little sheep in the lion den

shh...still dreaming

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Kyungsoo walked the distance between the heart and the mind, and wound up somewhere near Junmyun’s warm embrace.

 

There was a sharp tug on his chest when he came home to a broken Junmyun, sobbing on the floor, blotches of dried blood smeared across his white-washed shirt. Kyungsoo almost got into a heart attack until he saw the older male still alive and breathing, though just a tad bit slowlier to be considered normal.

 

“S-Suho-hyung? What happened?”

 

His clothes were disheveled. His shirt was ed, untucked. His face was a mess of fresh tears. There was a butter knife in his hand, tainted with crimson liquid. Kyungsoo didn’t have to ask to know who came and trespassed on their home.

 

“He found me, Kyungsoo-yah. He found us...”


 

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“Sehun ah! Bring these towels to Luhan xiaoye’s room, arasso? Oh, and also these clothes...” Xiao Hua said as she shoved a pile of freshly washed towels and garments into Sehun’s lithe body, making sure the boy stumbled back a little.

 

“Yes, noona.” Sehun replied compliantly as he inhaled the sweet scent of peach from  fabric, marvelling at how much it reminded him of Junma’s clothes.

 

“Ahh..such a cutie!”

 

So Sehun walked the long corridors of the Wu estate by himself, making sure to walk in circles for a while to buy some time. After all, it wouldn’t hurt for Luhan “xiaoye” to wait a little bit in the bathroom, right?

 

This place is hugeeeee, Sehun was in awe before he reached the staircase that led to Luhan’s enormous room. But then again, enormous would be an understatement. Luhan’s room alone was like a castle in itself. There were no words that could describe the amount of affluence packed in this mansion. The chandeliers, leather couches and rows of butlers and maids said it all.

 

Hearing the showers running in the bathroom, Sehun had the decency to stay outside and marvel at Luhan’s spacious sleeping place, which, according to Sehun’s prototype of bedrooms, shouldn’t be categorized as one at all. King-sized bed and an expensive-looking piano aside, Luhan also owned a system of Playstations and Wii that left Sehun dumbfounded at the side. The ceiling was made of glass, disclosing a wide expanse of galaxies and constellations at Luhan’s favor. The walls were painted cerulean, and if you look long enough, you can almost see the bubbling waves lapping at the yellow sand, azure sky reaching out to the distance. That was when Sehun noticed an extravagant collection of surfboards stacked perfectly on the other side of the room, right next to a glass display of trophies.

 

Beach-themed bedroom of an overachiever. Sehun gulped anxiously. The younger’s bedroom was only a humble combination of a mattress and a window.

 

his lips, Sehun took out his cellphone, trying hard not to look like a sore thumb in the place. He almost fell off his chair when a ton of messages showed up in his inbox, and smiled when he saw the person he needed to see.

 

From: Kkamjjong

Sehun, are you doing alright?

 

From: Kkhamjjong

Sehuna, if anything happens, you know what to do. You have me on speed dial, right?

 

From: Kkamjjong

Sehun, don’t forget to eat!

 

From: Kkamjjong

Sehun! I’m bored.

 

From: Kkamjjong

Oh Se Hun, don’t you skip out on your water drinking, alright. You need at least a gallon a day!

 

Jongin hyung was really dumb. Sehun could never understand why the older could never understand his feelings. Sehun liked Jongin, and had gone out of his ways to show the latter that he cared about him more than he could ever care for anyone else. Yet Jongin could never see him for more than a little brother. A dumb, little brother who took more time to read than a first-grader.

 

And then there was Chanyeol...

 

From: Channnie<3

Sehuna...I think I like you. Even if you don’t feel the same for me, I would like to be the one looking after you. I will protect you. I promise! I didn’t know what love was until I met you, so please, please let me be by your side, even if just to look at you. Hugs and Kisses, Chanyeol


 

Sehun immediately blushed. Beads of sweat starting to drip off his forehead as the text sunk in. Chanyeol...Chanyeol saying that he liked him...Is this a joke? This is not a joke isn’t it? Sehun had never been the likeable type. He was reticent, too shy for his own good, and too effeminate to fit in the gang of boys at school. There was absolutely no good reason why Chanyeol would like him more than he would Krystal or Luna. Shaking his head, Sehun decided that EXO’s troll, Rei, must be sending this to prank him.

 

Just then, a certain picture frame caught his attention. Sehun assumed that it was a young version of Luhan, judging by those obstinate eyes and the mischievous smirk Sehun couldn’t miss for anything else. He was holding a soccer ball in one hand, a golden trophy in the other while wearing the brightest grin Sehun had ever seen on the male. Tao could be seen having an arm around Luhan’s shoulder. Or Sehun thought it was someone with an uncanny resemblance to Tao, because there was no way that boy could have done without a deadly frown on his chiseled face. Sehun only had one problem with it though.

 

He almost thought it was his baby picture.

 

Oh well, all babies look the same, so there’s nothing to be surprised about, Sehun mused, before deciding to go into the bathroom to check on Luhan “xiaoye” by himself. What the heck took him so long, anyway?

 

“Luhan xiaoye?” Sehun peaked in the fragrant bathroom and almost gasped to find how spacious it was. There was a large jacuzzi in the middle of the room, filled with bubbles. Rose petals completely covered the water surface, creating an aesthetic aura that soothes one’s soul. Sehun decided that he would leave the stuff on the side of the jacuzzi as Luhan’s absence was beginning to scare the out of him.

 

“I’ll just leave it here the-AHHH”

 

Sehun felt a strong tug on his wrist before falling head first down into the tub, courtesy of gravity. Before long, he was soaking wet with bits of rose petals sticking into his skin. Sehun was flailing and gasping for air before Luhan had the decency to laugh his guts out.

 

“Oh my god. Stop being a girl, would you?” Luhan said as he grabbed both of Sehun’s wrists in his hand to stop the boy from hitting his face. The younger’s white uniform and black pants clung onto his frail body, leaving little to imagination, and Luhan decided that a little peak wouldn’t hurt.

 

“What are you doing, Luhan???” Sehun said between sobs. He was crying out of fright, before flushing a deep red at Luhan’s state of undress.

 

“What’s with the attitude? We’re both men here. Unless...”

 

Luhan looked Sehun up and down, his eyes were filled with nothing short of mischief. It was then that Luhan decided to push Sehun’s buttons a little further.

 

“Hey! Stop!” Sehun shrieked as he lied sandwiched between Luhan and the side of the tub, water up to his collarbones. Luhan had one hand around Sehun’s small waist, holding the younger in place. Sehun blushed even more when he felt something hard prodding at his leg. I’m going to die I’m going to die I’m going to die.... Spasms of fear went through his mind as Sehun closed his eyes. A moment of silence passed by and nothing happened.

 

It took him ten minutes and a lot of kicking to get the boy off his body. Sehun was staggering to get out of the tub, drenched in soap water from head to toe, while Luhan almost dropped his jaw from laughing too much.

 

What an , Sehun thought as he grabbed the same towel he came in with and rubbed his hair dry. Luhan’s laughter left a deep gash in his chest by the time Sehun was out of the door, wanting nothing more than to go home where nobody would bully him as a hobby.

 

“Sehun, am I right? We need to talk.”

 

Sehun was running through the endless corridors when he stopped dead in his tracks. He was staring blankly at no other than the giant, Master Wu. Elegant giant Master Wu. The walls felt like they were swallowing him as he cowered under the man’s intimidating eyes.


“In private.”

 

 


 

a/n: brb~crying over Growl MV

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o3villem
#1
Chapter 33: This story is like, when you proposed to your crush, and they accepted, but in a dream 😂😂
The only difference is that dream was bitter and reality was sweet.
Ok, but I so wanted Sekai. Like ahhh, I was rooting for them. Or Chanhun also.
And Xiuhan at the end, at that para.
My brain is ed.
It was a nice, mind ing fic man.
Good work, Author nim.
I was remembered of Vanilla Sky movie by this fic.
_Carami_
#2
Chapter 33: Surprised with the ending
_Carami_
#3
Chapter 19: For god sake bro he is your child
_Carami_
#4
Chapter 18: That just freaking lied to both of them :‑X
AshleyChan
#5
Chapter 33: Mind ing blown..

Okay I finished it yesterday night and I'm commenting after finishing all my work of this day.

So idk if you'll read this comment or not but I've to say this fic was really something. This was a ing rollercoaster ride of emotions. And even after finishing this in one day I could not stop thinking about it. Every single that happened here was making my heart beat faster than it ever had. I regret never reading this fic b4 considering I'm a huge KrisHo shipper.

This fic really showed a harsh reality of this world. That not all stories are about rainbows and unicorns. That not all love stories have a happily ever after. Some do have a tragic end like KrisHo's. They decided to let each other go even tho they still had feelings for each other.

Jun's struggles, pain and downfall in this fic was too heart-wrenching. I felt like I was in his shoes, like I'm the one feeling and experiencing this. Sehun's innocence killed me, even after everything that happened to him he was still so innocent. He was still so oblivious to this harsh world. Sehun is just Jun's younger self; naive, stupid, believing in ppl easily, making a lot of mistakes which they have to pay the price terribly. Both Yifan and Luhan are victims of this harsh world just like Jun and Sehun, but the sad thing is that KrisHan blamed everything on HunHo and decided to make them suffer more than they already have. They decided to be monsters and break them beyond repair. Unfortunately they were successful in breaking HunHo leading to the older of them to living a meaningless life and younger to give up on life.

Yixing's comeback here was a bit suspicious to me tbh. As Kris said he had feelings for Jun since they were together. Is it possible that he was also involved in Yuri's plan? Like c'mon it's really weird to know that Yixing was coincidentally there when those guys were trying to execute Jun. And later faking his death and making Yifan as the first suspect. So that Jun will believe that Yifan really is a monster, that he'll do anything to get what he wants, even if it means killing his own cousin or lover in the future. I also feel like Yixing was the one who told Kris's mother that Jun gave birth to HunHan so that she'll take them away from Jun, making him believe more that he was just a playtoy for Yifan, or that he just used him to get an heir. So that Jun will hate Yifan and he will get a chance to win his heart. But these are just my thoughts.

The end tho.. I should've expected the end from the title of this fic, but I didn't and I went ing insane I wanted to scream but for the love of God it was 4 ing am when I reached the end and I couldn't afford to wake my parents. I don't want to die at this young age like Sehun here, thank you very much. Like those 20 yrs of struggles and pain was all just a ing dREaM?!?! Like Yifan was never married? Jun cannot get pregnant?? HunHan never existed in their lives until they met them coincidentally in church? The only funny thing about this is that Guru Chen-nim lmfao he said he gets dream about being a troll xD. And the last line tho... "Shh... stop . Quiet down, the kids are still dreaming.." it was kinda like a last straw for me. I didn't know if I should laugh or cry.

Lemme tell you I believe what Chen-nim said cos it is possible that whatever he saw might be his other self in alternate universe. That whatever happened in his dream might really happened in that universe. And it might also be possible to what Jun said either about it being a small clip of his past life.

And idk which interpretation to choose, cos both are so damn good. The first interpretation about Jun having a tumor and dreaming of living 20 yrs of his life with ups and downs more like downs then waking up and living his life happily with Yifan by his side and coincidentally adopting HunHan, the twins having his own blood in that dream. But being haunted by that dream from time to time. Or the 2nd one where he lost his son and that depression made him unconscious. In that unconscious state, the poor man's depressed mind making delusions about none of this ever happened. That he's living a happy life with his new formed family. I think I want to choose both and since I'm choosing both I don't want poor Jun to wake up. Cos waking up from a nightmare is good but waking up from a beautiful dream to a nightmare of a life is horrible. Idk if he ever wake up from this beautiful dream to this nightmare then how he'll react. I don't think he'll be able to live.

Anyway this long comment here is over. I'm still so affected by this fic I swear I'm not thinking properly. And this is one the best fics I've ever read.
infinitefan7 #6
Chapter 33: bish wtf i read this a long time ago and accidentally reread it today and woooo the rollarcoaster load of emotions and irrational plot twists like some kind of badly-written drama i can't believe you would leave us hanging like that come on
ephemeral24
2412 streak #7
bracing myself to read this again in 2019
Glojuncotton #8
Chapter 25: I think this fic needs a more tags...warnings
lilyurim
#9
Chapter 33: I must not suprised with this story cause the title itself already said 'shh..still dreaming'. BUT AT THE END I STILL SURPRISED ABOUT THIS WHOLE STORY LIKE WTF- ASDFGHJKL
and the part 'whether he wakes up from it later on, it's up to you to decide.' THIS SO FCKING BRILLIANT OMG YOUR REALLY IMPRESS ME;;;;; BEST. MINDBLOWN. FANFIC. I. EVER. READ.
Larrieblue #10
Chapter 33: wtf is all this, I have never been so frustrated over a fic.