Donghae P.O.V

A few days past again. Tomorrow we will having a first concert in Seoul. I really really tired for through the days. Leeteuk hyung was very worried about me but there's nothing could he say when I insisted that I'm okay. Eunhyuk.. Like what he said, he kept clinging on me whether I like or not. Oh uh.. its not comfortable you know being near with him.

"Hae, you're spacing out again!"Eunhyuk whined when I didn't respond him. Okay, we are in waiting room with the others member.

"Look, should we add some other moment?"he ask. I frowned.

"Like what?"I ask back. He put his finger on his chin seems like thinking. So.... handsome and

cute. I smiled.

"Hmm.. what do you think?"he passed.

"What do you think?"

"Yah! I ask you, you ask me back. What the answer I got"he mocked. I burst a loud laughter. Chinjja! Really funny for making him like that.

"Eunhyuk-ah, you are really funny!"I said without notice that he was staring at me. After I calm down, I looked at him with a smiling never fade from my lip. Then the realize hit me. Our eyes locked each other.

"Hyuk?"

He didn't respond but staring at me. Yeah.. here we go once again. He leaned near me make a small distance with me. My heart melts when seeing his handsome face so near.

"Hae..."he call me huskily.

"What?"I replied in dazzle. He leans again. I feel like everything around us being stopped. There's just me and him.

Without hesitant, he closed the gap between us. My lips move along with him. We seems didn't care what other people will think. My hand slowly roaming his back and up to his neck. I wanna feel his kiss. He put his hand around my waist as I did.  We kept kissing until he pulled it. He look me with a confusion on his face. Suddenly, he get up from the couch and leaving me in the waiting room. I still registered what happen.

What have we did??? I then looked around. The members were gasped. I feel embarassed and low my head down. Kangin cleared his throat before spoke,

"Is that-- one part of your moment tomorrow?"

I swallow hard don't know to answer.

"Err--"my words were cut by Sungmin.

"No need to explain. We knew it" This time, I shocked. I turned to Teukie hyung. Since that only him know my feeling.

"We figure it out without Teukie hyung to tell us, Hae. It really showed on your face"Shindong explained. I shut my eyes and smacked my head. Pabo me! Why need my face easy to figure them out? But, Hyukkie...

"He's too slow, Fishy"Heechul speak as he answer what on my mind. This diva~ He approached me and put his hand on my shoulder.

"What if we helped him? Since Teukie said that you don't want to confess. So let's make him do that"he suggest.

No.. I don't want him to be hurt. There's an obstruction that I can't tell. I also know he love girls not me. His bestfriend. I respond in my heart.

"Hae, look at hyung"Heechul cupped my chin and make me faced him. He really babying me. Thats why he always talked in soft voice with me.

"Do you love him?"

I nodded slowly. He smile sweetly.

"Then, don't be scared okay. I know what you think"he coaxed me while rubbing my shoulder. I smile weakly and put my head on his chest.

You don't understand, hyung. I can't tell anyone even I really need someone to share.

Mianei, hyung..

Mianei..

Kyuhyun P.O.V

I'm in Eunhyuk and Donghae's room now. I already had this bad feeling after Donghae keep hiding something from us. I'm searching everywhere that could be Donghae hide. Where is it??? I really frust when there's no sign on what I been searching. I walk to the drawer. Its only have some accessories. I looked at the bed. Oh yeah.. I didn't look at there yet. I pulled up the blanket. None. I tried under the pillow. None. Aishhh... chinjja! I get down and something caught in my eyes. There's a box under the bed. I take it out and opened it. My eyes widened. I saw many medicines in the box. I take it one of the medicine and look the others too.

"What the--?"Then an envelope caught in my eyes again. I opened it. I felt a pang in my heart as I read. Leukemia?

"Kyu?"a voice make me back to the real life. I turned around. Donghae was standing infront of the door. His eyes turn to big as he saw what on in my hand.

"Hyung, what is this?"I ask in shaking voice. He stunned.

"How could you not telling me this? Not telling us? What you think of us? What hyung?"I threw him many questions. He gazed anywhere but not me. I can see his hold back his tears.

"Hyung! Answer me!"I forced him to give me explanation. He kept silent. I get up and come near to him. 

"Hyung!"I shake his shoulder. My tears slowly fall down.

"Mianei"he replied in simple. He look down not wanting to see me.

"Hyung.. how could you.. I had expected that you were hiding something from us but.. I didn't expected this"I just let my tears out.

"Please, Kyu. Don't tell anynone. Not even a person. I don't want them to know"he begged me.

"Hyung.."I frowned.

"Jebal~ I beg you, Kyu. Not even Hyukkie"he cried.

I hugged him. I caressed his hair while soothing him.

"I promise hyung. I promise you"I whispered.

*so, how's? im sorry for making you kept asking what happened to Hae. Now, i'm fulfill your answer. :) 
and I'm really100x sorry coz after this i will not updating. i have something to do for this three weeks. jeongmal mianei! :(