Kyuhyun P.O.V

I swallow hardly. Everyone are waiting for the doctor to tell us Donghae condition. I pray silently in my heart. Hope Hae secret still safe. I understand that he doesn't want anyone know yet. But other side, I also hope that they know it.

"He-----"

"Hyukkie!!!"we heard screaming from Donghae's room. Eunhyuk quickly get in and we trailed behind.

"Hae. Are you alright? Shhh.."Eunhyuk coaxed Donghae as I saw that he was crying. Its hurt my heart seeing him like this.

"Shhhs.. I'm right here. With you"Eunhyuk hugged and trying to calm down him. I can see from Eunhyuk's eyes are very concerned and full of love caressing Donghae.

As everyone are keep watching the scene, I went out of the room. My tears fall down slowly. God, why you be unfair with him? He didn't need to suffer this. Please, give him recover from his illness. 

Someone tapped my shoulder. I look up.

"Tell me the truth"say the person with a hoarse voice.

It was-----

In the hospital park...

I just keep lower my head. The silent are surrounding between me and ------ Teukie hyung. He stare at me with soft face.

"Look Kyu. Tell me the truth. I need to know what actually happen with Hae"he spoke out suddenly. I feel caught between two whether to tell or not. I had promise with Hae hyung and try my best to keep secret. But now, Teukie hyung asked me that question. 

"Kyu? Don't you love Hae? Don't you love me? The fact, I'm your both hyung. I'm your leader. Is it so hard to tell me what happen to my dongsaeng? Are you willing make me keep worrying about Hae's health? It's so impossible if Hae only tired or what else while he always sick lately. There's must be something that both of you hiding from me"said Leeteuk desperately. His eyes never left from Kyuhyun.

"How can you know that I keep Hae's secret?"I ask in slow voice but enough for Leeteuk hear that. He smile bitterly.

"How can I didn't know. You and Hae are my dongsaeng"

We silent. I'm in a deep thought. Leeteuk still waiting my answer. I took a breath and try control my tears. I look Teukie hyung with a blurry eyes. He also seems try to be ready hear what will I said. 

Hae hyung, I'm sorry. I broke our promise for your sake.

"Donghae hyung diagnosed a Leukemia"I said as tears fall again on my cheeks.

Leeteuk seems being process what he had heard. I wiped my tear but it keep falling. Then, I can see that Leeteuk are crying. He stood up and run away. I just let him be.

"I'm sorry for overheard your convesation" a voice said. I lift my face up to look at the person. Sungmin is standing not far from me.

"Hyung..."I whisper.

He strecthed his hand. Without waiting, I run into his hug as I cried uncontrolable. He soothed me with his sweet voice.

i just wanna make it long~ let the others know first before Hyukkie.