Chapter Twenty

Remember Me

She raked a hand through her hair before shoving both her hands in her pockets. Agitatedly speaking in a hushed voice, she couldn't meet his eyes. She was looking around her for every five seconds. She couldn't stand still, couldn't stand upright. Even with a mask covering the lower half of her face, I could recognize her anywhere. She scanned her surroundings again, and when her eyes met mine for a second, she froze.

"Jihyuk, what are you doing here?" I asked, approaching warily.

She was talking to a resident doctor by the patients' ward. It was obvious Jihyuk wasn't expecting to see me after she heaved a sigh and looked away. The doctor, on the otherhand, flashed a brief smile towards my direction and laid a hand on my shoulder before walking away. "Hey," I greeted, wounding an arm around her waist and pulling her closer. It was a miracle to see her after just two days. "What are you doing here?"

"I was looking for you," she replied, the hems of her shirt. Her voice was almost muffled because of the mask.

I reached for her hand. "Why do you look angry?"

"No, that...that doctor..." she exhaled. "I asked him where you were and I guess he was bad at directions."

I glance at her face and slip the mask off of her, expecting to a see a smile on her lips or a twinkle in her eyes but found none. Instead, there was another bruise, now on the corner of , the corner that twists like Mona Lisa's secretive smile. "Who did this to you?" I asked loudly, earning shocked looks from passersby.

Jihyuk shakily covered my mouth and shushed me before I could make a scene. I grabbed her hand and pulled her to the lounging area. "Who did this?" I asked, furious and almost insane. Yanking her arms harshly, I pulled her sleeves up her shoulders to look closely. "Don't they know how I take care of you? Don't they know how I make sure you're fine? Why did you let anyone hurt you? Why did--" A sudden realization washed over me. In a dull, full-to-bursting voice, I asked, "Did Donghwa do this to you?" slowly preparing myself for the onslaught.

He had crossed the line. This wasn't the Donghwa who had made paper boats with me to play with on rain puddles back when we were little. It didn't matter to me that he was the only family I have left because I had disowned him that first time he had changed into the man I swore I would never be. Wasn't it enough that he had already hurt her with merely his words? Did he have any idea how much he had changed her? He could have taken out his anger on me -- freeze my bank accounts, kick me out of my apartment, even ask me to leave my job. It didn't have to be this way. He didn't have to hurt her, didn't even have to touch her, much less look at her, but he did. He did, and what had pained me most was that Jihyuk kept shut. Maybe she thought I looked up to Donghwa that much never to think of him like that. Maybe she thought I would never believe her that Donghwa was capable of doing that.

"It's not your brother," Jihyuk muttered, as if reading my thoughts.

"Then who did?" I nearly shouted in frustration. She just stared at me. "Tell me, I'm begging you." I almost shook her by the shoulders. "Answer me," I pleaded. "I'm going insane here."

With a trembling hand, she reached out to cover my mouth. "I tripped and fell," she said faintly. Then the facade broke down and a tear trickled down her cheek. "Just believe me on this, okay?"

And I was left to watch her helplessly. In the end, I pulled her into my embrace and held her tightly. Kissing the top of her head, "I'm sorry it's been hard on you."

She pulls away and tries to smile at me. "I'm a crybaby, aren't I?" Jihyuk rubbed at her eyes using her fists, even using the collar of her shirt to try her cheeks. In the middle of her actions, she peeked through her hands and saw me looking at her, causing a faint blush across her cheeks. There she was sitting beside me, so vulnerable, embarrassed, and weak. She was human.

She glanced at the watch on her wrist where a bruise was just beginning to fade. "I have to go." And she stood up.

"Will I see you again soon?"

Jihyuk paused for a moment, then shrugged.

Though disheartened, "Okay," I muttered. "I'll miss you," I said, kissing her forehead. Without saying anything, she pulled away from my grasp and walked away without looking back.

 

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Michiyi #1
Chapter 45: Till today, Remember Me still remains to be one of my most favourite stories all time. This story is so beautiful that each chapter I read, at least a line from it will struck me and I'll remember it for some time. I really miss this story's update tbh. :( I anticipate your updates so much I would squeal each time when I see the orange 'Updated' words beside the title. I really hope you'll feel better soon, author-nim. All the best in life and hwaiting!
Moony_Kat
#2
Chapter 45: OMG, I missed so much of this story and reading five chapters one after another just... it destroyed my happiness, you know? TT.TT *sigh* You don't have to apologize or anything, but be happy that it's your talented writing style which makes me feel this way. And congratulations on officially graduating high school, dear! ^~^
As for this story, OMG I cannot explain what I feel right now TT^TT I feel sorry for Donghae who is clearly tired and stressed and starting to miss out the points he himself promise he wouldn't do to Jihyuk and I feel bad for Jihyuk, who knows that she's hurting him and all and knows it would be better for her to leave, but starts forgetting the love of her life. The whole situation is just... sad, man! TT.TT
*sobs sobs* I hope this will end quickly because my heart can't take it for too long... but I hope it won't end as I think it will TT^TT

P.S. As before, I think Donghae's character is a part of you *-* I don't know, but you're by far the best writer who can easily impersonate him :) Congratulations once again on your graduation! ^.^ And sorry for the late comment, but university ^^'
fishy136 #3
Chapter 45: :"""( First, l'm sorry about your friend and hope that you feel better soon. And second, I hope Donghae feels better soon too after their fight and talking to her parents..
Haebby13 #4
Chapter 45: Donghae is even more confusing. I know he's tired and all, but it felt like he doesn't love her anymore and sees her like a responsibility only.
fishy136 #5
Chapter 44: D""""": Oh no! The story will be over soon?! I love it SO much!! And when those teenage boys came!! And manly Donghae trying to protect her!!! And not being able to count anymore!!!! *these tear-jerking feels* Wonder how the will be (I'd probably be dead after reading that).... btw: I love your babies and wish for many more!
haechanela #6
Chapter 44: I love your stories because it leaves lessons to your readers. Hope you'll make more babies in the future ;)
haechanela #7
Chapter 43: Yay! Congratulations! :) Oh my the feels of this chapter! I hope that both of them will be strong in whatever will happen in the future.
fishy136 #8
Chapter 43: Oh. My. God. I saw the update notification and can I say, this was another amazing chapter!!!!!! Also, congrats to graduating and absolutely can't wait 'til the next update!!!!!! No really, I can't wait, seriously ._.
chonanay
#9
Chapter 43: CHUKKAE!
the angst... its getting.deeper...
fishy136 #10
Chapter 42: Hi! Update soon!!!! Still waiting and fighting for the next!!!! (...Chapter I mean..)