you twice your salary as our servant. So what do you say?”

 

 

///

 

Sehun didn’t know why, but he accepted the offer.

 

The walk home was long and hard as he tried to make sense of the situation. First he was applying for a waiter position at Red Candle, but he landed the job at the actually Wu mansion, only to be chosen as Wu Yi Fan’s personal assistant which was 10 times better than before. Should he be happy about it, now that he could help Junma cover some of the living costs around the house? Or is this a blessing in disguise.

 

Nothing made sense.

 

Sehun-ah, stop being so paranoid. Master Wu was just being nice.

 

It had to be it. Wu Yi Fan was being nice. There was nothing more about his offer. It was not like he had any ulterior motives when he asked Sehun to be his assistant. He probably thought that Sehun was Luhan’s friend and shouldn’t be working hard labor in the kitchen, so he gave him an easy job instead. Thus, Sehun was not a girl, so it’s not like Master Wu would take advantage of him or anything.

 

Sehun thought he was relieved when he found Jongin sitting on his porch, but he was far from right.


“Sehun! Why are you home so latel? Ahjussi has gone crazy looking for you!”

 

 


a/n: as said in title T______T this is only the beginning of a very looooong and agonizing agony that will be thrown upon uri Suho and Sehun T___T

is chanyeol getting a fake girlfriend? O_O i didnt just tell you that.

what is Kris planning? OuO sounds evilllllllllll 

thank you for loving this so thus far ^^ please keep going with me till the end ^^ 

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o3villem
#1
Chapter 33: This story is like, when you proposed to your crush, and they accepted, but in a dream 😂😂
The only difference is that dream was bitter and reality was sweet.
Ok, but I so wanted Sekai. Like ahhh, I was rooting for them. Or Chanhun also.
And Xiuhan at the end, at that para.
My brain is ed.
It was a nice, mind ing fic man.
Good work, Author nim.
I was remembered of Vanilla Sky movie by this fic.
_Carami_
#2
Chapter 33: Surprised with the ending
_Carami_
#3
Chapter 19: For god sake bro he is your child
_Carami_
#4
Chapter 18: That just freaking lied to both of them :‑X
AshleyChan
#5
Chapter 33: Mind ing blown..

Okay I finished it yesterday night and I'm commenting after finishing all my work of this day.

So idk if you'll read this comment or not but I've to say this fic was really something. This was a ing rollercoaster ride of emotions. And even after finishing this in one day I could not stop thinking about it. Every single that happened here was making my heart beat faster than it ever had. I regret never reading this fic b4 considering I'm a huge KrisHo shipper.

This fic really showed a harsh reality of this world. That not all stories are about rainbows and unicorns. That not all love stories have a happily ever after. Some do have a tragic end like KrisHo's. They decided to let each other go even tho they still had feelings for each other.

Jun's struggles, pain and downfall in this fic was too heart-wrenching. I felt like I was in his shoes, like I'm the one feeling and experiencing this. Sehun's innocence killed me, even after everything that happened to him he was still so innocent. He was still so oblivious to this harsh world. Sehun is just Jun's younger self; naive, stupid, believing in ppl easily, making a lot of mistakes which they have to pay the price terribly. Both Yifan and Luhan are victims of this harsh world just like Jun and Sehun, but the sad thing is that KrisHan blamed everything on HunHo and decided to make them suffer more than they already have. They decided to be monsters and break them beyond repair. Unfortunately they were successful in breaking HunHo leading to the older of them to living a meaningless life and younger to give up on life.

Yixing's comeback here was a bit suspicious to me tbh. As Kris said he had feelings for Jun since they were together. Is it possible that he was also involved in Yuri's plan? Like c'mon it's really weird to know that Yixing was coincidentally there when those guys were trying to execute Jun. And later faking his death and making Yifan as the first suspect. So that Jun will believe that Yifan really is a monster, that he'll do anything to get what he wants, even if it means killing his own cousin or lover in the future. I also feel like Yixing was the one who told Kris's mother that Jun gave birth to HunHan so that she'll take them away from Jun, making him believe more that he was just a playtoy for Yifan, or that he just used him to get an heir. So that Jun will hate Yifan and he will get a chance to win his heart. But these are just my thoughts.

The end tho.. I should've expected the end from the title of this fic, but I didn't and I went ing insane I wanted to scream but for the love of God it was 4 ing am when I reached the end and I couldn't afford to wake my parents. I don't want to die at this young age like Sehun here, thank you very much. Like those 20 yrs of struggles and pain was all just a ing dREaM?!?! Like Yifan was never married? Jun cannot get pregnant?? HunHan never existed in their lives until they met them coincidentally in church? The only funny thing about this is that Guru Chen-nim lmfao he said he gets dream about being a troll xD. And the last line tho... "Shh... stop . Quiet down, the kids are still dreaming.." it was kinda like a last straw for me. I didn't know if I should laugh or cry.

Lemme tell you I believe what Chen-nim said cos it is possible that whatever he saw might be his other self in alternate universe. That whatever happened in his dream might really happened in that universe. And it might also be possible to what Jun said either about it being a small clip of his past life.

And idk which interpretation to choose, cos both are so damn good. The first interpretation about Jun having a tumor and dreaming of living 20 yrs of his life with ups and downs more like downs then waking up and living his life happily with Yifan by his side and coincidentally adopting HunHan, the twins having his own blood in that dream. But being haunted by that dream from time to time. Or the 2nd one where he lost his son and that depression made him unconscious. In that unconscious state, the poor man's depressed mind making delusions about none of this ever happened. That he's living a happy life with his new formed family. I think I want to choose both and since I'm choosing both I don't want poor Jun to wake up. Cos waking up from a nightmare is good but waking up from a beautiful dream to a nightmare of a life is horrible. Idk if he ever wake up from this beautiful dream to this nightmare then how he'll react. I don't think he'll be able to live.

Anyway this long comment here is over. I'm still so affected by this fic I swear I'm not thinking properly. And this is one the best fics I've ever read.
infinitefan7 #6
Chapter 33: bish wtf i read this a long time ago and accidentally reread it today and woooo the rollarcoaster load of emotions and irrational plot twists like some kind of badly-written drama i can't believe you would leave us hanging like that come on
ephemeral24
2412 streak #7
bracing myself to read this again in 2019
Glojuncotton #8
Chapter 25: I think this fic needs a more tags...warnings
lilyurim
#9
Chapter 33: I must not suprised with this story cause the title itself already said 'shh..still dreaming'. BUT AT THE END I STILL SURPRISED ABOUT THIS WHOLE STORY LIKE WTF- ASDFGHJKL
and the part 'whether he wakes up from it later on, it's up to you to decide.' THIS SO FCKING BRILLIANT OMG YOUR REALLY IMPRESS ME;;;;; BEST. MINDBLOWN. FANFIC. I. EVER. READ.
Larrieblue #10
Chapter 33: wtf is all this, I have never been so frustrated over a fic.