Someone told me that love is the most impossible thing in this world. Don’t believe it, if not, you will be the unhappy one. I still believed. So, now, where am I ? My illusion, my mistake…

I took Ji Ri back to my home because I promised him. This kid, I don’t know why does he so attach to me? Just like a puppy found a owner or more like…a son found his mother ?? Ah, can’t be, I’m a man who looks nothing like a woman at all, can’t be. So, it must be Kwon Ji Yong who told him to come near me. That damn man… Ji Ri happily hugged my neck and told me every thing he likes. This little one is really cute, I like him very much. If he’s not Kwon Ji Yong’s son, maybe I can be his uncle, but… I don’t want my life become misery anymore…so, Ji Ri, I’m so sorry….

When Daesung hyung saw him, certainly he knew who his father is. I told you, the power of A.D.N. But, Ji Ri maybe is more than Ji Yong in the way that make people love him. When he saw Daesung hyung, he immediately smiled to him sweetly and hugged him.

“ Your smile is so beautiful, uncle. Can I call you angle smile uncle ?? I’m Kwon Ji Ri, I’m a good boy, very good boy, can I stay with you and uncle Panda ?? Please ??”

Daesung hyung can’t do anything but hug him back and smile, too. Aizzz, this little one, when he grows up, he’ll be enemy to both boys and girls. Like father, like son….

I give him a bath and take him to bed. He’s continues whiny to me, hugs me like a pillow and asks me to tell him a fairy story. I want to refuse but when I see his smile, I have to do all that things. I really, really have to ask the God that am I in debt with Kwon family ??? Forget it, only one night, just only this night, I will give this little one all the thing he needs from me…

When he has alrealy asleep, Daesung hyung told me that he wanted to have a talk with me. And I know, he wants to ask what is. So, I’m standing with him at the balcony , of course, I have to smoke too. Since the day I met that man again, I have smoked too much, not good for my life, but I can’t stop it. I need to calm down, I need to stay strong, I need to be Lee Seunghyun, not a weak Seungri anymore, not anymore… Daesung hyung gently takes the cigarette out of my mouth and throws it away.  He pats my head and smiles. In everytime like this, I feel like he’s really my bloody brother, I feel so warm, and I swear, I really will protect my borther no matter what. I won’t let the worst man like Choi Seunghyun comes near him again !! That ing man, once was my brother, too. But he betrayed the one who loved him the most, he destroyed the one who believed him the most. D-lite was the one who saw Choi Seunghyun is his life, his everything…. Hyung ah, Kang Daesung ah, do you burry D-lite to a deep ground?  Daesung hyung ah, we all loved wrong person… Betrayal….

“ Seungri ah, that kid is really Kwon Ji Yong’s son, right ?”