Yoochun took hold of her babies and them as they both screamed.

 

“SUUUUUU YAHH!!!”

 

“CHUNNIE!!!” 

 

She fell on top of him oblivious to the name that came out of his mouth; apparently, it does not belong to her. 

 

“Chunnie, I love you” was the last few words blurted by Sunny before she fell asleep from the fatigue of the few rounds they had.

 

Yoochun pushed her to her side of the bed before getting off from it to find his boxers. He took his box of cigarettes and went out to the balcony. 

 

He lit up his cigarette and took a deep breath before letting out those chains of smoke.  Just like that and it seems that the whole day passed by so fast before it is morning again, and it would be time for his schedules to resume. Probably even have a new partner to accompany him for the new night.

 

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This is becoming a routine for him; he sleeps around, with his co-actresses and actors. Some fell for him, like Sunny, coming to him hoping that he would change for the better. Unfortunately, NOBODY can change him except his beloved (ex) Junsu. 

 

He only thinks of him and nobody else, even when he bottoms in bed with another being. Nothing was the same without Junsu in his arms. It has been going around for almost 3 years now, how time flies since he last ‘own’ Junsu. 

 

Nobody has set the standards as high as him. Nobody could, no matter how he tried lying to himself that he will be able to find someone better. 

 

Being in the same industry, they do bump into one another but that would be a rare catch due to their busy schedules. Junsu would be busy with his musicals, and Yoochun would be busy with his dramas.

 

How he wish he could just pull Junsu into a hug once in a while when imagining Junsu cringes at the news of himself (Yoochun) in some scandal with some others. 

 

Even after so long, they just gave each other an acknowledgement nod or smile. No conversations or anything of that sort. 

 

He would just knock himself dead for not having the courage to walk up to his man and sweep him off his feet for a better future. If only he wasn’t so much of a coward in love back then, which is pretty ironic because he is still the same coward now. 

 

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But who knew, they would one day be in such a cliché situation of being stuck in the same motel room for 2 days with a queen bed to share. Both heading for individual schedules in the same area, but due to the horrible weather, their journey to their respective destinations was postponed.

 

Maybe it is lady luck that decides to give Yoochun a second chance on his attempt with his ex. How they are able to share the same room in the same motel – thanks to the limited rooms they offer as well as being the only available motel there. 

 

It was a mere coincidence that shocked Yoochun; who loves travelling in the comfort of his Audi R8 rather than with his manager, was already at the counter getting the last available room when an equally surprised Junsu walks up to get a disappointed response from the staff. Yoochun couldn’t help but offer his room to Junsu, without any hopes that the said man would agree.

 

Eventually, Junsu gave in as there was nowhere else that he could accommodate unless he decide to stay in his own comfort of his car; thanks to the fact that he decline being transported by his manager, whom fell sick due to the constant travelling of his hectic schedules. How does Yoochun knows? Well, stalkers can be of quite a help when this happens.

 

He unconsciously entered the room, oblivious to the stares Yoochun is giving him and sat on the bed with many thoughts running through his head. While Yoochun, was also trying to think of ways to approach him, more likely to be updated with Junsu.

 

Looking at his perfectly sculptured ex looking uncomfortable sitting on the bed, he asked, “Hey Su, do you mind me sleeping on the same bed?”

 

Silence. “I mean, if you do, I can always sleep on the floor” he offered but he still got no response.

 

“I will take that silence as a yes then, I will sleep on the floor” Yoochun’s voice echoed in the room. Still no response from the pretty male, “Alright then, I will settle the bed later,” as he sighed aloud, and walk towards the door to avoid the tense atmosphere.

 

Just as he was about to step out, “CHUNNIE!” he halt – mostly stunned at the chosen name that was being called from the lips of the cute man, it HAS been 3 LONG years after all.. - and slowly turned to where the voice was from. “You can sleep on the bed, it is fine, it is enough to fit 2 people anyway” Junsu said as he avoided eye contact with Yoochun.

 

Speechless, Yoochun only gave him a nod before heading out to his car to get his cigarette box. 

 

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He walks around the motel hoping to find some entertainment to prevent himself from being in the same room as Junsu. As expected, he laughed to himself thinking he is still a coward after all. He has an opportunity to be in the same place as Junsu but not a single courage to apologise and take him back. He saw a small bar that the motel provides and he enters without a second thought. 

 

Drinks after drinks and he is still in the bar, he could not recall how long has he been sitting there just drinking. Even his half full packet of cigarettes is left with one pathetic stick waiting to be lit up. After all, he has a day left before the harsh weathers dies down, he needs at least one stick left to accompany him in times of pressure. 

 

He was fiddling with his glass and was about to take his last shot, when he felt the glass went missing from his hand and heard someone gulping the last shot – HIS last shot! He was about to punch the other guy, before he felt himself being pulled out from the bar into the darkness of the night. 

 

From the way the hand fits his and the way he was being pulled, he knew it was none other than Junsu. He just kept his mouth shut while he hurt angry murmurings of the said man along the way.

 

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'Stupid Yoochun! Here I am, hungry and lonely, yet that jerk is somewhere out there having his fun!' Yoochun heard from Junsu, as he tried hard to open his heavy lidded eyes and argued but it came out merely as a slur. At the same time, he felt his body being thrown on the bed. 

 

'Never stop his stupid habits of drinking and smoking! So much for thinking this idiot would change!' Yoochun felt his shirt taken away from him and he can't help but moan at the coldness that hit him.

 

He heard a gulp which was followed by a 'damn it'. He then heard some shuffling and more unheard murmurings before he felt his pants being pulled. Yoochun is slowly getting a hard on with those 'sweet touches' of Junsu, well, more of accidentally brushing his groin while being changed by him.

 

Before he could even comprehend his actions, he pulled Junsu to him while that boy was distracted and starts to caress him, like he used to. He felt Junsu struggled, but he hold on and then, his inner thoughts starts to flow. 

 

"Please.... Su.... stay..." He felt Junsu stopped struggling and stiffened his body. He then felt Junsu let out his breathe on his chest. Not wanting to miss this moment, Yoochun hold him tighter, "I love you baby Su, please stay... like this... with me.. again..." He felt Junsu, slowly hugging his waist and hides his face, in his chest. 

 

"Pabo, don't say it if you don't mean it, you've hurt me enough..", a soft whisper that was almost missed by Yoochun. "Yet, despite all that, I still keep running back to you.." and then he felt a teardrop on his chest before he got knocked out from his alcohol consumption.

 

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Alcohol brings out the weirdest behaviour in Yoochun, when drunk and especially during a hangover. He felt himself immersing his touches with a form, a human form to be exact and he is hugging that person like a bolster.

 

Thinking that it would be another of his one night stand, he opened his eyes in shocked. He didn't want to send them the wrong message through his actions, never will he want to get on another level of relationship with them, not when he has his mind focus on Junsu.

 

He was relieved at the beautiful sight that hit him. It was still dark, probably dawn but nothing matters when this angel is sleeping peacefully in his arms and snuggling himself. Even in the dark, the beauty shines with a glow.

 

He continued staring and for once, he was thankful that his tolerance of his hangover is pretty much top notch thanks to his constant drinking. Not once was he distracted from the object of his eye nor does he has the temptation of visiting the loo. 

 

Morning comes and Yoochun felt grateful that the despite the heavy downpour, the rising sun makes the sky slightly clearer than it was a few hours ago. The blurred rays was facing him rather than his baby, the halo makes him so much more angelic and he wish that he has his phone to snap the beautiful photo, but apparently, Junsu placed it neatly on a chair, on the other end of the room.

 

He whispers sweet nothings as if they were still together and finally settled with leaning his wide forehead onto Junsu's while still keeping their body in tact. 

 

Surprisingly, Junsu is still asleep! He was forever a light sleeper in comparison to Yoochun, but probably the intensity of the schedule cause him to be so exhausted, he seems dead to the world or so Yoochun thinks. 

 

Having the thought that Junsu is sleeping heavily, Yoochun expresses his own thoughts and feelings, while both their foreheads are still in tact. He caress the face of the beauty and lands his fingers on those luscious lips that he used to kiss and bruise in those sweet moments of their relationship.

 

"You know Su, I lied when I told you, I don't love you anymore," he pause to ensure that Su was still soundly asleep. "The stupid arguments we had still hurts me every single time," Yoochun sighed. "At least it hurts me enough to see you cry, how those tearful eyes always pierce my heart"

 

"I was a selfish bastard, I should have asked you about your opinion on our relationship," he paused this time, to collect his thoughts. "It has been hard on both of us especially since the confession of us going gay to the public."

 

Yoochun recalls those moments, "Public outcry was something that we thought we could overcome, but at the end of the day, it hurt us more than we thought it could, I guess we miscalculated Su," Yoochun chuckled. 

 

"Losing our fans, does not seem as much of an issue since we get to know who are our true fans, we even got our share of Yoosu maniacs!" Yoochun sighed, "How I wish I could turn back time to have a proper relationship with you, it was tough courting you for two years you know" Yoochun breathed a deep breath.

 

"I thought leaving you would safe you from the sorrows you felt from the people that were supporting our career, well, at least if I'm gone, you would lead a better life." Yoochun felt his eyes start to moist, "I was right! By arguing with you in public, hurting you and finally breaking up with you, people are starting to appreciate and convincing you that getting with me was a bad option, considering that I have a bad boy image that was trying to taint your pure image."

 

Junsu stirred from his sleep and Yoochun caress him to make him feel more comfortable before continuing, "I wish that I could turn back time to 3 years ago, I wish I could appreciate those times even more before letting you go, that one and a half years with you was precious" Yoochun looks at Junsu and eyeing every feature, "At least now you are getting busier than ever Su, and they didn't torture you as much as when you were with me, I know what you musicals meant to you, and the offers kept tumbling down at your feet." Yoochun sighed.

 

"I thought it was time to let you go, but nothing feels right with anybody anymore, my career is going downhill too," Yoochun can't help but let a teardrop slide down his face, "maybe it is my time to let go of all these and head back to ia, where home is." Yoochun took a deep breathe, "Well, Yoohwan can takeover since he is an actor now, I guess I will just live that peaceful life there and pick up the pieces which was broken before I left. Maybe I could open a school to teach the kids there music as well."

 

Yoochun was starting to lose control of his tears, "I'm sorry for all the things I have put you through, I love you too much to be selfish to the world," Yoochun eyed Junsu for the last time before he slowly pulled himself from Junsu and walked to the loo to wipe those tears away.

 

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Yoochun went out of the room after taking a long shower and ensuring that Junsu was still in bed peacefully. He took a stroll around the motel, eyeing the weather, he wish it never ends but it will end sooner than expected. News reports were informing how the weather would relatively improve in the next day earliest, latest by the following day.

 

He walked in to a small family restaurant and chose a seat facing the window. He ordered coffee as well as a bowl of ramyun, not forgetting to get it packed for Junsu too. While waiting for his ramyun, Yoochun took small sips of his coffee. He sighed, looking at the continuous heavy rain that was pouring so hard, the view was so blurred. 

 

He was sure of his decision to move back, he has been pondering over it, and he thought, it is finally time. He assumes that Junsu has moved on too. He thought, after he leaves this place, he will end his drama schedule and announce his withdrawal from the entertainment industry. He had enough of everything, he has experience what most does not, get stomped on for rumours, gets to enjoy visiting places that he could never imagine. 

 

He broke away from his reverie when his bowl of ramyun was served by the waiter. He slowly ate his ramyun and enjoy the gloomy scenery that reflects his gloomy mood.

 

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He returned to his room, to note that Su was in the showers. He went to his baggage and dig around to find his box of cigarettes, probably out of habit to annoy Junsu since 3 years ago. He recalled how it was one of the reasons he would do so only when Junsu is at home, just to make him leave Yoochun. 

 

He continued searching not realizing that Junsu was out from the showers looking him on. "Were you looking for this?" Yoochun looked up, at the cigarette box that Junsu was holding, in nothing but his towel to cover his jewel. A magnificent view of the goddess that is!

 

"Yes!" He saw the disappointed look on Junsu's face but ignored it as he snatch it from him. He could feel himself melting in that angry gaze as well as the inviting exposed sculpture in front of him. 

 

Yoochun open the box, surprised to see the remaining stick in it, he expected it to be thrown away, especially when Junsu is around. When they were still together, Junsu would always throw his pack of cigarettes, no matter how he would argue. It will occur much more frequently, when they were arguing after their one year anniversary; the time when the public was against their gay relationship. He couldn't help but voice his surprised out. 

 

"I am not anything to you anymore, why should you be surprised?" Junsu looked at him with a stoic look. That hurt, those words coming out from that angel of his. Well, he knew better than to rebel.

 

"True, I guess I forgot my place being stuck in the same room as you." Yoochun said holding back the pain of being hurt, "I guess I should leave you alone and be in my car before all those weird habits pop out of nowhere" Yoochun walked out of the room and carried his baggage.

 

"Don't be stupid Yoochun! You got this place under your name, I should be the one..." Junsu was being cut off by Yoochun.

 

"I bought you your favourite ramyun from the family restaurant in the motel, eat up before it turns cold and soggy" with that sentence, Yoochun slammed the door out to his car as well as the love of his life. 

 

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Yoochun walked out in the heavy downpour to his car, he cursed remembering that his R8 was at the far end of the unsheltered carpark. He placed his bag on top of his head before running to his car.

 

He was partly drenched, but he switched the ignition on as he searched for his towel, to dry himself. He knew he will get ill from this, but the hell to that. He rather be out sick than be in the same room with the only person that crushed him. He deserve it no doubt, but who knew that the pain is this excruciating?

 

He turned the ignition on and was thankful he has not used much of his petrol, he turned the heater on and listen to the whichever music that was being put up by the radio DJ. He remembered those words clearly including that expression,

 

"I am not anything to you anymore, why should you be surprised?"

 

but the worst of all, maybe he should not have fallen for those words he heard yesterday before he fell into a deep slumber,

 

​"Pabo, don't say it if you don't mean it, you've hurt me enough.."

 

"Yet, despite all that, I still keep running back to you.." 

 

and he thought he would still have a chance with Junsu, maybe he was hoping too much. He felt tears running through his cheek and he chuckled, "I seem to be crying more today than I did during the 3 years I left him," Yoochun speaking to no one.

 

He did not even bother wiping the tears away as he know it will continuously fall to wet his already drenched top. He pushed his seat back and lie down. One of the other normal routine he did after the break up. Out to nowhere in particular and be in the comfort of his car, either cruising or just simply lying in his driver seat.

 

Junsu would always sulk when Yoochun would rather be in his car and nowhere else, he feels second to this moving object, which is kinda funny. How could that angel compare himself with Yoochun's car. It just does not make any sense. But if it does make sense, he would not be Yoochun's Junsu then.

 

He remembered the time when they were celebrating their one year anniversary, before they announce to the public, Yoochun surprised Junsu by bringing 365 red rose stalks in his car. He recalls Junsu being mad that he was treated like a girl in front of the other staff when he was suppose to be the man in the relationship, something about Yoochun crying a lot, which of course fall on deaf ears to the latter.

 

Of course Yoochun had a bigger surprise, in one of the roses contain a ring from Junsu's favourite Bvlgari store that has both their names engraved on the inner part of it. Junsu was sulking and complaining about the whole event but when Yoochun told him of the bigger surprise, he could not help but got excited. Junsu always love an adventure.

 

For a game master like Junsu, Yoochun was sure it would not take long for him to find, till Junsu does the unexpected! Instead of searching the flowers thoroughly and being careful of the petals, Junsu grabbed a bunch of stalks then turn it upside down, shaking them in hoping to find the treasure.

 

Yoochun was horrified that Junsu acted that way, after all, he did forget that Junsu is a man and does not do the things that a girl would do. Yoochun yelled and both of them argued till a sound of something metallic fell to the ground. Yoochun could do nothing but cover his face and how ridiculous his plan was becoming. More like how Junsu was making the plans ridiculously stupid.

 

Junsu picked the ring and looked at Yoochun, he saw the engraved words, wore it on his ring finger and did another shocking act that Yoochun did not comprehend. Junsu squealed in such a high pitch tone, runs to Yoochun and jump on him while hugging him. Yoochun almost fell back!

 

However, all his planning work somehow, and he was glad that his angel was happy. 

 

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The sound of thunder crack woke Yoochun up, he notice he was still in his car and his cheeks were filled with dried tears. He shook his head and notice the time, he almost could not believe that he slept in his car for a mere 8 hours! The sky is darker now as compared to earlier when he ran out to his car. 

 

He must very worn out, probably because he woke up early despite his hangover just to look over Junsu. At least it was all worth it, the attention he get to shower Junsu while he was asleep is better than nothing. If Junsu were to be awake, they will be back to being awkward with each other. 

 

He got up from his position and started coughing. He recalled back, and remember that he ran in the rain. Thank goodness he had his inhaler and some medicines from previous illness. His car is really like his home, he at least have some necessities, like bread, alcohol, snacks to keep him alive at least through this weather to tomorrow. 

 

He has the urge to get back into the motel where Junsu is probably warm in bed but his pride does not allow him to do so, especially how the love of his life crushed his hearts into tiny pieces without mercy.

 

However, his stomach was continuously growling and aside from his asthma, he has another huge issue of gastric. It is a torture being himself really and he needs the loo. Damn his sick body!

 

Yoochun sighed and finally decided to get his belongings, switch the ignition off and ran back to the motel, which he was sure gonna make him sick even more.

 

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After relieving himself in the loo, he went to the same family restaurant to get himself some food, and surprisingly, he saw Junsu. He made his order to pack his food and waited at the counter, not even glancing to Junsu's direction. As he waited, his cough slowly gets to him and so was his flu.

 

"Yoochun!" Junsu's voice was heard calling out to him. Yoochun turned and gave him the acknowledgement before turning back to the counter to wait for his food. 

 

"Park Yoochun!" he heard his name being called again, feeling annoyed that his full name was being called he turned and answered, "What?!"

 

"Please, sit with me?" it was rather a question than an order, since Yoochun could not help himself from hating Junsu for long. 

 

He sat and both did not even speak a word. It was only when the waiter came and took their order that Yoochun ordered coffee but what Junsu did was unexpected. 

 

"Please change the coffee to hot tea and also a chicken soup for him." Junsu said without even asking Yoochun. "As for me, I would like to have . . . " It was then that Yoochun's mind starts to wander about Junsu's actions.

 

"Yup! That will be all for us, thank you!" Junsu showed his billion dollar smile. Junsu fell back into silence when they were left alone.

 

"Thank you by the way, I will pay for my share." Yoochun decided to break the silence.

 

"It is fine Yoochun, the treat is on me. I'm sorry for the way I treat you earlier and thank you for the ramyun! It tastes so good I just had to have it again," Junsu smiled sincerely.

 

"Ahh.. you're welcome" Yoochun felt it was better to be in that awkward position rather than talking, he does not even know what to talk about.

 

Their food came and Junsu urge Yoochun to eat, "Judging you, you must have fell ill while you were outside right?" Junsu waited for a reply but none came nor was the food being touched.

 

"Please eat it up, I don't want you to be worst than you already are Yoochun," Junsu continued. Yoochun was about to protest but, "Do not even think of arguing with me Park Yoochun, we may not keep in touch but it does not mean I don't remember how you are! I heard you coughing while at the counter and it sounds bad enough, so don't you dare move your till you are done with the food I ordered you," Junsu said in a firm tone.

 

With that,Yoochun just nod and eat without saying a word, only to thank the waiter when his packed food was brought to the table. "Yoochun, I know you are mad at me for what I had said or done earlier, but please, talk to me," Junsu plead.

 

"This is really getting awkward Chun, I don't like it," Junsu slowly said that the slip of the name went unnoticed.

 

"Junsu, thank you again for the food," Yoochun started, "but you know where we are now, I don't think I ever want to turn back again," Yoochun looked at Junsu straight in the eye. He noticed the shock that he had given the latter but he ought to get this done and over with, especially if he is following his plans to return to ia.

 

"Yoochun, I . ." Junsu was cut off again, "Listen to me first," Yoochun tells Junsu. "I have to admit, I do miss you, probably even regretted what I did, but I have come to a conclusion to let you go," Yoochun sighed. 

 

"You were once my everything Su, I hate hurting you before and even now, so I apologize for that, but I think it is time we or rather I move on." Yoochun saw the changing of expressions of the man in front of him, "You are soaring with your career now, and so have mine, however, rather than soaring, it has been going downhill," Yoochun looked away.

 

Yoochun took a deep breathe, "I decided to go back to ia after I am done with this drama. I am sure they do not need me as much as the better actors, plus, my brother is rising actor now, I do not need his status to be tainted by mine," Yoochun look at his soup, "I have raised him well enough to know what he has to do as well as his manners, he would not be like me, unless he steps over my dead body." Yoochun blabbered.

 

"I just thought that I could get back to my normal life again after what I have gone through, I'm tired Su, so tired I would rather get knocked down by a car than continue this," Yoochun's despair was heard as he utter those words.

 

"Chun, don't say that, you deserve a happier life," Junsu said, "You do not have to go through all that by yourself pabo!" Junsu starts to tear, "You are an idiot for keeping me in the dark, your Su, your love, your best friend!" Junsu lets down his first drop of tear, "If you were to tell me 3 years ago what you did, I would slaughter you into tiny little pieces of dust and never have you run away from me again!"

 

Yoochun starts to panic, he hates it when Junsu cries, and he hates it even more that he does not understand why he cried. "Su yah, what are you talking about?" Yoochun took his napkin and wipe the tears off Junsu's cheek.

 

"Yah! Pabo! You made me suffer for 3 years only to confess this morning that you still love me and then you are planning to leave me again! IDIOT!" Junsu's tears pour as much as the it was raining outside.

 

"You were suppose to be asleep!" Yoochun proclaimed, "So you heard everything?!" Yoochun can't help but raise his voice only to notice that he got glares from other diners due to his act. Yoochun bow in apology before facing Junsu again.

 

"You don't have to know all that! You made me suffer for 3 years and you finally confessed, shouldn't that hurt me more than you?!" this time Junsu was the one raising his voice. "I hate you! You selfish bastard, I HATE YOU!" Junsu said before getting up and going out of the restaurant.

 

Yoochun was so embarrassed of the stares that was given by other diners that he hurriedly paid for the food and ran after Junsu. 

 

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He reached their shared room, only to be realized it is in darkness, he switched the lights on and was immediately engulfed in a heated kiss with Junsu, how he knew? The lips fits him just perfectly.

 

He returned the kiss and held on to the face that was filled with tears. He pulled away and the first words that was shot out was, "I hate you still Park Yoochun," Junsu kissed him again this time softly.

 

Yoochun leaned his head against Junsu. "I guess we have a lot of talking to do don't we?" Junsu agreed and when he heard another roll of coughs from Yoochun, "You know what? Maybe I should be the one doing the talking, and you should be the one resting." Junsu said as he threw some of his clothes to Yoochun to change and he does the same.

 

The night was filled with beatings from Junsu as they kept up with each other.

 

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Morning came faster than what both had predicted. The weather was finally calming down and it was time to separate to their respective destination for their work.

 

They had breakfast together at the same restaurant, stayed a little longer in bed before they decided to move on with their schedule, well, more because Yoochun's manager called of his whereabouts.

 

Junsu kissed Yoochun, "Promise me you will call me Chun, please do," Junsu plead. "Promise Su, I promise." Yoochun gave Junsu the last peck before they drove away in their own cars.

 

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Months went by and they still kept in touch. Their relationship was rekindled after 3 years. Apparently, due to the previous outroar from the public, they decided to keep it low. 

 

However, as planned, Yoochun still stucked to his decision of leaving the entertainment world, which was of course protested strongly by Junsu himself. He still decides to go against his love for once but this time, it was for himself.

 

After the announcement of retirement from the entertainment business, Yoochun has been receiving lots of encouragement and support from his close friends. The public of course was spurting some nonsense about him probably getting into another massive scandal that decides to run away from it.

 

Yoochun does not bother about it, he was tired, and he is finally getting away from the public that used to love him. He will be picking up those broken pieces and living with his mom again.

 

It was the very same day that Junsu was disappointed and upset by his decision to leave by not picking up his calls or replying his messages. Yoochun could only sigh. 

 

Sadly, his friends aren't able to see him off due to their far away schedules but they promised to visit, those people included his brother which was stating how he would kick his once he gets back home to visit Yoochun. Junsu was still ignoring him but still he has his Yoochun maniacs that sent him off. 

 

He waved his last goodbye to Korea and took the plane back to ia, home, where he belong.

 

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About 7 months in ia, Yoochun still kept in touch with his Su by emailing, which was at least replied by him with a string of profanities about leaving him alone in Korea.

 

Yoochun could only smile, he helped his mom a lot around the house, spent his days cruising along the street with his old land rover, help out at the nearby grocery store that he has grown up with. He is pretty much living his life peacefully after almost 15 years of being in the industry. 

 

He was peaceful until he received a shock when he return home one day to see his Audi R8 in the garage. He ran in to find his mother cooking, "Omma, why is my Audi R8 in the garage? Who sent it?"

 

Before his mother could answer, "I sent it doofus hyung!" Yoochun turned and turn his eyes into slits when he saw his brother walking down the stairs. "How dare you call your hyung doofus, you brat!" Yoohwan laughed. 

 

Yoochun was seen running after his brother as if they were back during their younger days. The house was cheerful again with the constant nagging from the brothers that dragged on till dinner. 

 

They were eating and catching up with each other so lively that, when the doorbell rang, they were oblivious to it. The doorbell rang again followed by patient knocks on the door.

 

It was the 3rd knock that the Parks first heard and had Yoohwan opening the door, "Hi sir, did you order pizza?" Yoohwan looked confused and asked if anybody in the house ordered pizza.

 

Yoohwan turned to the delivery man and shook his head, "But, we did receive a call from your address sir!" Yoohwan looked at the written address and agreed it was from their home. Without thinking twice, Yoohwan just took the pizza and paid the delivery man to not cause anymore confusion.

 

"Omma, seriously no one ordered? This is weird though, our address was on it." Yoohwan placed the pizza on the table. "They must have given the wrong address or something, but since we paid for it, we might as well eat it," Yoochun voiced out.

 

He was about to open the box when his hand was smacked, "Yoohwan...." Yoochun said with a warning, "What do you think you are doing Park Yoochun?!" Junsu screamed at Yoochun's ear.

 

Yoochun was scared beyond thoughts when he heard the voice that he fell from his chair, "Junsu?!" he thought his eyes were playing tricks on him. He heard his mother and brother laughing their head off at the scene.

 

While Yoochun was still on the ground, his mother and brother were hugging and apologizing to Junsu. "Sorry dear, you had to wait so long, who knew that my son was such a," Yoohwan cut it, "DOOFUS", Mrs. Park smacked Yoohwan's head before continuing, "where was i? oh! who knew that my son would not even visit his room once he reached home. He didn't even take a shower from wherever he was from!" 

 

"Yeah Junsu hyung! It was such an embarrassment that he disappoint your plans of surprising him" Yoohwan butted in.

 

"Wait, wait... What is going on here?!" Yoochun who was still on the floor in a daze, "Junsu, you are really here? in Ber-genie-ya?"

 

"Don't make fun of my Engrish, Park Yoochun! Or I will destroy the nemesis that I painstackingly brought here for you!" Junsu repents.

 

"NOO! Not THAT baby! Araso araso my highness!" Yoochun got up from his position and gives Junsu a long hug and a quick peck.

 

"You prefer that stupid thing on top of me?!" Junsu was starting to fume. "I can't believe I came all the way back just for this!" Junsu sulk.

 

"Junsu, we have gone through this babe," Yoochun tried to console him.

 

"Forget it, I'm leaving with Yoohwan first thing in the morning! Ommonim, can we please eat? I'm hungry." Junsu pouts. Mrs. Park could not help but gave her son a glare before showering Junsu with food.

 

"What I did wrong?" Yoochun asked confused. "Hyung, he was gonna surprise you by waiting in your room since morning! You didn't even went in, and had him gone hungry and tired waiting for you, poor Junsu hyung, he must be tired from the jetlag," Yoohwan shakes his head before continuing, "You doofus hyung!" which earned him a smack on the head by his elder brother.

 

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After much catching up and laughters, the Parks and Junsu head to bed. Yoochun was surprised that Junsu's belonging were everywhere in his room, his clothes, his cologne. He guessed that Junsu must have placed his stuff in his room while he was down playing with his brother.

 

Junsu entered the room in his comfy clothes before lying on the bed next to Yoochun. They were hugging and cuddling when Junsu broke the news to him. "Chun, I'm staying with you here forever," Yoochun looked at Junsu wide eyed. "What?!"

 

"I've left the musical scene the moment you left yours," Junsu looked at Yoochun for a sign, "They could not accept us for who we are, then I might as well just leave, I thought maybe it was time to just move away and let the rookies take over," Junsu said.

 

"But Su, why are you doing this? You have always loved musicals!" Yoochun explained. "But Chun," Junsu look at Yoochun in the eye, " I love you more."

 

"Are you sure of your decision babe?" Yoochun cautiously eyed Junsu whom in return gave him a nod. "It took me this long to come because I was settling for Visa and was trying to get your stupid car to be brought here as a surprise," Junsu proclaimed.

 

"Hey, it is not stupid!" Yoochun retort, "Tsk, see! You still prefer that dumb car over me!" Junsu explained. "Fine, fine, babe. Truce ok?" Yoochun said looking at Junsu. "Truce!" Junsu smiles.

 

Yoochun kissed Junsu, "If you ever, ever ever EVER wants to return to the musical industry, don't let me be the reason to stop you, I will support you wherever you are, but don't give up on it because of me."

 

"Yes Chun, I promise," Junsu replied with a peck. 

 

"Su, I'm glad we are back together again, they will never be another like you," 

 

"and Chun, if you EVER go around sleeping like what you did when you break up with me, I am breaking your bones! Oh! to add on, your stupid habit of drinking and cigarette! I am going to hide those stash away! Maybe I will throw them! Damn that car too! If it wasn't for the memories we had, I would have send it to tow and crush it so you would never see that again! STOP going anywhere without an umbrella! you are always falling si..." Yoochun couldn't help but threw his pillow to Junsu's face to shut him up.

 

Junsu pushed the pillow away, "PARK YOOCHUN!" 

 

Yoochun laughed as he felt Junsu whacking Yoochun with his own pillow.

 

The night was one of the best night Yoochun had since his move to Ber-genie-ya.