The past....
Panda, please be my wife !!!Ji Yong’s POV
When I was eight years old and Seungri was six years old, we first met each other. He was like a little puppy that always chased after me. Although I was so cold to him, he just smiled. His smile was the first thing I couldn’t hate… So, I just let him stay near to me. I named him Seungri, because I liked that name. Seungri didn’t protest it, he also thanked me, really, he was like my pet that time. Day by day, his existence to me, was the most natural thing. I always thought like that…
Seungri’s POV
Ji Yong was twelve years old, and I was ten years old. Now, I thought about it, he first smiled with me was that time. Ji Yong was so cold because of his family. He could smile with you but it was only a mask, not from his heart. I always wanted to see his true smile. His birthday, because I wanted to give him my gift, I climbed over the wall to go his mansion and I was chased by his dogs. If Ji Yong had rescured me little late, I would have been bitten to die by them. He was so angry but when he saw my gift, he smiled, a beautiful smile for me. That time, I felt in love with him right away. I... loved Kwon Ji Yong….
Ji Yong’s POV
When I’m eighteen years old, I decided to let Seungri become my lover. I always knew that Seungri loved me, the light in his eyes when he looked at me, told me everything. But, I hate love, really, I hate it so much. My family, my big, rich family, didn’t have a thing calls love. It’s always betrayal and lies. I didn’t believe in anything. I couldn’t trust anyone. So, I didn’t trust Seungri’s love for me. I thought, after few years, Seungri would feel tired and leave me like the rest of people who always said they loved me. But, no, he was always there, have been there for eight years , so long for a one side love, right? I watched him, watched him wait for me, watched him smile because of me, watched him be in pain because of me… I changed my partner days by days, I could see Seungri cried sometimes because of that….but when he saw me, he only smiled like nothing… he only wanted my happiness. And I felt …alive. Really, in this life, there really had one person who loved me with no reason, no condittion, and loved me because who I am. I showed him everything about me, the darkest side of me but he still chose to stay by my side. Seungri is mine, always be mine, that time, I decided that. I would give Seungri anything that he wanted, anything that he need so he would stay by my side forever…. That time, I…loved Lee Seunghyun…my Seu
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