The Truth
Goodbye My LoveEunhyuk P.O.V
I wake up when feel that sunshine was hit my face. I try to adjust my view and get up. But, then I stop when feel being held by someone. Oh, I forgot that I'm not in my bed but Hae's. I look at his sleeping face.
"Hae. Wake up"I poke his shoulder. No response.
"Hae. Wake up. It's morning now. We need to get ready"I poke again but he still remain. My forehead wrinkled. Usually, he will whining when I disturb his sleep.
"Hae. Donghae"I felt something wrong.
"Donghae, wake up"I removed his bang and shocked. His face was pale. I'm getting panic.
"Hae. Don't play around. I'm not going to play. Wake up"I shake his shoulder. I touch his chest. It's moving weakly.
"Hyung! Hyung!"my shout make everyone dash in to my room. They shocked when seeing me still try to wake Donghae up.
"Hyuk, what happened?"Leeteuk come to my side.
"I don't know. He didn't wake up. I bring him to the hospital"I lift him in bridal style. Without waiting more, they followed me.
I keep waiting in front of the ICU with others member. I prayed silently hope Donghae will be fine.
'Hae, please be okay. I'm waiting you'
Suddenly, a cup of coffee appear in front of my eyes. I look up.
"Take it. You haven't breakfast yet"say Leeteuk. Hesitantly, I take it and sipped a bit. Teukie hyung take a seat beside me.
"Eunhyuk-ah. There's something you need to know about Hae. I don't want to keep it anymore"he say slowly.
I frowned.
"Hae?"
He nodded and take a deep breath before spoke,
"Hae.. diagnosed leukemia"he said hardly but somehow feel relief.
I stunned for a while. My braind still processing what I heard.
"Haha. It's funny, hyung. I'm not interesting"I fake laugh. I stood up.
"No, it's true, Hyuk"Heechul interrupt. I change my view to him. The others member show me a sad face which I don't like it.
"No, hyung. You must make a joke, right? Donghae is fine. It can't be him"I comfort my heart while hold back my tears.
"Hyu---"
"Stop!"I shout. I covered my ears. My brain still can't accept the fact. Then, a flash of memory when Donghae acting weird. His pale face. His fragile body. His sudden sick. His fever. His words last night.
"What will you feel if I'm going to leave you?"
"Will you ever let me go if something happen to me?
I can't accept this. A tears then streaming slowly down to my cheek.
Why don't I even noticed that? Why he didn't tell me? Why everyone know but not me?
"Hyuk. I'm sorry for not telling this. But Hae doesn't want you to know"Leeteuk said sadly.
"Why????! Am I not important for him? I'm his bestfriend, hyung! Why everyone know but I'm not?"I broke down.
"Why he doesn't tell me? I'm his bestfriend but I love him, hyung. I love him deep in my heart"I cried and knelt down. They look at me in pitiful face.
"Hyuk"a pair of arm hugged me. I just let it be and cry from my heart.
Then, the door being open as the doctor come out. I immediately stand up and rush to the doctor.
"How's he? Is he okay? He's fine, right?"I ask uncontrol. I need to know his condition.
"Hyuk, calm down"
"How can I calm down, hyung?!"I shout and turn to the doctor back. The doctor also trying to calm me down.
"Tell me he's okay"I ask desperately.
"Calm down. His conditon is stable but he need to surgery. We will find the donor as soon as possible"
"Take me. Please, I want to save him"
"Lee Hyukjae, calm down"Heechul held me and make me faced him.
"Calm down. Hae's going fine"I look at him with teary eyes. Then, he hugged me. He rub my back as he want to make me relax.
"Doctor, can we make a test? Maybe one of us can be a donor"Leeteuk ask.
"You can. But the surgery will have a risk"
"We try"Leeteuk make the decision. Dr. Yong nodded in hesitant.
"Can we see him?"Kyuhyun ask for permission. Dr. Yong give a gesture for us.
Hi! Sorry, if this not satisfied you again. But I try hard to make it best.
Just now, while updating, i had wrong click so it lost! *pout*
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